I Hate You With All My Heart

Letting Go of the Past

The next day, Cem helps Reza get ready for work.

"Dear you're not really upset?" ask Reza to make sure.

"Mas, I know. Work quietly behind me. I actually feel worried. Just because Mas Reza tried to entertain me, and asked for a holiday." Cem smiled, while tidying up Reza's tie.

"Keep your plans today anything?"

"Attack at best, keep coming back"

"to where?"

"Pak Didi has come yet?" Cem diverted the conversation.

"You're not gonna fuck out there, are you?"

"iihhh what the hell? What do you want to try? I'm waiting under ya?" Cem went downstairs avoiding Reza's questions.

Reza finally won't question his wife. After all Cem never messed around even before marriage, He hajya would trust Cempaka, he thought.

After taking Reza away. Cem went straight to Mr. Didi. And ask for the address of the hospital where Dini was treated.

"What will the lady do there?"

Cem shrugged his shoulders, "well, I'll know once I'm there," he replied briefly.

"If Miss hears a sad answer don't be too surprised. Just focus on the main goal Miss," said Mr. Didi.

Cem nodded and left Mr. Didi and prepared to go to the hospital where Dini was treated.

Along the way, he thought about what he should say or do after meeting his aunt and cousin.

Approximately one and a half hours Cem arrived at an address given by Mr. Didi. The place was not a hospital, but it looked more like a rehabilitation house.

There is absolutely no hospital feel or nuance that this is where people with mental disorders are located.

After getting the room number Early, Cem walked in looking. In front of the room he was looking for, a woman who looked shabby and looked very tired was sitting crying.

Cem peeked through the clear glass on the door. But the woman stood up and wiped away her tears "Who are you looking for, mbak?"

"is this really an Early room?"

"Yes, right. But who are you?" a long time to look at each other the woman suddenly sat on the bench earlier.

Even Cem who had noticed the woman finally recognized the face of her aunt, who was getting older, inedible with age and sadness.

Cem looked at his aunt speechless. He wants to be angry or sad.

For a long time they both remained silent.

"Auntie saw your wedding news. You look so pretty" her aunt started the conversation. Cem's eyes glazed over, he was not sad but pityed.

The person in front of him was his family. The older brother of his parents, but left Cem in the parlor and went to bring his parents' treasure.

But looking at his current state he just couldn't believe it.

"I'm sorry aunt, Cem. Maybe God is giving his punishment to Auntie."

"Why did you call Mas Reza yesterday?" for some reason Cem could not find the inner attachment between him and his aunt.

So it's just straight to its main purpose.

"Auntie, just ask him to come see Dini. Early colon cancer, it's the final stage. Lately his consciousness has often returned and is looking for Reza."

"Did aunt think she deserved to ask him to come here for the peace of aunty's child?"

"What does Cem mean?"

"Do you know how Mas Reza lived his life?

Didn't Aunt always blame him for what happened to Kak Dini right? though aunt also knows well, if this is not the fault of Reza.

He always blamed himself.

And now, casually Bibi asks Mas Reza to give Kak Dini a peaceful death?"

"it was his fault, his family's fault. Bibi thought, Early life will be better after getting a scholarship.

Although Reza is a good boy, but not with Mr. Romi and his friends.

Actually auntie didn't want to blame Reza, but Mr. Romi offered more money.

And aunt needs it most for Dini's sake"

"What does aunt Romi and her friends mean are not good people? what is it about offering money? Why does blaming Mas Reza have anything to do with Kak Romi?" cem asked while swinging his aunt's body

"Mr Romi, who had always insulted Dini, lowered his confidence and incited Dini to make himself better.

Basically Dini always feel inferior because she does not have a father who takes care of her.

His love for Reza is kind, handsome and kayak raya, making him look even lower.

And Mr. Romi made sure Dini always remembered him, "aunty explained at length.

"everything is told early, when sometimes his consciousness returns.

And aunt feels guilty for Reza.

Mr. Romi wants aunt to always call Reza to remind him of Dini.

Cem, auntie shouldn't have told you all this.

But aunt doesn't care anymore.

Early will die and aunt wants him to leave in peace."

After hearing all the aunt's stories. Cempaka is still petrified.

Despite not believing what Romi has done, the one in his head is.

"So, for the sake of getting money from Brother Romi, aunt blamed Mas Reza for nine years more? aunty makes people who already feel guilty feel more guilty?" his tone is high.

"Cem, auntie doesn't care if you look at your abominable aunt. Early Time is not much. Take Reza to Dini. cem, auntie please?" holding Cem's hands and pleading.

Cem pulled his hand violently.

"i'll go home first."

But he turned again.

"If you really want to apologize this could be an opportunity for Mas Reza to move on without feeling guilty but I also want him not to know the problem of Kak Romi"

Long time thinking "well, I will bring Mas Reza to meet sister Dini. But, regarding Brother Romi aunty still has to keep it a secret. "

"Alright, aunt understands Cem. Thank you Cem. Forgive aunt about your parents' property.Aunt then could not think of anything with Early state" Hugged Cem suddenly.

"And don't ever talk about the money again" Cem told his aunt and left.

They say the blood is thicker than water. But after meeting Auntie, I didn't understand.

I, do not feel the aura of affection like the Rahadi family gave me.

I'm just feeling sorry for my aunt.

Instead, I hope to solve this problem soon and do not need to see him again.

But he's my family.

The family? is family just a relationship between people and blood relationships?

But FOR ME, FAMILY IS NOT JUST A BLOOD RELATIONSHIP BUT ALSO AN ATTACHMENT OF HEART.

And what about the family relationship between Romi and Reza? What makes Romi do things that make his sister's soul and mind feel tormented? Cem tried to think of all possibilities.

If he likes Dini, he doesn't have to make Dini do bad things and make her a crazy woman.

If he hates Reza, what's the reason.

Given the Romi character he knew nothing made sense.

After arriving home, Cem immediately sat on the bed.

I don't know how long he's been pensive. Until she didn't realize that her husband was watching her a few minutes ago.

"ehemmm" Reza Tumben made a sound.

"Have you come home?" Cem walked up to her husband and directly hugged him in his favorite position, listening to his husband's heartbeat. It felt like today was very long and tiring for Cem.

Reza waited for his wife to speak first.

"I was at Auntie and Brother Dini's place"

Reza's embrace stiffened, his heart rate becoming faster.

*connect......