I Hate You With All My Heart

I Hate You With All My Heart
Fighting (part 1)



Cem who was sad because he was told to go home by Reza just sat in the car until he arrived home.


"Ah Cempaka, they will not do anything no need to think bad you know how the nature of your husband who will feel guilty to Anita." Inner Cem comforted himself.


Arriving at home she checked on her mother-in-law before returning to her room. After entering his room he opened the window and let the wind into his room. Somewhat long he stood up letting the cold breeze of the night wind sweep over his skin.


I don't know why he's feeling so lonely tonight.


Tonight was the first time her bedroom window had opened at night after marriage. Because usually Reza will always be there to accompany him.


Cempaka decided to sit curled up to her knees under the window while waiting for her husband.


He did not know what made him feel sad so his tears fell.


His feelings are mixed. Seeing her husband touch another woman because of illness, is there anything wrong with her. Jealous at the wrong time.


At 11 pm Reza had not yet returned Cempaka was getting sad and he was crying sobbing. Not long after that he fell asleep where he was sitting.


About half a Reza came home and found his wife sleeping under the window with the window open, Reza felt guilty to Cempaka then he held Cempaka and moved her on the bed.


Shortly thereafter Cem realized that he was sleeping on the bed. Then I saw the closed window. He was short of breath and wanted to run towards the window but suddenly someone prevented him, "this dear Mas, Mas is here" Reza said, hugging his wife from behind.


His breathing slowly calmed down, but his tears were flowing when he knew Reza was behind him.


"Sorry Mas, I won't leave Cem alone again."


Cem did not dare to turn around looking at Reza's face.


She wanted to hug and hear her husband's heartbeat to calm down.


When he found out Reza was asleep, he got up and looked out the window. Occasionally glanced at Reza who was asleep.


After seeing what Romi did to Anita, Cem shouldn't be jealous when he sees her husband saving the woman to the hospital alone.


She knows Reza touched Anita's hand to comfort her.


He should know how he feels


her husband's.


"Is this how Anita feels when she sees Mas Reza dealing with Kak Dini?" inner Cem.


Hungry and nauseous Cem went to the kitchen. Maybe because he didn't eat dinner. But everyone also did not have dinner because of Anita's arrival.


He ate some fruit, when he was about to take his favorite cheesecake, there was a smell tickling his nose up to his stomach. He ran to the nearest bathroom.


After removing the contents of his stomach that had just been filled. He felt dizzy and decided to go back to his room.


He tried to sleep so that his dizziness disappeared.


But his eyes did not want to be closed either. Finally he just sat on the bed and occasionally saw Reza.


If his feelings were as usual, he would instantly slip himself in Reza's arms.


But something's in his way.


When he was just about to fall asleep, around 5am. His stomach felt nauseous again. And he ran to the bathroom.


Reza who heard Cem's steps immediately woke up standing in front of the bathroom because the door was locked.


"Darling, is it okay?"


Cem came out of the bathroom holding his head. "sad it's okay?" reza asked while examining Cem's head.


For some reason, Cem unconsciously pushed Reza's hand gently.


"Yes, I'm okay. Maybe it's because we didn't have time to eat dinner" Reza answered and walked to bed.


Reza felt even more guilty, then knelt down in front of Cem and clasped his hands together.


"I'm sorry, I won't leave Cem again like last night. Mas, I'm sorry. We're going to the hospital, okay?"


Cem pulled his hand. "To check Cem, it's not been feeling well for a few days"


"No, Cem doesn't like hospitals. It will also heal itself. Cem later buy drugs at the pharmacy."


"No, no, I have to go to the hospital. Don't take drugs carelessly."


"You don't need to be so considerate, just take care of Anita. I also used to take pharmacy medicine from a long time ago, I want to sleep. Step aside" He covered his entire body with a blanket.


"Yes, the intention of keeping Anita check me if there is time, right?"


"Just go to the same hospital." Reza said firmly does not want to argue anymore.


"huh, why? want to tell me to see you two kayaking last night? I'm just tucked away in the middle of your time"


At 8 a.m., Reza was still persuading Cem to go to the hospital.


"Dear you don't feel like your body is changing?"


Cem did not answer.


"Did you see the signs? You may be pregnant. So let's check into the hospital."


Cem really doesn't want to go to the hospital. Although she was very curious after hearing Reza's remarks about her pregnancy.


"Later to buy a test at the pharmacy, can know without seeing a doctor."


Reza just sighed. "At least let's go down for breakfast." He's giving up now.


Once down, Reza and Cem saw his mother slap Mr. Didi.


Lord Vishnu held his wife's hand.


"What did you say, crazy? my kid? it is not that you ask permission so that you educate him to be Rahadi's successor. But what is this?" The lady pulled Mr. Didi's shirt and shook Mr. Didi's body.


Mr. Didi just minya sorry.


"I can't even spoil it. You said you'd take care of him. Now what's going on? aaaahhhhh" cried and shouted at Mr. Didi, his clothes were already in disarray, while Master only held the hand of Madam.


The big lady was sitting limp, after being explained about the possibility of mental illness in Romi.


Reza who wants to get close is banned by Cem.


"Why? I want to know too. Why did Romi hurt Anita? and why last night did Papa and Mr Didi not do anything? Is brother Romi sick?"


"I don't know for sure, Mom. For now we just wait," said Cem.


After her mother-in-law looked calmer, Cem approached and took her to the room. Meanwhile Reza waited.


"Ma, um..." Cem did not know what words could comfort his mother-in-law, so he simply massaged her hands.


"Cem, I don't think Mama deserves to be Mom. Mama thought she did well.


Seeing Romi who always studied hard, he managed to lead the company at a young age.


But what's the point if he doesn't use his wits? Mama didn't even realize that Mama's own son was suffering." Crying and squeezing Cem's hand.


Cem could only listen.


Unable to fall asleep all night, her mother-in-law finally fell asleep.


After that, he will join Mr. Vishnu, Mr. Didi and Reza in the workspace.


When Mr. Didi was about to start explaining, Reza's phone rang. Cem only glanced at Reza, but Cem knew for sure who was calling.


Reza asked permission to leave the room. Cem followed him behind.


"Yes, I'll go there. Wait a minute, that's what Cem heard.


Reza turned to look at Cem. Cem was just waiting for what Reza would say.


"Anita, he asked me to look." Reza noticed Cem's flat face, of course feeling confused.


"We'll check your situation. Cem, what exactly is it?"


"Not that he has a family, why should you look at him so early? You haven't even had breakfast. And also we should know what really happened from Mr. Didi." Cem answered flatly, closed his eyes and breathed deeply.


"You can go by yourself or take care of it or whatever you want to do there" said Cem annoyed.


"I told you, we also need to check your situation," Reza softened her speech and grabbed Cem's hand.


But Cem brushed Reza's hand off loudly "I told you I don't want to go to the hospital!" Cem shouted and walked back to his room.


Reza was shocked, her eyes wide open. But then pull Cem's arm.


*connect......