I Hate You With All My Heart

Silvi's Feelings

After Silvi resigns and goes into hiding.

Mr. Didi tried to find him.

Not a month ago he had already found Silvi's location.

Since the care of Romi, Reza who does not want to replace Romi, Lord Vishnu who does not want to return to the company.

So that all the burdens of Mr. Did is the one who takes care of it.

It is only by the power of Lord Vishnu.

Although busy, Mr. Didi took the time to meet and talk directly with Silvi.

Because he also knew, that it was not entirely his fault.

He had already found out, that his brother Silvi took his son's operating money.

Even though he didn't understand the part. Why didn't Silvi ask him for help. Or borrow money from him.

The two of them were sitting on a hospital park bench.

"Why did you resign?" said Mr. Didi suddenly without further ado.

Silvi could neither answer it nor pronounce it.

Although he repeatedly arranged words to be able to answer Mr. Didi's questions.

"Why did Mr Didi question him? It's not clear what my mistake was?"

"Back off! Everything's been fine. Miss Cempaka, and the others are fine. If it makes you feel guilty."

"I...." Silvi played with her fingers on her lap. He could not look at Didi. Shame, guilt, regret his mixed feelings.

"How can I go back, after disappointing so many people? Mbak Cempaka's life could have floated." his mind.

"Thank you for Mr. Didi's offer. But I won't be back. I also have shame." He breathed and stood up.

"Excuse me Sir. You please come back and there is no need to come back here." walk and leave Didi.

And the woman left Didi.

As soon as he entered his daughter's room. He started crying and sat down on the floor. The aunt saw, "What's wrong with you?"

After her husband left her and she had to work for her daughter's hospital expenses. Everyone always demeans him.

The friends who had always relied on him lost out of nowhere once he needed their help.

Just how many friends, who can accept that he is the child of infidelity. Everything disappears.

Even though he works for Rahadi's family, he doesn't get a good boss. The boss who always scolded him and did not understand his condition. Before he became Didi's subordinate.

He knew he was wrong because he was always late. Be late for about 30 minutes when the bus is over. But he always does his job well. He's not banged up.

Being an assistant is not an easy job. Prior to her marriage, she worked as an assistant at the age of 18.

At the age of 25 she quit because her husband told her to focus on being a housewife. He also obeyed.

But his skill in taking care of, arranging everything is very good.

But when his child starts to recur or other symptoms begin to arise, things he cannot predict certainly hamper his work.

Therefore every day he is always in the damprat his boss.

He also knows, although the company understands, but not with his superiors. Not to mention colleagues who always protest, consider he gets more treatment.

Until one day, Mr. Didi asked him to his office. And asked Silvi to be one of his assistants.

Mr. Didi has many assistants, who have their own jobs.

At first he was just helping out with other assistants' jobs. It also does not take time. Because other assistants are also organized and do their respective work well.

So often he feels inferior because he does not have an important job like other assistants.

When everyone had gone home, Mr. Didi who worked while waiting for Lord Vishnu to finish his work, Silvi decided to ask Mr. Didi.

He knocked on the door and was welcome to enter.

Silvi was nervous. Because Mr. Didi is famous for his cold attitude in facing the problem. So he hesitated to ask.

"What do you need to do here?" ask Didi again.

"Do I not deserve a job like another assistant?"

"Why do you feel that way?"

"Well, because in addition to helping other assistants. I don't have another job."

"Why do you think that work is not worth it?"

"Why was my question answered with a question anyway? Is this some kind of test?" angryness.

Silvi was confused to answer. He did not think that the work done was so important.

But in retrospect the assistant he helped asked for help because he needed it. Never did they take advantage of Silvi's position to do unimportant work.

Mr. Didi who saw him thought he started talking.

"Your job is also very important. We call it standby assistant.

Besides we know your mornings are very busy, so we'll only ask for help when needed."

"But what I have received is not very suitable for what I am doing. In addition to my daughter's hospital expenses. And also my salary....."

Not yet finished talking, Mr. Didi's phone rang. Mr. Didi swiftly picked him up while talking on the phone, sir Didi waved his hand ordering Silvi to come out.

Out of Didi's room, he just sighed. "What now? I look like an ungrateful person. Heeh."

Since the transfer of power from Lord Vishnu to the lord Romi, Silvi has since become an assistant who follows Mr. Didi and Mr. Vishnu. Most often help at home with the affairs of the great Mistress when Cempaka is not.

But no matter how busy he is, Mr. Didi always gives him time to look after his son. Unless it's very precarious. Because he could also hire a nanny.

Long with Mr. Didi, he knew Mr. Didi was a man who was very loyal to the Rahadi family. He also imagined how happy he would be to be his wife. All business will be taken care of.

"Wait on! what are you thinking? She was just so against the job, proof she wasn't married." hit her own head.

Even knowing that fact did not make him stop falling in love with Mr. Didi.

The age of 12 years according to him is not an obstacle. Because he thinks Mr. Didi still looks young.

"Sir, here's the drink!" Silvi put a glass of apple juice on her desk.

Mr. Didi looked over from behind the book he was holding. "Oh, thank you."

Mr. Didi was a little surprised because Silvi knew what kind of drink Mr. Didi liked. Because almost everyone thinks Mr. Didi is a coffee drinker. Even when he had coffee, he would say nothing. But he didn't drink it.

Silvi who saw Mr. Didi immediately drank his juice was happy. Because Silvi always paid attention to Mr. Didi.

Mr. Didi who seems indifferent, but always helps him. Well, maybe he's lonely. But he also won't have time for men's business.

So he will only enjoy his time together with Mr. Didi helping Rahadi's family.

Seeing the man coming, asked him to return to the company.

How could she be such a shameless woman.

After her husband left her, she promised not to cry anymore because of men.

The man he likes doesn't even know his feelings, but always helps him, making him feel comfortable.

Sometimes even though the man only smiled faintly for her, it had already made her heartbeat beat fast.

Seeing the man who took the time to visit his daughter and invite her to talk and even joke, warms his heart.

Her only husband whose daughter's biological father had never come at all since they divorced.

How will he look at the man, if he goes back to work with him. The guilt does not just disappear.

Knowing that the man, who was very busy, still visited his daughter even after 3 years he left the Rahadi family.

He made his heart hurt even more, because he loved the man more, but he could not get close to him.

*connect......