I Hate You With All My Heart

Phone call from Windi

It has been almost a month since Cem decided to be himself.

Being Cem, who did the best he could. Taking care of her husband and the necessities at home. And Reza makes him feel happy doing it all.

The night before bed.

"Darling, the fever's gone?" ask Reza to worry.

"Yes, that's it. And had also eaten chicken porridge with eggs.

Mas, tomorrow is a holiday. What if we go to the park where we were dating. So want to sleep there again," said Cem who imagined the peaceful atmosphere in the park with the sound of children's laughter.

Reza agreed with Cem's plan.

The next morning Reza who woke up in a hurry, paced in the room preparing to go to the office.

Meanwhile, Cem, sitting on the mattress crossed his legs and hands on his chest because he was upset.

"Darling, are you seriously not helping me get ready?"

"Bodo very, you are more concerned about your cooperation with your wife." Cem turned his face away, his tears stuck in the eye patch.

Since Reza's work, his work has always been finished with satisfactory results.

In addition to being friendly he has been assessed as someone who is very competent in the company.

Many people like it in the company.

Reza stopped, looking at his wife who was about to cry.

"Darling, forgive me. I didn't know they were gonna call this early and disrupt our day off. And also lately Brother Romi often permits." Reza touched both cheeks Cem asked him to see Reza's face, Cem's tears that had been held even more so.

"Mas has promised that today it will go to the park. I lie under a tree and sleep on Mas Reza's thigh." A sigh of him said it all.

Reza was getting so miserable, not understanding why his wife was crying like that.

But what he will be working on is a project worth a cruise.

"Yes, I'll ask someone to replace Mas we can go to the park today."

"After all the projects besides me, there must be someone who can do it. Instead of seeing my wife crying, "inner Reza kissed her forehead.

Cem immediately wiped his tears and smiled sumringah.

When Reza was about to take off her work suit

"It's okay to go to the office we can go next time. If Mas is not too busy," said Cem who got up from the mattress and went straight to the kitchen.

Still in doubt, Reza followed Cem into the kitchen.

"Darling, are you sure?"

"he em, I'm sure, anyways I want to help auntie finish the garden," said Cem smiling at Reza while picking up a box of strawberries and kiwis.

Cem directly put it in his mouth.

But quickly prevented Reza, "honey, this must be washed first!"

"Udah is washed before entering the refrigerator. Already, go to work there!" retaking his fruit and snapping at Reza, he himself was shocked by his tone.

"Sorry, Mom." Cem hugged her husband.

Reza hugged Cem back, "yes it is, Mas get ready first" stroked Cem's back several times.

Reza looked at the clock, already more than the time he had targeted. He hurriedly ran to the second floor and continued his preparations.

And as fast as lightning departed, only shouting from outside even without breakfast.

Cem felt sad because Reza was left like that. He himself was upset because he was a little sad, happy, upset. Sometimes it's all mixed up.

After breakfast, Cem decided to take a shower and then watch a movie on his laptop. Because he doesn't like to watch on the couch alone.

At about 10 a.m., Cem's phone rang. He saw a call from a new number.

"Yes, hello?" answer Cem

"Treid?"

"yes, who?" ask Cem again.

"Campaign, emm. Can we meet today?"

"emmd? wh-wh-what for? I don't have anything to talk about."

"I need to talk to you, I have something to tell you."

Cem tried to contact Didi, but was not connected so he left a message. Contacting Reza is also not connected. He waited for an hour for answers from the two men, but there was no answer.

So, he just told bi Wati that he was going out to meet someone.

He drove his own car and went to the promised place.

Meanwhile.

"Gun, how long has he been like this?" ask Windi.

"Lately the symptoms have appeared often, I don't even know when it will come. Therefore I prepared the anti-depressant drugs in almost all places."

"But , you also have to be more careful. Until people know. Everything he does will be for naught."

"I knew. Do you think she'll be okay?" ask Gun to worry.

"I'll meet Cem today. Ask him to call Romi or whatever.

Just because it wasn't contacted by Cempaka he could be like this.

Did he change like Dini he created?"

"Get me talk!" gun said raising his voice.

Windi simply rolled his eyeballs and left Romi and Gun.

Among the three of them, perhaps only Windi was still a little normal.

"I'll pick up Aleka from daycare"

"huh, for their sake I leave my son to people. The things I did for the sake of friends," Windi's inner voice shook his head.

Windi then went to see Cem.

Later they stayed at Windi's house more often, because Romi was often emotional. While in his own house there was a spy Mr. Didi.

Arrive at the promised place, where Cem last met Anita.

"heh. This place is like Mr. Didi's style." Said Windi who entered without knocking.

"So this is Windi? why don't I get information about him? But who knew I'd meet him this time?" cem Inner who then extended her hand while smiling.

"What do you want to talk to me about?" Ask Cem directly at the point.

"Why don't you call Romi to ask him the truth you got?"

Cem felt confused, what Windi meant.

"meaning?"

"I heard Anita say that she got physical abuse from Gun? Don't you trust her enough to not want to ask Romi directly?"

"I really wanted to call her, but I was also afraid of the reality that I was receiving. I thought I knew him, but...."

"That's the same way you don't believe it, because you think the reality you're receiving will be the same as you're hearing, right?" windi cut off Cem's conversation.

"Yes, I can't trust Brother Romi, because I realize I haven't been with him a day for 24 hours.

So I won't know what he's doing out there."

"It turns out that's how you feel about Romi.

I'm so disappointed now, Cem.

Romi so glorifies you, adores you, that you are the woman who understands him the most." Windi spoke of disdain.

"My feelings may not be as deep as I thought, but they're also not as deep as you thought. You don't know what I'm going through facing it all.

Until I decided to let go.

Because I think too much about Romi's feelings.

I stopped meeting the people behind him, because I didn't want to look for information behind him.

That's why I let her go." Cem raised his tone and then drank water and ate the food he ordered.

While his breath was hunting because he felt annoyed.

Windi grinned. "And you also do not know what Romi has experienced, what efforts he has done until now. Until your marriage and Reza ruined everything."

Windi raised his voice and hit the table.

*connect......