I Hate You With All My Heart

Last Holiday?

They say Forgiveness will free your heart from sadness, disappointment and hatred.

Apologizing and being forgiven may not change the past, but you will be sure to change the future.

Because the burden of your heart has been lifted.

In the car, there were two people who were drowning in their own daydreams.

Even though they're in a trap for each other. Reza who stroked Cem's head.

Cem leaned against Reza's chest and listened to her heartbeat.

Reza, feel so relieved. All the guilt, all the bad shadows of his youth he will erase. He will only keep good memories. And buried it in his heart. Although wounded, he was also happy.

Meanwhile, Cem, feels guilty for being jealous of Dini. Not to mention Romi's problem.

His thoughts were muddled, he closed his eyes and tightened his arms involuntarily hurting Reza.

"uhlucky..Cem? Cem?" Successfully released Cem's hand that coiled around his body.

Cem shocked and dumbfounded. It was only realized when he saw Reza who was bored and held both arms.

"uhuh...?I'm sorry, I didn't realize" he said guiltily.

"you why?" looking at Cem with curiosity.

"emmd? we're still a long time ago yahampe?" diverting conversations.

Cem doesn't want to lie to the people he cares about. Therefore he will always switch the conversation or not answer at all.

Reza already understood, so did not continue to ask.

Reza just sighed and pulled Cem into his arms again.

As usual, after arriving home they cleaned themselves. Since it was still afternoon, Reza decided to work and Cem went to the kitchen to help prepare dinner.

"Noon's.. Non Cem?" call one of the servants.

"Why?" noticing, the side dish he fried had already turned into a dark brown color and was almost charred.

"Cem, all right?" asked Bi Wati who was worried from hearing the commotion in the kitchen.

"emmm.what are the clothes of mama and Papa already packed. Tomorrow's the day after tomorrow's leaving, right?"

"Non, this morning Mr. Didi, Ms. Silvi and also some people came to help."

"Ooohh, where is Mr Didi now?"

"Bringing the Madam and Master to a charity event might come back after dinner."

Cem then returned to his room. He was eager to ask about Romi to Mr. Didi.

If you remember from his words like Mr. Didi knows what Romi has done to Dini and his mother.

Screaming, convincing himself. That Romi wouldn't do such a thing.

"Two years isn't a minute, is it?" his inner self assured him that he knew Romi well.

A feeling in which you feel you know someone well and trust them, but you find something unexpected about them. You believe him, but you doubt him too.

"aaarrrrgghhhhhh.." annoyed at himself.

"is it true Mr Didi does not feel dizzy thinking about the person he has threatened, or the person he has harmed? And why is there no information about Anita's mother from Didi's father?" her mind.

Cem threw his body on the bed. Roll around, sigh, sit back, drop his body again. He really looks like a crazy person. While her hair is no longer.

Reza who saw his wife's behavior, then recorded without Cem knowing.

"Mas Reza!"

Reza who was suddenly shocked because he was called Cem, immediately put his cellphone into his pocket.

"eemm? why?" walk closer to Cem. He tidied up Cem's hair and touched both of his wife's cheeks and kissed her lips.

"My wife why is it like this? Didn't we say we'd share if we had a problem?"

Cem breathed again.

"According to Mas Reza, am I tough enough to be like Mr Didi who solved the problem in tails?"

"Why do you want to be like Mr Didi? So be yourself" said Reza and sat down next to Cem.

"The problem is, I want to be like Mr. Didi, help Papa and also take care of the entire Rahadi family"

"Pak Didi since living here, has been educated like that. His job is to protect the entire family of Rahadi, the company, the house and also all members of his family. That too Didi said himself.

While you are, you are brought to this house to be loved, loved and loved," hugged Cem with anxiety.

"So you don't have to be the second Mr. Didi in this house." kissed Cem on the forehead and stood up.

"But...." Reza pull Cem

"i'm hungry" they came down to enjoy dinner.

"You haven't seen any signs of pregnancy?" reza suddenly asked on the way still upstairs.

"Wait for me to check" Turned her hands over her stomach, pretending to detect.

"baby, are you in your belly?" still while twisting his hands on his stomach, Cem whispered his head down to his stomach.

Cem glanced at Reza who seemed to be seriously paying attention.

"hahahahhaha" Cem's laughter broke because he couldn't bear to see Reza's serious and curious face.

Reza who finally understood that his wife was just joking, hugged Cem, lifted and took him to the room.

"Mas, where are you going? he said he'd like dinner?"

"Eat more delicious after exercise" while closing the room door.

They're late for dinner.

While waiting for food to be reheated, Reza and Cem chat on the family room sofa.

Madam and Mr. Vishnu just returned from the event.

"Well, you guys tumben here?"

"Ma, Mum. We are waiting for dinner" replied Cem and Reza stood up and hugged his parents.

"So busy making Mama's grandchildren, so new.aaaahhh," not yet finished talking Cem pinched Reza's stomach, Cem's cheeks were reddened with embarrassment.

Lord Vishnu and his wife laughed at the sight of his son and daughter-in-law.

Silvi stood behind the Madam and her Master.

Reza who saw the look on Cem's face changed after seeing Silvi.

"Yes, ma, pa. Please rest" said Reza

The three men left Reza and Cem in the living room. Reza hugged Cem.

"Are you unhappy, you can only take care of Mas Reza?"

Cem was shocked to hear the question.

"No, it's not. Of course Cem is happy. But Mama always asks Cem."

"Because Cem is now Mas Reza's wife. Well, how does Cem take care of Mas, if busy also Mama and Papa? Especially now that Mama's future grandchildren will soon be around." Reza rubbed Cem's stomach and kissed his stomach.

Cem just laughed.

And after dinner, they went back to his room and changed clothes.

Reza still had to continue his work, but did it in bed because he did not want Cem to sleep alone with the window open.

And Cem decides to read the book while accompanying Reza.

The next morning, after taking Reza away. Cem knocked on the door of Lord Vishnu and Mr. Didi's office.

Cem knows, if now the time Papa and his mother enjoy a relaxing time in the morning after breakfast.

Because tomorrow they're leaving so there's no schedule that matters.

So only Mr. Didi's in the workspace.

After being welcomed in, Cem sat on the central sofa of the room.

Mr. Didi sat down and carried the map in his hands.

"What's that?" ask Cem curious.

"I'll tell Miss according to Miss's answer"

"hem. what is this test?" inner Cem

"I just want to know, does Mr Didi know what Kak Romi did to Kak Dini?"

"Yes, I know. That's why I told Miss. Just focus on your goals." Didi said flatly.

Sighs. "So there's also a chance that Anita really did get physical violence?"

"I still haven't got any real evidence. I need to look deeper.

The extent to which Mr. Romi was involved or the extent to which Ms. Anita herself was involved.

Because from the talk of Miss Cempaka and Miss Anita, it seems Miss Anita is also trying to protect Mr. Romi"

Cem was silent for a moment. "According to Mr Didi do I have a chance to work like Mr Didi?"

"No and yes"

"meaning?"

"Miss' intelligence at a young age, I'm sure Miss will quickly adapt to the way I work.

But the lady's own hindrance is her feelings for others, social awareness, pity.

It can be both an advantage and a disadvantage. And it looks like Miss made a choice, didn't she?"

"yes" This time, Cem nodded more steadily without any hesitation.

*connect......