I Hate You With All My Heart

The Cempaka Heart

Mr. Didi, the 47-year-old man was sitting staring at Cem. The man who was almost 40 years with Lord Vishnu and became his right hand.

"So, what will Miss Cem do?" ask Mr. Didi to Cem.

"I still don't believe it. If I don't ask her directly to Brother Romi"

Cem who thinks hard. What did Romi do? Why did he marry again? What about Anita? Is Brother Romi going to take this long? Did Mama know, but if Mama already knew, wouldn't Mama be so sad?

Seeing the confused Cem, Mr. Didi finally spoke again.

"Nobody knows about this, just a few people. But Miss knows for herself. Humans are unbelievable. They will do something beneficial for themselves."

"lady.aaku.." Cem is confused.

"Didn't Miss have felt it too?

For people like us, feeling the sincerity of the Rahadi family is a blessing, right? That's why the lady chose to accompany the Master and Madam, right?" Mr. Didi noticed Cempaka's face thinking hard.

"Miss, this is the first problem I will give you. Many times Miss always said she wanted to study like me and accompany Master. And I hope Miss can guarantee that this will remain confidential."

Mr. Didi then gave an ATM card without limit in front of Cem.

"You can use it indefinitely. Miss just has to write the details of its use".

"Wait for Mr. Didi, I'm still thinking about it" said Cem who was still confused.

"Miss, how did Miss feel when she first saw the contents of the map?"

"Of course I was shocked, but then sad and now I still can't believe it. Brother Romi can't betray his wife and if until Mama finds out. Mama will be so sad."

"So, what Miss needs to do now is to guarantee this so as not to let others know. And Miss, you shouldn't feel sad, because Miss's feelings will only make Miss's job a mess."

"It's been 2 years. There must have been many who knew it. Otherwise, wouldn't Mr Didi have already done a solution to cover it up?"

"yes, I did. But Miss and Mr. Reza's wedding encouraged some people to be reckless and ruin what I've done" Didi said flatly.

"who? wh why? my marriage to Mas Reza?"

And the only person who appeared in Cem's head was Anita.

"Anita?" said slowly.

"Why is Miss Anita still at Mr. Romi's side if she still loves Mr. Reza so much? Who does Miss Anita love?" The more confused Cem made.

Previously, Cem thought Anita really liked Romi. Because he proposed to Romi as well as Romi for accepting it.

If Romi doesn't like Anita, why would he?

"Miss, I'm actually very disappointed with the current Miss. I think we are both similar people. But apparently not," added Mr. Didi.

"What does Mr Didi mean?"

"Is Miss really innocent, always trusting everyone?"

Angrier. "Was, did Mr Didi, always doubt Papa and his sincerity?"

Smiling "Of course not Miss, Madam and Master are different, I have always been by their side. In addition to bedtime, I see Mr. almost 40 years every day, and Madam for almost 29 years.

Unlike Mr. Romi and Mr. Reza."

Cem understands, Cem never really been around Romi almost 24 hours and knows close to 2 years and just talk 3 years. But he trusted her so much. In fact, he had no idea what Romi was doing outside.

"Miss, sometimes doubting someone is our way to survive and not hurt our own feelings" Didi said again.

"I will find a solution, give me a chance to think about it and organize my feelings" said Cem bitterly.

Cem felt very sad. Can he really trust anyone completely?

Remember, everyone who ever left him alone. Over the years, he finally found a place where he could trust and calm down that he would never be left behind again.

"Alright Miss, miss can think about it. For the next 2 weeks Miss can solve that problem. And there was no need to accompany the Great Lord around. I'll wait for a solution from miss." Walk towards the door and open it for Cem, allowing him to come out.

Four hard days had passed by Cem, let alone his last day, felt like a very long and tiring day.

In the car, Cem just kept quiet. Lord Vishnu who knows the cause is just silent and feel sorry for Cem.

Actually, he can't. He wants Cem to just enjoy his time as a son-in-law and live happily with Reza.

The big madam had already slept soundly on her husband's shoulder.

Meanwhile, at home. Reza was impatiently waiting for his wife's return.

Reza smiled broadly, when he saw his wife get out of the car. But only in reply the tired smile of his wife.

"Cem.." immediately hugged his wife, Cem returned his embrace tightly and grabbed Reza's back shirt.

Reza immediately embraced his wife up and into the room.

"You want to take a shower first? let's get the water ready."

Cem just nodded and smiled thinly.

After finishing preparing the water for Cem "Honey, it's ready," walked out the bathroom.

"god, thank you" peeked at her husband and walked into the bathroom.

While waiting for his wife, Reza goes to the kitchen to pick up some snacks and fruit for Cem.

After he returned, Cem had already changed clothes in the dressing room and was pensive. Reza's voice resuscitated him.

"Cem, here I bring the same fruit snack. I put it near the bed, huh?"

Reza walked, towards the bed. And suddenly Cem hugged her from behind. Wrap her hands around Reza's waist.

They both remained silent for a moment.

"Why?" asked Reza in a soft tone.

"Wait, hold on a second. Let me enjoy this first," putting her ears on Reza's back, she could hear the heartbeat, feel the movement of her breath and feel the warmth of Reza's back.

"Do I also have to doubt Mas Reza?

How could I doubt it. He was the first man to hold me, who gave me warmth and even more so was the first man I loved," for a long time he stood hugging Reza.

"Chem??"

"emmm??"

"are you really okay?"

Reza then released a hug Cem turned around and looked at Cem's face.

As soon as she saw Reza's worried face, Cem immediately cried sobbing in her husband's chest

"Mas, can I trust you completely? you will never leave me, right? " sobbing in Reza's chest while squeezing Reza's shirt.

Reza was a little surprised, but replied his wife "You, can trust the same Mas completely. I will never leave you."

Hugged and held his wife tightly. Somewhat long crying, after Cem began to calm down he invited Cem to sit on the bed facing each other.

"it's quiet, right?"

"enggg" nodded as he wiped his tears.

"what are you telling Mr. Didi so you're kayak gini?"

Hearing Reza Cem's question was just laughing. How could her husband know that her source was Mr. Didi.

Think Reza, maybe Mr. Didi scolded him for something or said something.

Indeed, for Reza who has never been scolded like Romi, consider Mr. Didi is a firm person. Although educating Romi not infrequently also always advises Reza.

Hearing Cem's question, it must again say "Don't be easy to trust others. It is a way of defending and protecting yourself. It's as if everyone in the world is a bad person" he said.

Reza then invites Cem to sleep. They lay hugging each other tightly. Cem was thrilled to hear Reza's heartbeat.

"I will believe it completely and also protect it.

I would believe it and doubt it. I'm just a normal human being, of course I'll be sad, will be angry and upset. Maybe I sound greedy. But I will protect this family and also keep them happy with me". Cem has set his heart, he will become greedy and do everything to protect Rahadi's family.

But will it all be easy for him?

*connect......