I Hate You With All My Heart

Reasons and Fear Cempaka

A kiss that only kisses each other's lips turns into a kiss and chews the lips.

Reza's hands had already moved to the back of Cempaka's head, slowly letting Cempaka's body back down on the sofa.

Supporting the body with his knees, Rezapun's body was above Cem's body.

A warming kiss, made them let out a sigh. With a hunting breath, Cem's hands curled around Reza's neck slowly, his right hand moving towards Reza's shirt buttons and opening some buttons.

While Reza's right hand has been directed to feel up to Cempaka's thigh.

Sensing Cempaka's palm touching his chest, Reza stopped his kiss and placed his forehead on his wife's forehead.

"huuufffttt," Reza sighed and looked into his wife's eyes.

"why?why quit?? asked Cempaka whose breath was still hunting and astonished.

"is it just me here who's perverted?" his bathin.

"Your hands are still cold, you have to recover your body first" replied Reza and kissed his wife's lips once again and spread her body beside Cem on the sofa.

Cem tilted his body face to face with Reza. "But I feel hot, my body will be normal again." Answer Cempaka.

"hahahahha, I know you're thinking perverted. But believe me, I'm also more perverted right now, but please be healthy first." Cempaka Hugging.

Cempaka sighed disappointed, without hiding it, a little happy after knowing not only he was perverted, although he could not continue his activities.

"Recover your body first, after recovering we can do as much perversion.

Now I'm just gonna help you warm up" Cem's body tightly and his face buried in Reza's chest.

Not long ago said that to his wife, his inner raging

"what's next? would he also want to, ahh, but would he be sick again, what if it gets worse? the timing was right, why did I stop it?" sorry thought.

However, after listening to Cem's regular breathing, he was relieved. Didn't want to imagine the last time he saw Cem having trouble breathing. They also fell asleep.

Until late afternoon, Reza woke up remembering that they needed dinner. Especially Cempaka who had lunch only a little.

Cempaka who still hugged Reza, still asleep. But it's time for Cempaka to take his medicine, too. He checked the temperature of the body that had returned to normal.

Reza figured out how to wake Cem up exactly.

"Cem, Cem..wake up" in a soft voice.

"emmm? why?"

"your drool is soaking in my chest." Cem quickly raised his face looking for a wet trace on Reza's chest.

"Where? where's the wet?"

Automatic Reza can only laugh. Adahili Cem in the same way still succeeds he thought. The conscious Cem is bullied, hitting Reza's chest slowly.

After dinner, they watched for a while then continued their rest.

Because tomorrow they plan to go around their honeymoon spot.

Reza was already sound asleep, Cem who slept all day was still awake, and gazed far out the window of his hotel room.

His reunion with Reza, made him feel a new thing in his heart.

The wall of manhood that he built to survive swiftly and worthily slowly collapsed with Reza's treatment.

I still remember when he was taken to the hospital. The little girl who gradually came to her senses, wondered where her father and mother were.

Why had they not returned as well after leaving him, he could only cry a mouthful.

Every eye looked at her, they threw and whispered a pity at the little girl who was orphaned overnight.

Caregivers who usually come every day begin to rarely show themselves.

The treatment he underwent post-trauma, did not run optimally, because he did not want to say anything and was always closed.

Slowly he began to talk to the nurse his aunt had hired. And the doctor he met, was very good in his eyes. He felt a little relieved.

Less than a year, as Cempaka slowly recovered began to talk and smile. The hospital finally called his guard.

That day, the doctor and nurse he had assumed would accompany him next, left him and handed him over to his aunt. He wanted to cry, but they were not his father and his mother.

That was the first time she met her aunt. The nurse and the doctor stopped him several times. But never once visited him.

He had no choice, of course he had to go.

So also Dini, the age of those who are adrift a bit far make it not included in the talk of teenagers who are incessantly talking about the bustle and his lover.

Until when Reza came to deliver Dini, Reza took the time to play with Cempaka, play guessing and others even though Dini was not very fond of the activities carried out.

Since then, Reza has been a special person for Cempaka.

Reza who usually comes, every weekend, the longer the less often drive or play to the house Early.

And what he knows, Reza ended his relationship with Dini, Dini then treated at the Hospital.

Abandoned again, the girl is in an orphanage.

Unexpectedly, it will be abandoned again.

By those whom he loved.

At the parlour he saw that it was the last place where children without parents would be thrown away. He even met children who were dumped by the side of the road.

In that place, they will not be left behind, but rather those who will leave that place.

From then on, he was determined to be strong and strong.

Study hard day and night, learn skills. Sewing, cooking, crafting was nothing he could not.

He became an adult at a young age, no one treated him like a child anymore.

But they forgot, deep down, he was still a child in need of attention and affection.

His meeting with the big madam brought a great influence. In front of the family, he was treated with affection.

But yet dare not open his heart that ever wished on those who had abandoned him.

The worry of abandonment could not disappear from the deepest part of his heart, despite the great affection he felt.

Once, almost he received in adoption but he said. "just like this I will be grateful" his inner.

In the presence of the family he began to show a childish nature, careless, but still on maintaining the skills and intelligence he had.

Until Reza came back, despite not knowing it was Reza who he knew, the sense of familiar looks and frown, Reza, and,

it quickly affected his heart as well.

Reza's face as he woke up in the hospital, constantly looming in his head, there were tremors in his heart.

The next day they went for a walk on the beach. Middle engrossed, suddenly Cem sandals disconnected.

"Wait here for a minute well, let's buy your sandals in the store there," pointed to the store that is quite far from where they are.

Tense the face Cem heard the words told to wait. Because of the fear of abandonment, sometimes appear in certain moments. Cem also held Reza's sleeves tightly.

Seeing his wife's expression, Reza then crouched down to his wife's back. "Come, we'll buy it together."

Wraps his hands around Reza's neck happily. Reza stepped leisurely towards the shop.

"Mas Reza you know? As I remember it was Mas Reza who used to carry me like a gini. I don't remember ever being held by my father.

first time I was a kid, second time we got married and now." Cem lirih.

Because of his childhood memories, it was dissolved after the trauma.

"God. You should be proud of dong. Because Mas is the only man who has ever held Cem and held Cem's buttocks like gini," while tightening the handle under Cem's thigh.

"Mas Reza!! around people," he shouted

"Why?? it's just carrying you. It's even your voice that makes people see us" Reza replied.

"Thank you," kissed Reza's left cheek from behind.

"cock next to the doang, the body of the mas so heavy next to the nih," tilted his body to the left as if falling.

"fruit" on Reza's right cheek kiss.

"You've dared to bawl in public well now?" Walking while re-stretching his body

Shamed, Cem put his face at the base of Reza's neck which made him ticklish.

They walked over laughing towards the store.

*connect....