I Hate You With All My Heart

Lega

Reza then released Cem's embrace.

"Mas wants to take a shower first" Reza walked towards the bathroom without turning around.

Cem just waited for Reza in the room and stood at the window thinking.

After coming out of the bathroom.

"Is dinner ready?"

"yet, am I ready for a snack or a fruit?"

"yes, that's okay too" Reza replied briefly.

Cem understood, Reza just didn't want to talk about Dini's problem with him. But when will it be?

After bringing a snack, Cem searches for Reza in the room but finds her in the study.

"Mas want to do something first, call later if dinner is ready!" Cem immediately put the snack on a small table.

Not as usual, even though he had to work. He'll work on it where he can see Cem.

"Mass?" calling her husband soft.

"Cem, why? why did you go there?" his tone is rather high.

"And I told you the same Mas, it's time to move on to stop feeling guilty and responsible for Kak Dini's situation. Or don't-jang......"

Although there was no intention of doubting Reza's feelings.

But the man is never satisfied.

WHEN YOU SHOW THEM LOVE FOR WHAT THEY'RE DOING, THEY STILL DEMAND YOU SAY IT.

WHEN YOU SAY IT HONESTLY AND WHOLEHEARTEDLY THEY WILL DEMAND PROOF OF YOUR BEHAVIOR.

Well, because basically Love also needs proof and recognition.

Not finished talking, Reza immediately spoke again "Don't dare you continue your sentence, you said you won't doubt Mas." Raise his voice again.

"Because it was me who stepped up first, helping Mas let go of everything.

Sis Dini is like an unresolved problem in your life.

I promised I'd come with you.

How am I supposed to go with you if you don't want to?" Say Early leaving Reza's office.

Reza groaned, closed his laptop and followed Cem.

Cem was in the room, upset that he slept covered his whole body with a blanket.

"Geek? honey?" Reza shook Cem's body off the blanket.

Cem did not answer. "Let's talk about it. Forgive me for raising my voice."

Women will be very happy, if men know exactly what they did wrong.

Cem opened the blanket up his nose and glanced at Reza.

"Promise not to get angry?"

"Yes, my promise. Sorry about yah?"

"Yes, Cem also apologized. Should have talked to Mas Reza."

Finally, Cem and Reza sat on the bed.

"Yesterday aunty called, asking Mas to visit Dini once. But I don't want to."

"Why? Why won't you?"

"Mas himself doesn't know. Maybe afraid of feeling more guilty? I don't know" Reza shrugged her shoulders.

"Mas, Early sis time is not long said the doctor."

"What does Cem mean, soon?"

"He had bowel cancer. And also his consciousness appeared more often. And he's been watching Mas Reza more often. Auntie's got something to talk about, too."

Reza was silent to the news.

" How about tomorrow, Mas go see Kak Dini?"

"Tomorrow? that fast?"

"Quick what? almost 10 years old." Cem touched Reza's face.

"so that there will be no more regrets"

Reza nodded then they hugged. Reza took a long breath. I wonder if he can really do it tomorrow.

......

They arrived in front of the room Early. They hooked their fingers to each other.

Reza was very nervous, because this would be the first and last time he saw the girl who had stopped by his heart.

For some reason, Cem was also nervous. But he tried to smile wide.

They entered the room. Reza stopped his steps after seeing Dini.

The girl who used to look cheerful, with pink cheeks blushing.

Now lying weak, pale, his increasingly thin body did not show the spirit of life.

Cem pulls Reza closer to Dini's bed. Cem smiled and Reza sat down on the bedside chair.

Reza raised her hand wanting to touch Dini's hand, but looked at Cem as if asking for permission.

"mas Reza don't look at me with your talking eyes for permission to touch another woman's hand" said Cem.

Cem smiled giving permission. "I'm waiting outside, huh?" Cem touched Reza's shoulder and Reza nodded.

After being outside, Cem sighed unconsciously he held when inside. He sat in the front waiting chair of the room leaning his head against the front wall of the room.

"Cem, now is not the time to be jealous. You are now Mas Reza's wife. After all Kak Dini is sick and they only finish business that has not finishedi." He hit his head slowly.

Reza's voice was heard, because the door was not tightly closed.

"here? I'm sorry I just got to see you now.

Me, I should have shown you more my love. How I really enjoy my time with you." Reza cried holding Early's hand.

"Theeca?it's really you, isn't it?" Dini awakens and sees Reza nearby. He smiled weakly.

"Yes, Din. It's me!" said Reza.

Cem grew curious, so he decided to peek through the clear glass on the door.

"Cem, don't be shy. Trust your husband. What the hell are they doing in there?" cem's mind forbids him to peek.

"Eca, you came too. Emm. Sorry I Ca, I should have believed more in your feelings than the incitements of others" spoke in a weak tone and a long pause.

Reza just stared at Dini.

While Cem was tense outside, afraid he was discussing Romi, one of the people who had instigated him.

"I shouldn't have made the choice that made my mother and you suffer.

My mother's face is no longer recognized, just as I don't recognize my own." Dini smiled bitterly.

"Ca, you're okay, right? I saw your wedding news.

Mother said, I was very angry at first." Stopped to take a breath.

"But, other times I praise you and Cem a matching couple. I didn't think you'd get Sam Cem married." Dini gave a small laugh, because there was not much energy that he could expend to laugh.

"Ca, I'm sorry. I heard what Mom did too. Because I always blame you." The tears started to flow.

"You don't have to feel guilty. It was all my choice, because whatever their incitement was that I was strong enough not to be incited" He laughed in light of his past foolishness.

"But this is also destiny. You are the same mother who suffered the most. I realized it only a few times. But you guys, suffer every day because of this."

"Cem's here too, right?" Reza nodded

Cem who had heard their conversation immediately entered the room and walked closer to Dini.

Dini smiled "You're already big and getting prettier now." Cem simply nodded his eyes in tears.

"First, if at home you two even fun playing together. I pray you're happy."

Dini smilingly sighed and fell asleep, he slept more because of the effect of the painkillers he was taking.

Cem was now crying a mouthful, Reza hugged him.

"sssshhhhhh.." stroking Cem's back. I don't know why Cem is crying. Reza just breathed a sigh of relief.

Why didn't he do it before he thought.

He felt like all the burdens were lifted from his heart and shoulders.

Cem felt guilty, for being angry yesterday. He also realized that his aunt was suffering.

Regardless of what has been done. Her aunt was just a mother who would do anything for her daughter.

Her aunt repeatedly apologized. But did not explain the reason for his actions. He apologizes and wishes Reza and Cempaka all the best.

*connect......