I Hate You With All My Heart

Bereft

Even though he was, he was no longer there.

Despite smiling, his smile was no longer the same.

Lost, he exists but nothing.

Empty, a visible body with a void of soul.

The Grand Lady of Rahadi's family, a woman who was a mother and also a great wife. That's what people think of him.

But often, many people judge without knowing anything about what is being judged.

The woman who is considered the toughest man in this family, now her heart is broken into pieces.

He loved his two sons. And now one of them has gone.

Leaving the same body with a different soul.

How now, she views herself as someone who does not deserve to be a mother.

Sometimes it's too late, when we think about what we're doing best.

It's exactly what happened the opposite.

Because indeed in nature not everything we want or plan will be in accordance with what we want.

Many people praised him, because of the intelligence of his son.

The greatness that his son has.

And he drowned in it.

He forgets that his children are only children who still need the love of their mother.

Yes, without being conscious. He lost Romi a long time ago.

Since Romi is no longer in his lap.

Since he no longer had time to hug his son.

Now, he was standing in front of his son's room staring out the window with a blank look.

His legs were tied so he wouldn't run.

He cried when he saw his eldest son.

The son who used to walk confidently now just stared blankly.

And the only thing that made her smile was the picture of Cempaka that was shown to her.

Now he remembers clearly.

How about when Romi got sick. He just looked at her and kissed her son's forehead and handed the rest to the maid to take care of him. Not just once, but many times.

Windi was also accompanying him. But I dare not get too close to him.

Unlike Cempaka, when sick for 3 days and 3 nights. Cempaka always accompanied Romi.

Every time Romi opened his eyes, Cempaka was always in the room with him, asking what he needed.

Three days Romi tied his heart to Cempaka.

Cempaka just left the room to take a bath, even eating he accompanied Romi.

The first time in his lifetime Romi was treated and cared for as such.

Iya first saw Cempaka he had fallen in love with her.

After seeing in the affection of Cempaka, the deeper also his feelings. He hoped that Cempaka would only exist for him.

It had been a week since they brought Romi to this place.

And every day the Great Lady always sees him.

"Well, let's go home. Today Cempaka is out of the hospital." Said Lord Vishnu.

Cempaka who escaped the bullet threat that day. You can go home on outpatient terms.

The Great Madam simply nodded.

They left Romi.

For now Romi has not been allowed to interact directly, because he is afraid of hurting others.

Upon arrival at the house, the master and mistress sat in the living room waiting for Cempaka's return from the hospital.

As soon as Cempaka arrived, the great Nyona immediately greeted him at the door. Glazed his eyes saw Cempaka, so did Cempaka.

They hugged each other. Like a mother and child who have been separated for a long time.

After asking the news, they immediately returned to their respective rooms.

The mistress immediately slept from exhaustion and her husband hugged and accompanied his wife.

Mr. Didi was busy in the workspace, because of the situation of the company that was faltering. When the whole family is shaky.

He took over temporarily. He is the one who becomes the objection when everyone is sad.

Reza and Cem went back to his room.

After changing their clothes they lay their bodies on the bed that they had left for several days.

Of course Cem would do his favorite position leaning his head against Reza's chest and listening to her heartbeat.

And Reza hugged him. The wound on Cempaka's shoulder has not completely healed. Therefore Reza hugged him carefully.

"emmmm. It's been a long time since I've hugged Mas Reza like this." Smelling her husband's body.

"Guam?"

"mmm?" I looked at Reza's face.

"don't you want to look at Romi?"

"How is it yourself?"

"Well, I want to, but I don't know how?"

"yes, I convinced myself. We'll talk about it again"

"do you think this is a good time to let me know everything?" ask Reza.

"emm, I'm confused too. It's good news, but we're also sad." Said Cem who was confused about the news they had.

"if we'd known, it might have been an entertainer too, right?"

And they decided to share this happy news with their family after dinner.

Dinner has arrived. But the big madam did not come because she was not lustful.

Her eyes began to glaze over"

Reza grabbed him, patting his arm so as not to grieve.

"Mas sure, once you hear the news, you will be healthy." Reza Whisper.

Cem simply nodded and wiped away his fallen tears.

Lord Vishnu only smiled, because he understood the state of his son-in-law.

Of course, who already know this is Mr. Didi and Mr. Vishnu only.

After dinner, they forced the big madam to join the living room to chat.

"So, we both want to share the good news for everyone" Reza said

Cempaka looked nervous, because of the expression of his mother-in-law who only smiled weakly.

Reza clasped Cempaka's hand and took a deep breath at the same time as Cempaka.

"We're gonna have a baby!"

The big madam was wide-eyed to hear it. Gaping then covered his mouth with his hands.

Like rain in the dry season.

Her tears flowed without her noticing.

Cempaka immediately woke up hugging his mother-in-law.

Her mother held Cem's face with both hands and saw the face of her daughter-in-law.

"It's a real thing, right? Mama's not dreaming, is she?" Cem nodded, then he kissed Cem's cheeks and forehead.

"my dear" he said happily.

"therefore, mama must eat a lot now. Increase energy to be stronger. Because the one who will take care of our child is Mama" said Reza.

Her mother hugged Cem again happily, after which she immediately ate the fruit on the table.

"Relax, mama will be strong to take care of many grandchildren of you," Cem blushed to hear his Mama's words.

"Please, Mah. I'm the same Cem will also try his hardest." Cem hit Reza's chest.

The news brought a smile back within Rahadi's family.

Five months later.

The first two months, they visited Romi every day, but after that they only came once a week.

It's not because they don't care. But because there's Anita who takes care of Romi.

Romi looks so much better, healthier and diligent smile.

The big lady was very grateful for Romi's change.

But not long after, sad news came for Cempaka.

One of his remaining relatives, Dini died.

Cempaka felt very sad, but also relieved. Because his cousin's brother no longer need to feel tormented because of his illness.

*connect......