I'm a Widow of Ustadz

chapter 109 Revan's confession to Nagita

Luthfi smiled hearing that Nagita and Revan were getting closer.

maybe Revan also feels like that now their relationship has started to improve.

The flash back on

That night Revan could not sleep because he felt pain all over his body.

Even now he felt very anxious to go to the bathroom.

Revan got up from his bed, he walked outside because in his room there was no bathroom so he was forced to go out of the room.

Revan sees Nagita waiting for him in the living room until he falls asleep on the sofa, Revan is very limp but he tries to build Nagita.

Because now the air is very cold, Nagita will not hold on to the air outside.

Revan tried to build Nagita but unfortunately he could not be awakened.

"Nagita let's get up" said Revan.

But Nagita fell asleep very fast, Revan took Nagita for him to take her upstairs to his room.

But Revan was afraid that he would not be strong anymore he was very weak now.

Revan takes Nagita slowly he does not take Nagita upstairs but to his room which is downstairs.

Revan won't be strong enough for Nagita to be heavy enough.

Revan stared at that very pretty face, Nagita is indeed very beautiful she is smart just that she is too arrogant and wants to win by herself.

Revan felt so limp his hands trembled while holding Nagita, it was fortunate that Revan did not drop Nagita to the floor.

Revan put Nagita to sleep on the soft bed.

Revan covers Nagita's entire body fearing Nagita will feel cold.

Revan was sitting on the floor he was so limp now that he had just eaten.

"Astaghfirullah" muttered Revan.

Revan immediately got up and laid down his body beside Nagita who was now fast asleep.

Revan immediately fell asleep because he felt pain all over his body.

In the morning Nagita woke up and saw that she was sleeping in a familiar bed.

Nagita wakes up when she sees Revan next to her.

"What am I here for" Nagita asked herself.

Nagita immediately woke up he saw the clock that now showed at half seven in the morning.

"I must have fallen asleep here" Nagita said.

Revan awakens he looks at Nagita but unfortunately Revan is still sick even he's getting worse now.

"You slept outside all night" Revan said.

"You did what to me" asked Nagita.

"I'm sick I don't have the taste to do anything to you" Revan said.

"Don't lie" Nagita said.

Revan just nodded his head weakly he immediately enveloped his body using a thin blanket.

Nagita immediately opened the blanket that Revan was wearing.

Nagita checks Revan's body temperature but it turns out Revan's body is still very hot but Revan feels cold.

"I'll put on another blanket" Nagita said, wearing a blanket on Revan.

Nagita went straight out of there and headed straight to her room to wash her face, after which she would make porridge for Revan.

But now Nagita will contact someone first.

"I hope he can come" Nagita murmured.

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"Fik are you in the hospital" Nagita asked one of her colleagues to ask her whereabouts of her friend.

"There" said Fikri.

"Could come to my house" asked Nagita.

"What's wrong" asked Fikri.

"I'm going to get treatment" said Nagita.

"Oh I can't come to your house, but if you want to just come here or take your driver with you" said Fikri.

"Well, I'll come" Nagita said.

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"How is this" Nagita murmured.

However Nagita felt very strange to her now, she felt very worried for Revan.

"Geez why am I, why am I so concerned about him when I and Revan are not too close" Nagita murmured.

Nagita holds her head.

"I might like Revan, oh no. Maybe, Nagita you're a doctor so it's natural that you pay attention to the sick, because your obligation is to do the best for the patient" murmured Nagita looked at the mirror in her room.

Nagita smiled to laugh at herself, what more it feels funny now that she fell in love with a leak like Revan.

"It's as if Nagita you won't like that boy" Nagita murmured.

Nagita went straight to the kitchen he would make a porridge after he finished he immediately brought the porridge to Revan who is now still lying on the bed.

"Let's eat" Nagita said.

"Yes" said Revan.

Nagita helps Revan to wake up, Nagita also feeds Revan because like her Revan can not eat alone.

"Let's eat, after this we go to the hospital" said Nagita.

"What for" asked Revan.

"Checking you, I know you're in unusual pain, maybe you have typhoid or stomach disease" Nagita said.

"I'll be healed" said Revan.

"When" asked Nagita.

"Later" said Revan.

"Just check it out later you get well and I can work again" Nagita said.

"Sorry" said Revan.

Nagita feels very guilty when Revan apologizes to her, only this time someone pleads wrong in front of Nagita, and it makes Nagita feel very guilty.

"What's wrong" Nagita said.

"I know you're mad at me, but Nagita thanks for taking care of me when I was sick, from childhood no one did this to me so I'm very happy when you want to feed me" Revan said.

"That's why I even do this to patients" Nagita said.

"It's different, but you treat me as your husband" Revan said.

Nagita looks at Revan, if you see Revan is also very handsome even Revan is also very good.

Nagita gulps her rough saliva when she sees Jakun Revan moving up and down as Revan swallows the porridge that Nagita feeds.

Nagita feeds Revan again but unfortunately the porridge with the spoon is spilled onto Revan's shirt.

Revan just smiled as he looked at Nagita who was panicking about making a mistake.

Nagita's going to take the tissue, but Revan stops her.

Nagita gulped her saliva as she stared at Revan's excellent stomach.

"Gosh" inner Nagita.

"What's wrong" asked Revan.

"Nothing" said Nagita shaking her head.

"Well I'm going to sleep again I'm very cold" said Revan who immediately broke down his body.

"Well don't sleep for a while we'll leave, I'll be ready" Nagita said.

An hour later Nagita takes Revan to the hospital, and Nagita tells Revan to go undercover because she doesn't want her friends to know that the boy they were teasing at the time was Nagita's husband.

Nagita went inside while holding Revan's hand.

Revan smiled looking at Nagita's hand that had been holding her hand since.

"Should I wear a mask cap and this jacket" asked Revan.

"Don't say much I really don't want you to get caught by other people" Nagita said.

"Yes well" said Revan.

"Let's go straight to my friend's room" said Nagita who headed straight towards the room in one of the hospital hallways.

"Let's go in" Nagita said.

They went inside.

"Good afternoon Fikri" said Nagita.

"Siang Dok" said Fikri.

"I want to check on him" Nagita said.

"Who" asked Fikri.

"My sister" said Nagita.

"Oh well" said Fikri who immediately checked on Revan.

Nagita just sat around looking at Revan who was now in check.

And it turns out to be true that Revan has typhoid.

"He has typhoid" Fikri said.

"I guessed it" said Nagita.

"Jaga his diet is not late to eat, you know what you can and should not eat" said Fikri.

"Yes I know" said Nagita.

They go home Nagita began to take good care of Revan until some days Revan never late to eat because it was always in a bribe by Nagita.

But every day together makes Nagita feel something if together with Revan.

I don't know what's going on with Nagita so she can love Revan.

Nagita plans to bathe Revan, because it's been a few days Revan just in a lap with warm water only.

Actually Revan is also uncomfortable but he can't do it alone.

"I will bathe you" Nagita said.

"But" said Revan.

"Nothing but I have prepared warm water in the bathroom" said Nagita.

Now that Revan and Nagita are in Nagita's room, Nagita decides to sleep there because Nagita's room has a bathroom.

"I'm ashamed" said Revan.

Hahahaha, Nagita laughed out loud when she heard that Revan was embarrassed when Nagita would bathe her.

"Why Shame" asked Nagita.

"I'm so embarrassed" Revan said.

"If you don't shower how can you be healthy" Nagita said.

"Alright" said Revan resigned to his current state.

Although husband and wife but still Revan felt very awkward to Nagita.

What's more they're close just a few days, and that makes Revan feel accepted despite Nagita's words that often hurt him.

Nagita helps Revan walk towards the bathroom which is quite close from Nagita's bedroom bed.

"You take it easy I'll do it slowly" Nagita said.

"Yes" said Revan.

After Nagita finished helping Revan put on the clothes, they were getting closer and even now their communication was quite smooth.

Tonight Revan could not sleep, he looked at Nagita, who was still busy in his book.

"You're not sleepy yet" asked Revan.

"Not yet" said Nagita.

"Oh" said Revan.

"I'm learning how to operate on a patient who has cancer, I've never done it" Nagita said.

"I'm sure you can, oh yeah how it feels to be a doctor" asked Revan.

"Lumayan fun what else when we have managed to save the patient, it's a sense of happiness" said Nagita.

"Oh yeah" asked Revan.

"Yes" said Nagita.

"I also want to be a doctor but I'm not sure" Revan said.

Nagita sat on the bed until Revan.

"Why not sure, nothing is impossible" Nagita said.

"Yes with my condition like this how possible" said Revan.

"You have to think positively, I'm sure you can, the spirit" Nagita said.

"thank you" said Revan.

Revan looked at the smiling Nagita.

"Nagita I like you" said Revan.

Nagita looked at Revan, she was surprised to hear that.

"Like" asked Nagita.

"Yes I like you a lot" Revan said.

"Thank you, but why do you like it" asked Nagita.

"I'm in love with you, yes I know it's more but I'm really" Revan said.

"I'm sorry but I'm not ready" Nagita said.

Revan wasn't heartbroken, he knew they had just been together for a few days.

"It's okay at least I told you" said Revan.

Nagita just smiled hearing that.

Flash back off.