I Accept You What It Is

Disappointment that need not be shown

As human beings who live life, of course, we are never separated from various kinds of problems, many problems that we can never predict, we can never predict, even problems often come in a variety of forms that can always make our lives feel more difficult, both physically and mentally, like the wheel of life that is always spinning, like the wheel of life, it never feels like problems always come and go, sometimes we feel our problems are so heavy, so we feel that the problem will never pass from our lives, he said, but believe me all the things in this world there is no such thing as permanent and one day will pass including our problems.

For that as a grateful human being, it would be nice if we always try to always think positive and abstain from negative thoughts, he said, because with the way we think positively then the burden of life we feel will be slightly reduced, it feels it will be difficult to think positively when we are hit by problems, but it needs to be remembered, it is difficult, with the way we think positively we are able to take wisdom and lessons from the problems we are experiencing, and of course we can remain calm in dealing with the problems that arise, and of course we can remain calm in dealing with the problems that arise, and find the right solution to solve the problems we face.

That is the life that is always lived by Jeny, from childhood it is always on the side of various problems, from starting to lose both parents, from the loss of both parents, even the most painful thing for her was to lose her pride and honor, but all that did not discourage her, she was trying to become a strong and unyielding woman, in fact, he dared to take a decision that was so difficult to do, a decision that should not be accepted, namely by marrying someone who had ruined his life, depriving him of his honor, even to impregnate him, tampa there is a sense of pity or heartlessness, but not the name of Jeny if he can not solve the problem tampa problem.

The reality that he faces today, no one can think, yes living with a man who used to hate even more than anything, but the destiny of life says another, yes, once he hated is now the most beloved male figure beyond anything, how not, how not, this man was a man who always made her feel at ease and very understood as a wife, what her husband could not do for his happiness, who could think, with whom, with whom, just who we will live happily, never stop to continue to encourage yourself, as long as it is to achieve happiness.

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Not felt, as time went on, It has been almost 5 years I have been married to Typhoon, I never once felt disappointed, sad or whatever, I was always happy to live this relationship, I was always happy to live this relationship, but I never thought it turned out that a new problem came to me. Tampa purposely when I cleaned the room, when the Typhoon sounded, I wanted to tell the Typhoon, but my husband took a shower, so just let me think, I thought, but I'm curious to be afraid that there's an important message, "let me see, who knows it's important, because usually my husband if again in the bathroom sometimes likes it long. I picked up and saw the message that came in on Typhoon's phone.There was a woman's name called Nela.

Honestly, I don't know who Nela is, but I'm more curious, finally I open the message, the heart is pounding, this is who Nela is, why morning has sent a message to my husband, all this time I've never seen anything awkward about my husband, any sign of infidelity, or anything, because my husband always behaves as usual, nothing suspicious of him, nothing suspicious of him, I quickly dispelled the crazy feeling, but the reality I was facing right now, made me feel a tremendous disappointment, the message my husband had contained words that made me tear my heart apart.

"Darling, when are you coming home ?" I miss you, besides your son is already fussy kangen papaanya..!

Deg,, my breath feels tight, who is this woman, why dare to call my husband affectionately,,,?" I could not contain my feelings at that moment, my heart was broken to pieces, like the broken glass of a car that had run out, my legs were limp, I was so hurt, knowing this very painful truth, she said, I know that domestic life does not always run smoothly as I expected, but at least not this kind of pebble that I want to accept, no woman in this world wants to be cheated on, especially by her own husband, it feels much more painful if the husband who once promised loyalty for life, knows cheating with other women. My tears fell as I could bear, I cried as I would, but I did not realize that behind me were two of my hearts watching me.

"Maaa, mama why cry ?" Is mom sick ?" Ask my son Coko. Coko approached me and wiped my tears away, I was so touched to see what my son was doing.

"No matter what, dear, mama No matter what, my eyes just put dust in, while cleaning the room" I replied to the Coko, I can't tell my son, I can't tell him, anyway it was too small he had to understand the adult problem.I put my husband's HP in the first place, I tried to be more calm, because I couldn't immediately believe, I, just by reading such a short message.

My mind says, "Prophet Jeny, don't think easily Negative first, who knows it's just a prank message, from my husband's friend. "Well, just to put my heart on, I try to act normal, as if I don't know what happened to my husband.

"Eh, papa's son is here, what else,,,?" Apparently my husband had finished his bath, I also just realized that he was behind me.

"Paa, that was mama nanis !" I heard my daughter tell her dad I was crying.

"Yes, why ?'' The typhoon approached me, facing his face to me.

"No, it was just an influx of dust, just as I was cleaning under the closet.

"Oooo, I thought you were really crying, oh yes later I want to go to Surabaya, there is important business.

"Yes, I answered briefly, I do not want to be suspicious of my behavior, I have prepared a change of clothes, so he does not bother to look in the closet. Actually my heart hurts so much when I see his face, I don't think, if he can do that stupid.

"Eh, it's mama's boy, we go out yuk, will papa change clothes. Jeny invites her son to leave the room.

"Why come out, ma,,?" Papa alu's tatut ya, talau teliatan ladi patal moron. The protest of my daughter, whose language is a little bit telolet, but it is the closest to her papa, different from my boy, although it is a little naughty, but it is the most attention to me.

"Yes, papa is shy, "shy about the birds, hahaha, Coko laughs while running out.

I want to laugh at the words of Coko just now, cook yes to the thought of the papa bird, there is aja the Coko.

"Eh, Coko what the hell, how is that ?'' not good ! My reproach to Coko.

Jeny laughed at Ciki's question.

''Kan, female Ciki, there is no bird dear, there is a butterfly.

I answered a little silly.

Typhoon also laughs at Ciki's question, Typhoon does not realize that Jeny is very disappointed in him, Jeny is good at storing his feelings, even though it is so sick. "

After taking her children out of the room, Jeny returned to her room again, she saw her husband was dressed neatly.

"Darling, it helped me put these buttons in here, it's really hard. Typhoon asked his wife to help him put buttons up his sleeve.

I put the button on, but I didn't make a sound. Once attached, then I took the towel he was wearing earlier, intending to hang it.

"Honey, wait don't go first, please prepare some clothes that I will bring''.

again he asked me to help him. I still kept quiet but I did what I asked.

I picked up some of her clothes, along with her other equipment, after all, I intended to go out, but she pulled my hand.

"Oups, don't go out first, he pulls my waist and as usual he always kisses me as he pleases, if he wants to go, whether countless numbers, I don't know, either, honestly my heart ached when he kissed me, because that's where I remembered, maybe this is what he did to the woman, wanting it to feel like I hit her, but not for now, patient Jeny patient Jeny, I tried to calm my heart, even though the reality is so difficult, where there is a woman who wants her husband to cheat.

"Darling, why are you ?" I've noticed you're quiet." Apparently the Typhoon noticed my slightly strange behavior according to him.

"What's wrong, your breakfast I've prepared at the table.

"Yes, if so, Typhoon went to the dinner table for breakfast, after he finished breakfast, Typhoon also said goodbye to his wife and children.

"Darling, papa work first yes, remember you guys do not be naughty, kasian mama if you are naughty, hmmm, take care of mama also yes Coko, Ciki. remember papa's message !" Typhoon reminds his son not to be naughty.

Jeny males heard what Typhoon said, and Typhoon kissed his son, last kissed his wife.

"Topan, Typhoon, you are very good at coding, just be careful if that one is real, I make sure you will regret for the rest of your life !" I'm disappointed at the moment, but Disappointment that I don't need to see him, let it all be proven with the truth later, Jeny's mind.

Next,,, the,,,

What other problems arise in the life of Jeny, how many more problems must be faced, patience, Jeny, God will not give trials beyond the limits of the ability of his people.

One day everything will be turned around, who hurt it will be hurt, who betrayed it will be betrayed, who hurt it will be hurt. Hopefully what is felt by Jeny at this time is not right, always think positive so that the problems in life are lighter.

"Oh yes my beloved, do not forget, to always give encouragement for my spare change, by giving Like, Vote and comments, I am very grateful for the kindness you gave me, may every good thing you give God replace it with thousands more.

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