I Hate You With All My Heart

Love Anita

"Dad I beg you. Don't send that letter"

Anita then grabs the letter her father holds and rips it off.

"What are you doing?" shouted his father.

"At any time I won't divorce her. Unless he asked me to and sent me his divorce papers." Anita said to her father.

"Are you crazy? don't you remember what he did to you?" ask father.

"No. I'm not crazy. I'll stay by his side. Until he really let me go."

His father sat rubbing his face with both palms frustrated with his daughter's attitude.

"What exactly made you hang on to him?" ask her father gently.

"I don't know. He's very attentive to me. Other than the mistakes I made. He never let Gun beat me.

Dad, I want to take care of him. He's hurting his heart."

Her father was increasingly frustrated with Anita's attitude.

"We'll see the doctor tomorrow. If the doctor doesn't think you're crazy or anything, I'll let you be with him if that's what you want."

Anita and her parents went to see a doctor. Anita is considered to have a disorder.

But in just one month, he realized what Romi was doing was wrong. Letting her be tortured by Gun was an abnormal act.

He was aware of the mistakes Romi made.

But his heart could not let go of Romi.

a month later, doctors said his mental health was more stable. But he still has to do therapy.

As his father promised. He let Anita be next to Romi.

Anita visits Rahadi's house for permission.

They are in the family room.

Anita suddenly sat on her knees.

"I'm sorry."

"Sit down well Anita, there's no need to blame yourself. I've heard from your father that you don't want to divorce Romi and want to stay with him." said Mr. Vishnu.

Anita could only bow.

"Why don't you divorce her? You can still fix your life. I've also heard of the illness you suffered because of Romi's treatment of you.

I hesitate to let you be with him."

The lady grabbed Anita's hand.

"It's not just because of Romi, but we're also worried about you.

There is a better life out there. You'll find a man who deserves to love and be loved by you."

"I love Romi. What kind of wife am I to leave her husband when she is sad. Even though he doesn't love me now. I know he's a nice and considerate man."

"Anita." The lady looked on with pity at the woman.

"let me try it. Let me take care of her with all my heart. When I can't, I'll give up." Anita's hand was clasped by the big lady.

"Alright if that's what you want" replied Lord Vishnu

"but I want me to stay with Romi in that room."

"What?"

"I will stay with him, take care of him and take care of him every day. That way he will see me every day and I can see it every day" said Anita.

Lord Vishnu sighed.

"Well, I'll set up a place there for you"

"Thank you, Mah, Pah." He also left with a face.

Anita started taking care of Romi from that day on.

In the first month, Romi paid no heed to it.

Anita just babbles, talks and laughs to herself.

In the second month, Romi sometimes starts glancing at Anita when she says nothing.

"Aaahhh.I think now I'm really crazy. I talked to myself, laughing to myself with my own joke.heheheh," while stroking Romi's hair who was now asleep.

"but it's okay, I'm crazy because of you. Like people say love will drive you crazy. But don't drive me crazy yourself for too long." He put his head on Romi's bed and held his hand and fell asleep.

Romi opened his eyes, he heard Anita say.

She smiled at Anita and wanted to stroke her hair. But he said he was afraid Anita would wake up.

In the days that followed, he became more responsive to Anita. He even started asking her to do something.

"I want to eat something you've cooked for me."

"emmd? what'sthat?" ask Anita.

"I don't know his name. You mix it with noodles, chicken, eggs, chives and fry it and then you slip the cheese in the middle" explained Romi remembering what he ate that day.

"oohh that's omelette. You really want me to cook it for you?"

Romi nodded, then Anita hugged Romi's waist all of a sudden.

"alright. Just a minute." Anita then runs into the kitchen and leaves Romi who is still shocked after being hugged.

He felt a little tickle on his chest.

After that they took a walk around the hospital. They both sat in long chairs. Romi sat straight staring far away.

Anita only watched Romi. He glanced at Romi's shoulder.

"If I lean on his shoulder I'll be pushed isn't ya?"

Anita grew slowly and leaned her head on Romi's shoulder.

Romi didn't move for a while.

"Why don't you hate me?" romi asked suddenly, and Anita raised her head and looked at Romi.

"Because I love you.

Should I hate you? Wait, do you remember everything?"

"Yes, I remember everything. How stupid my life is. And how foolish it is that you give up your life for Reza, who you then give up for me."

"Emm, you're wrong. When I didn't run away from our marriage. I've been thinking about starting a future with you. But who would have thought." Anita didn't go on because they both knew exactly what was going on.

Romi facing Anita. "Well, let's try to make friends. I'm not sure if I can love you." Romi thrust out his hand, which Anita received with a smile and they shook hands.

"But, why hasn't anyone talked about Gun all this time?" ask Romi suddenly.

Anita does not know if this news is good or not for Romi.

"Romi, that problem. emmm that's it.."

"why? is Gun in jail?" Anita nodded

"emm.he's dead"

"what do you mean dead?"

"He accidentally shot Cem, he thought you'd get mad for shooting Cem because that's why he apologized to you and shot himself. That was the last message he said to the officer who almost caught him"

"it's all because of me!" Romi crying. Anita pulls Romi's body and hugs him. Letting the man cry.

Romi is making very good progress. When his parents, Mr. Didi and the others visited. Although it was a bit awkward they had already started chatting.

When you're getting ready for bed.

"Anita?"

"why?you need something" Anita lifted her head from the pillow and looked at Romi.

Romi. "There's one more person I've ruined, no, I mean two more. And I want to apologize to them." said Romi lirih.

Anita did not answer, she only listened to Romi's words.

"Do you think they'll forgive me?"

"i don't know, because you know, forgiving is hard. But I hope they'll forgive you. Because I saw how you mustered your courage and willingness to apologize. But who?" ask Anita curious.

"Here and Mother"

*connect......