I Hate You With All My Heart

Grief News

In the fifth month, Romi was treated at a rehabilitation center with Anita. He is progressing very rapidly.

But, he was still not allowed to see Cem directly. Just a picture of Cem's face in each therapy session.

But slowly he began to realize that what Cem did was a normal thing that other people would also do to loved ones.

That day, Romi decided to meet Dini and her mother. Accompanied Anita. They were only allowed to go out for one day.

Romi knocked on the door of the room Early. He's feeling very nervous.

"i have to be able to handle this. It's my fault and I'm in charge." Romi.

Anita, beside him.

Grabbing Romi's left hand that had been trembling since.

He squeezed it slowly. "I will accompany you. I know you can." whispered Anita then kissed Romi's cheek.

Romi widened his eyes. Anita just smiled shyly.

Then her mother opened the door. He was shocked to see Romi standing at the door. But let him in right away.

"Come in!" said it.

Romi and Anita then enter.

Romi did hear the increasingly critical circumstances of Dini and had seen it. But he changed drastically from what Romi saw last time.

"Romi," Dini said with a faint smile.

"From here" replied Romi. He walked closer to Dini who was lying weak.

"It seems that my time is near, ahemm. the person I have hated the most has finally come. hemm," Dini said with a very weak breath and smiled.

"Here, I'm really sorry. I'm.." I can't speak. Because Romi knew there was no word that represented his apology.

Smiling early. "Have it, I'm sure you've never apologized before. But I understand," Dini said weakly.

The human heart is complex, but the human heart can also be the easiest thing to understand.

When you understand, a heart that used to hate is no use, sometimes you mengikhlaskan it or forget it.

Not a bit Dini imagined that Romi would come to apologize to him.

Since Reza's arrival he has decided to forget everything.

But now in front of him stood a man who managed to change the contents of his head and stance at that time. The one who managed to disrupt his confidence.

His mother just kept watching the children.

Although he felt heartache in his heart. He also knows that everyone has their share.

He is also not a saint who never makes mistakes.

Romi suddenly knelt down

"Auntie, I'm sorry. There is no word I deserve to say. I may not even have the right to apologize. I've done a lot of wrong things and said things I don't deserve to say." Romi cried and knelt down.

Anita, who saw the beloved man with his fragile side, cried in silence. It was as if he understood the suffering and burdens he had planted in his heart.

"Romi, stand. I am not an innocent human being either. I hurt other people too. Let's forgive all the mistakes of the past." said his mother Dini and patted Romi on the back.

They were silent for a moment.

Apologizing and forgiving.

They left Dini and her mother then returned to the rehab.

While Romi and Anita are busy with their rehabilitation and treatment.

"Cem, Mas is not strong anymore" said Reza pleading with Cem.

"No, I have to finish. Seeing Mas Reza eat that's gonna make the baby happy." Cem said that forced Reza to eat petai fruit that Reza hated so much.

Reza's eyes had already shed tears because they forced themselves to eat it, although not yet exhausted one seed.

"I'm sorry mommy, for using you for Papa's sake." Cem stroked his stomach and whispered giggling.

Yes, this is Cempaka's revenge for being bullied by Reza the day before who took a picture of him sleeping like a whale and gaping, after which he showed it to his servants and parents. That day he was laughed at by the whole house.

According to Reza he was very cute in the photo. But of course different from Cem, which woman wants to be seen in such a humiliating state.

It was a pity to see her husband crying. She left her husband in the kitchen.

"Well.yang?where are you going? I don't need to eat this anymore, do I? uugghh.." said Reza who felt nauseous after one bite and chew petai.

"Yes, no need. I want to go to bed first" Cem said back to the room.

They spend time with each other. Annoying as well as entertaining.

The age of Cempaka has stepped on 7 months. Therefore for a while Cem and Reza's room moved downstairs.

And despite experiencing and going through a state of stress, she is very grateful that her baby is very strong.

A few weeks later, Cem gets a phone call from his aunt informing him of Dini's death.

Cem felt very sad, but also he was grateful because Dini did not need to suffer any longer.

Because what he felt only endured the pain while the doctor was no longer able to do anything. Reza was sad too.

On the other hand also feel sad and happy for Dini.

In the room, the woman who was crying was alone.

He tried not to mourn the passing of his daughter.

A woman who has tried hard to fight her child's illness can only cry and pray for her child.

"Auntie!" Cem touched his aunt's shoulder. As soon as he got the news, he and Reza went straight to Dini's place in the care.

Because she knew that her aunt and cousin had not owned a home for the past 10 years. So it is likely that He will be buried at the location where Dini is treated..

"Guam!" her aunt hugged Cem. It feels different when you cry alone and there are people who hug you and accompany you when you are sad.

They both finally cried. Reza who saw them his eyes go glazed over.

Not long after, Romi and Anita arrived.

Reza and Cem were very surprised by their arrival.

"Reza, Cem!" reprimand Romi.

"Sir Romi!" reprimand Cem back.

They then went in to convey their condolences to Dini's mother.

Before they go home, Romi asks permission to talk to Cem.

"But, Rom. Said doctor. How about you." said Anita hesitated.

"Nit, I don't know when I'll see Cem again by chance. Today I have gathered my courage to face it. You can accompany us."

"I will accompany aunt here," Reza said after seeing Cem's confident expression.

Anita who still keeps worrying, chose to follow Cem and Romi from a distance.

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