I Hate You With All My Heart

Traumatizing

Next day. They decided to take a walk. But first fix Reza's damaged cellphone slammed.

The message from his father has not been read.

Cem really enjoyed today. He bought souvenirs for people home and children orphanages, although not fancy just a souvenir.

Cem never even took a vacation. Because he was too busy learning and honing his skills. The whole time he used to study everything to survive.

After a long day of play and dinner outside, the two who were very tired washed their faces, changed their clothes and laid their bodies on the bed.

At around 2 am, Reza woke up because of the sound of his HP ringing because he had not had time to set after returning from the streets.

Afraid of disturbing his wife's sleep he picked up the phone and went to another room to talk after seeing who had called him. Dini or her mother she doesn't care. He's very upset.

Not long after, Cem who began to wake up, felt stifled.

Dark, he felt the bed beside him, empty. There was not a little noise from outside.

He began to panic, looking at the tightly shut window.

He got out of bed to open the window, too late.

His legs had started to limp, his breathing was hunting tight. He fell on the floor of the room.

The sultry feeling he felt turned cold, despite the cold sweat drenching his entire body.

"hhaaahh..tohh...lllo..buhhh," his breath asphyxiated.

He was curled up next to the bed. Her tears were unstoppable. His tight breathing doesn't know how much longer it will last.

Many times he tried to take a deep breath but the air seemed reluctant to approach him. She clasped her neck, which was already tight, with the other hand hitting the dresser table beside the mattress until the glass above her fell off.

Reza who had heard a loud bang initially thought it was a sound from outside, until he heard the sound of a glass breaking.

He quickly ran towards the room and saw Cem who was already lying near the bed.

Cem started to limp, he faintly heard a sound. His eyes are getting dark.

"Ceeemmm.ceem...wake up!" scream, shout,

confused, with trembling his hand called the hospital.

......

The trauma began when the girl was 5 years old.

On a clear day and on the same day every week, both parents of Cempaka will leave the city to deliver orders for goods.

Somehow not as usual, that day Cem forced want to come along.

Crying to be invited. The strong desire to join it made her cry and sulk all day.

The nanny who was taking care of Cem, was very tired. Because usually he is a cheerful and obedient child.

In the afternoon, with the news that her employer will arrive in 30 minutes, the caregiver has asked for permission to go home early due to her sick child at home.

"Non, auntie come home first. Fitri was sick again, so she kept nyariin aunty," persuaded the girl who had been sulking all day.

"Where are you with Daddy?"

"In the meantime nyampe Non, aunty is ready to eat Non, later if Non hungry can be eaten well."

As if to understand when he saw the face of his caregiver who was very worried about his son.

"May Fitri quickly recover well, later blown huhuhu..biar quickly healed like Cem, blown the same mother," while blowing the back of his own hands.

Smiling, the nanny shuts off all the electrical switches that would be dangerous for her little miss, according to safety standards. Then lock the door from the outside.

Because he thinks 30 minutes is not a long time, because he knows his little lady as usual is always patient waiting.

An hour had passed and it was getting dark. Cem doesn't know which switch to turn on the lights in his house. He started eating the snacks the nanny had prepared earlier.

Still feeling hungry, he looks for a snack in the buffet, but it's locked.

The only source of lights that are still on is the lights near the kitchen.

Cem just sat there.

"Mother, Dad, when are you coming home?" the little girl held back the crying.

The neighborhood of his house was still quiet at the time, because it was a developing region.

He looked out the window, there were only a few vehicles passing by. Every time he had a car, he wished it was his parents.

The more deserted the streets, he decided to return to the kitchen table, which was getting lighting. He's been spending snacks, drinking water on the table. He fell asleep on the dining table.

Meanwhile, somewhere. Cem's parents are worried that his son will be alone. Speed up the vehicle, so major accidents are inevitable.

Had severe damage, even almost burned down the entire vehicle and the people inside.

Streets were deserted and far from the city center making the rescue too late. Difficulty in identifying the victims of the accident.

The next morning, the little girl who would normally wake up in bed did not care where she slept before. Today he woke up and is still where he laid himself.

"Mother?? Daddy?? " go around the house looking for father and his mother. Because the day is still bright he was not as scared as last night.

Today she will be alone, because her nanny asked permission for a few days.

Feeling hungry, he ended up drinking from tap water. Because the snacks that are usually stored in the closet can not be obtained.

He looked back from behind the window. Who paired bars with the intention to not be easily entered by the thief, even locked the little girl.

Finally, he just stood behind the window and saw the busyness outside the house, some vehicles became his entertainer that day.

Eliminate hunger by drinking tap water. Sometimes crying calls to Father and Mother.

The night came, his body began to limp because it did not eat anything that day.

The quiet and hungry voice made him hear more clearly. The squeaking sound of the house weatherman as the rats running around scared him even more and hid under the table.

Snuggling, cold, hungry and scared.

A hiccup was crying calling for his father and his mother.

Early in the morning, he walked to the outside window, shouting that someone would hear him.

Her tiny body that had started to run out of energy, had already started to suffocate and was helpless. He returned to the bottom of the hiding table from the sounds that frightened him at night.

He lay there and fell asleep there. Either he fainted unconscious or just fell asleep.

Two days later, the babysitter again saw the house that was still empty he was amazed. Her employer didn't even leave a message about the house going vacant. As he headed for the kitchen, he heard a small moaning sound from under the kitchen table, was very surprised and immediately took the little girl to the hospital.

Dehydration and trauma. Even the little girl, she couldn't talk.

*Today

For some reason, every time you have a panic attack, Cem always dreamed of the incident 15 years ago.

Because of that incident Cem could not be in a dark and silent room.

Sleeping in a room with an open window.

As long as he could hear the voices of people around him he could just calm down.

Cem realized, when he opened his eyes he was already in the hospital.

Beside him, the head of the sleeping man and grasped Cem's hand gently.

Take that head. And the man woke up immediately.

"Cem is conscious?let me call the doctor, "with a worried face.

*connect......