I Hate You With All My Heart

Anita's Feelings

"I see, this way looks cruel to Miss. But this is the truth, Miss. Didn't those people also use your photo and Lord Vishnu as a tool to take down Master? I think, Miss has learned a lot during the campaign yesterday." said Mr. Didi.

"alright. I'll do it" replied Cempaka steadily.

Mr. Didi then gave Cem the car keys and his letters and also a voice recorder.

"From today you can use this car, if you want to go alone. Or you can ask one of the drivers to deliver Miss. And record all the talk Miss."

In two hours, Cem will go see Anita, Mr. Didi who has made an appointment.

Meanwhile Cem makes a letter of agreement.

Cem was already waiting for Anita in the VIP room at a fancy restaurant.

Flashback, Anita POV

I was so stupid, I did something stupid because Reza, hoping he would come to stop my marriage.

When I was his best friend, all I did was support and encourage him.

But after becoming her lover, I somehow did not want to hear her say the word love to other women even though the woman was insane, even though she was forced to.

He even let me go, because he thought I couldn't accept his past mistakes.

Because in reality I will always question his feelings.

I don't know what to do, so I think I'm using Romi to make him jealous.

Maybe he'll realize, I thought. But he only forbade me from marrying Romi so I wouldn't make the wrong decision.

Sure enough, the worst decision I've ever made in my life.

I think Romi would be as good as Reza.

When she accepted my proposal, I thought I'd give my marriage a chance. I'll try to love her, that's what I think.

But what I got, was far from my expectations.

He knows why I married him.

Even down to the details of what made me part with Reza. He also knows about Dini.

What I expected, of course they would know everything.

Therefore, he used our marital relationship to his advantage. Although my father's company also got its benefits.

As he said, on our wedding day. He won't touch me.

Yeah, he didn't touch me like a woman.

But it's different if we're already outside the room. People would think we were a couple without a thing.

A few months later, I learned that he was married to a woman named Windi.

I know Romi doesn't love Windi. But hearing of the wedding, I was furious too.

Even though he doesn't love me and even though I don't love him. At least, appreciate my position and my family.

And I know better, I don't expect much from Romi.

From the very beginning of entering this house, I already knew who Romi loved.

There are 3 frames on his desk, none without a photo of Cempaka. Our wedding photos are just in the corner of the living room.

In his study, it looks like a family photo with a large frame but without Reza in it.

Until one day, I don't know what makes me dare to fight after Gun slapped me at that time.

I found out that one of the servants was Mr. Didi's spy. I tried to ask her to help me get a divorce.

But I was first caught by Gun.

That day, Gun whipped my body inside Romi's study and Romi just sat looking at me. He had no expression when he saw me being tortured.

She understood why I was angry, and explained to me. That he and Windi are best friends. And he married her to help Windi with her son's affairs.

I don't know why, after hearing the story. I don't feel angry anymore. He even explained that he couldn't touch me because I was Reza's woman and he loved other women too.

He'll let me go when the time comes.

But even so, my desire to escape sometimes arises. So that not infrequently, I get punishment and Romi back to treat it.

And so on, every time I make a mistake that he thinks is fatal.

Therefore, I am very careful.

For almost three years, I survived like this in that house.

My desire to leave, began to wane.

But everything changes, as word of Cem and Reza's wedding spreads in the media.

Romi invited me to visit his house. Because Reza has come home and he wants to congratulate his sister.

I know, if he's not really sincere.

While greeting Reza, Romi pretended to introduce me. And apparently, Reza also thinks that her family doesn't know our relationship.

When I saw Reza, I didn't miss her that much. But all the memories we shared came to my mind.

But I still don't accept, news of the wedding. So I tried to stop him.

I was very surprised when I found out his future wife was Cem.

Cem is a good girl. Although difficult to approach, but he was very easily loved once he knew him.

The girl he said Reza hated. When I was dating Reza, I used to hear her name called Mama Reza.

After we visited the Rahadi Family that day,

"Have you been nostalgic for your girlfriend?" ask Romi flat.

"She, don't want me anymore. He told me to be happy with you."

Romi looked grim that day. He's very sad. I don't know why, I feel sorry for him.

Know what it feels like, when you love someone very much, but that person doesn't return your love as much as you have.

Even on the wedding day, I was still trying to get Reza to leave Cem.

It's not because I really wish Reza would come back to me. But so Romi can be with Cem. That's what Romi said, after releasing me. He will return to Cempaka.

Crazy indeed, but living with Romi for almost 3 years made me know.

That he did it all by thinking about what profits he would get for the sake of his family's company.

That he will return to Cem, someday.

Although now I don't want to leave, but he has long promised to let me go.

On the night of Cem and Reza's wedding, I saw Romi crying. I don't know why, but I also saw it. Is his love for Cempaka so great?

After Reza and Cem return from their honeymoon, knowing they've done the first night's ritual, seeing Reza play Cem's finger, ignites Romi's anger.

When he got home, he slammed all the photos in his room and then wept over all the photos.

I feel so sad for Romi. I hugged Romi and cried with him.

"I, will take Reza from the side of Cempaka, so that you can be with him," those are the words I said to Romi.

the end of flashback.

That day, Anita was determined to ask for Mr. Didi's help, so that she could be separated from Romi. That's their plan. But something is unexpected. It turns out that the one who came was Cempaka.

*connect......