I Hate You With All My Heart

Windi and Romi

Romi has spent all his time just for his company. Learn and keep learning.

Making a decision only for Rahadi's family. That's what Mr. Didi taught him, his responsibility as Rahadi's successor.

And the one who accompanied him through all that loneliness was Windi.

When Romi was seriously studying, Windi would always accompany him.

Before Gun came, Windi was the only person accompanying him.

Windi who is one of the servant children in Rahadi's house. He left the house when he was 20 years old because his mother died and Romi was 18. But they keep in touch.

Windi had loved Romi since they were kids. Boys who are not as laid-back as other boys.

So whatever Romi says, Windi will always follow and agree to it.

Although Romi never considered Windi more than a friend.

While Reza can play with other children. According to Windi was something unfair to Romi.

But Romi himself also said it all for his own sake. Because he is the successor of the Rahadi family.

For Romi, the company is number one in his life, he is very obsessed with the company. He will do anything to advance and protect the Rahadi Family company.

Although Windi often sees Romi being sensitive and excessive stress because the plan or what he does is not as he wishes. But Windi never saw Romi hurt anyone else.

Until one day, she says that she is in love with Cempaka, all her focus is gone, although she is still thinking of the company, what she thinks is the way back to meeting with Cempaka.

Anything about Cempaka. He even keeps a photo of Cempaka in almost all of his belongings.

Even when Cempaka refused, he only thought that Cempaka was too young, so he would wait for Cempaka when Cempaka was old to think about marriage.

While feeling Cempaka himself, never considered Romi more than the family he loved.

But, Anita's arrival made her even more chaotic. Anita destroys Romi's self-esteem, angering him. But, he still thinks about the company's profits.

As the successor and leader of the Rahadi family. Romi hates it when someone humbles him and raises his voice in front of him as Anita does.

That's where Windi first learned Romi was physically abusive to someone.

Although physically, it was not Romi who did it.

And Windi is hurt by Romi's marriage, regardless of the reason the two men are married. Windi made a fatal mistake in his life.

Give her body to a man she just met. After finding out she was pregnant, she asked Romi to marry her on the grounds that she did not want her child to be insulted.

Romi of course agreed to Windi's request.

Because Windi was the first friend he had. And Romi doesn't think too much about the risks.

After all that, everything was fine. Romi and Anita's marriage benefits both sides.

Romi and Windi's marriage, although not revealed to the public, although not profitable he still did it for the sake of Windi and his daughter.

But Romi is sure, no matter how far he goes, Cempaka will accept him back.

And the unexpected, Reza and Cempaka's wedding, was something Romi hadn't planned.

Ever since the news came out, Romi had become even more grumpy and anxious. He's more irritable than ever.

I don't know how much he held back in front of his parents when visiting his family. As soon as he returned his body trembled holding back the anger.

Yes, no one should know that the successor to the Rahadi family has a mental illness.

Doctors call it OCD (obsessive-compulsive-disorder). His obsession with Cempaka and his company. What helped her hide the symptoms of OCD were Gun and Windi.

Because Romi did not want to be treated, doctors only gave him anti-depressants.

Romi had been taking it for a long time, but he had to increase the dose because his obsession with Cempaka was greater than his company.

Even lately, praise for Reza's ability in the company adds to Romi's anger.

The marriage of Reza and Cempaka, even Cempaka who had slept with Reza made Romi even more crazy.

In fact, he never touched Anita and what Cempaka did was betrayal in the eyes of Romi.

But of course he will not do anything that harms Cempaka no matter how angry Romi is. Think Windi.

.......

"Yes, I don't know what Romi's been through. That's why I try so hard not to judge or judge him" said Cem

"Huh, but you still do it, right? judging and judging him. I'm very disappointed. Do you know Romi loves you?"

"Yes, I did. That's why I feel guilty for Romi. For Romi's feelings, I don't feel responsible. The feelings of Romi are his own. If you're done talking, I'm sorry." Cem immediately left Windi.

Arriving at home. Cem went straight into the kitchen.

"Bi Wati, can you cook Cem shellfish soup? looks good. Meat tender.emmm.. But there are shells, right?"

Bi Wati who saw the face of her Young Miss seemed to understand. "Yes Cem, I'll cook you."

In fact, there are no shells. But Bi Wati immediately told another servant to go buy it.

After cooking, Cem simply ate it a spoonful and went straight back to his room.

Cem who from earlier, saw his cellphone has not received a reply from her husband or Mr. Didi. Thinking they were busy, Cem felt sad.

But remember Reza saying that Romi often asked for permission. She decided to call Romi to ask him how he was doing.

"Sir Romi?"

"Guam?" romi's voice sounded very excited.

"Nobody's okay, right? I heard that you're not feeling well anymore" Cem asked worriedly.

"Son, Brother Romi is fine now"

"Yes, take care of your health!"

Regardless of what Romi does to Anita or Dini, he cares deeply for Romi, because he also welcomes Cem warmly into this house when he first comes.

Cem finally fell asleep.

......

"aaaaahh siaaalll" Windi grumbled after throwing himself on the sofa.

"Why?" ask Romi who looks happy and better.

"I forgot to pick up Aleka," said Windi upholding his sitting position.

"Let Gun pick him up!"

"Why do you look happy?"

"Cem called me, he asked me. And he must still believe me."

"No, he doesn't trust you. He only asked you because he was worried."

"What do you mean?"

"It's been over a month, Rom. You were waiting for her to ask about Anita. But after a month or so he just asked you how. And you know what's more laughable? He recorded our conversation as blatantly as Mr. Didi did."

"Given Cem's character, which you said. He should have called you that day. But maybe Mr Didi influenced him?" windi added while shrugging her shoulders.

Inexplicably, Windi just wants to make Romi aware, that there is no hope between him and Cem.

So that he hates and forgets Cem who does not believe in him. Though he himself knows, how much his obsession with Cem.

And also he got information from the company that Reza who led the meeting today managed to get a big project for the company.

And everyone praised him.

Romi has worked in the company for over 7 years, 3 years of transfer of power. But what Reza achieved was much greater, after 3 years Romi occupied the position as President.

Windi tells Romi the information he got.

Romi who heard the news of course immediately went up.

"Don't you, old man again?" Romi then wakes up and takes Windi's car keys.

"Rome? Romiii!" Romi has been speeding.

*connect......