I Accept You What It Is

I Accept You What It Is
Consoling



After hearing a lot of curses from his best friend, Deril felt very sad, seeing the condition of his best friend, he felt like the sadness felt by his best friend Jeny, sometimes he felt very unbearable to see the state of Jeny, he was very sad, and what Jeny felt most, when she saw her best friend again was dreaming with an empty gaze facing the window, it made Deril feel the sadness that Jeny felt at this time.


He is eager to avenge the actions of Typhoon on Jeny just he did not understand, why Jeny always refused, if it is advised Deril to avenge everyone who always did evil to him, he said, that's what makes Deril sometimes can not do much to his best friend, because in addition to the prohibition from Jeny, but Typhoon is also the son of Aunt Asih, a person who takes care of Jeny, starting from childhood, but also the child of Typhoon, until Jeny grew up until now, Jeny does not want to be a person who does not know himself and does not know Thank you.


Sometimes that is what often makes Deril very upset with Jeny, sometimes whatever kind of actions people hurt his heart, even his physical was often hurt, but he could never, never, to repay the actions of people who are often evil to him, with evil deeds as well, even Jeny is so with his youth, forgiving the mistakes of the person, when it is clear that he is always the victim and hurt, he said, but yes, not one bit, to reply to him, really a very strange woman.


Sometimes Deril is ambitious, to avenge the actions of people who have been evil to his best friend Jeny, but always Jeny forbid it, even Jeny always said.


"There is no need for evil to be avenged with evil, and there is no need for evil to be repaid with evil, let Allah SWT will repay him, Allah SWT is not deaf and not blind, he always sees and listens to what has happened to his creatures, every evil that is done, then Allah SWT will reply with evil anyway, even worse than what he did, Allah SWT will not give trials to someone, beyond his ability.


That's what Jeny always said to Deril, so Deril sometimes likes to be upset with Jeny, never able to repay every crime people to him, so Deril sometimes likes to be upset with Jeny, never able to repay every crime people to him, whereas if we always succumb to the evil that people make on us, then people will arbitrarily obey us, even our fate will be made worse people, than what he made before, hence Deril always suggested that Jeny can avenge every crime made by people on her, so that Jeny can not be repressed again from people who are evil to her.


But even so, Deril did not think, why is it always a good person like Jeny, who is always given various kinds of tough tests, why not just give it to the bad people, who are not, especially the evil to Jeny, let them realize what he did to Jeny, inappropriate for people as good as Jeny should be insulted, let alone hurt.


Deril looked at Jeny with a face that was difficult to understand, only Deril himself knew what his heart meant and his gaze on Jeny, actually Deril looked at Jeny with a look like that, because he was upset, with the attitude of Jeny who always gave up, even being a victim of abuse, he still continued to succumb, which makes Deril always upset with Jeny.


deril. .....



"Jeny, "if you always allow, the evil done by the wicked to you, then they will arbitrarily obey you, even they will repeat their actions, and you will, he said, feeling the abomination he did to you repeated again ? "Sometimes I don't end up thinking the same lo, why the hell, you want to just make it to"gitu ? "will you be able to reply to them, with an appropriate reply ! "asked Deril to his best friend.


Deril tries to persuade his best friend Jeny, to report the Typhoon's heinous deeds to the authorities, so that the Typhoon receives a reward, for what he has done to Jeny, because after all,


Typhoon is the one who can do the most evil to his own cousin, the brother who should be protected and loved, yes, but this is the opposite Typhoon even destroys the future while ruining the dreams and minds of his sister, the basic brash man, and shameless.


"Deril, "you don't know what I'm feeling right now ?


I don't want to do that, it doesn't mean I let him repeat his act again to me, but I want, he realizes his mistake tampa with coercion, there's no sense of pressure from anyone, no matter what, but he realized his mistake, on the basis of his own heart's desire and his own feelings, the awareness from the bottom of his heart, and that's what I want !" that's how Jeny answered Deril, he said that to Deril, so that Deril does not misunderstand, or think otherwise to him.


"Ah, "Come on Jen !" I'm dizzy thinking about what's in your brain, and I don't know what you want to do, whatever you dah, I don't want to think anymore, like lo, like lo, whatever you want to do ! what the hell is on your mind?" Deril was very upset with Jeny.


Jeny looked out, out of her window, as if she didn't know what she should do, yes it seemed like another dilemma, sometimes I thought, what Deril said was true as well, but on the other hand, it was true, he also thought about how he felt tantenya later, if he followed what Deril said his best friend.


Jeny again sat down on the table chair, facing her best friend Deril while laying her head on her hands, she looked at her best friend, so that her best friend knew what she was feeling at that time.



"Jeny, "as your best friend, I can never do anything about what I shouldn't do for you, but if you want, I'll do something you can do, "then, "Lo tell me, please,


and I'll do whatever it is, the important thing is to make you happy !


Deril tries to encourage and calm his best friend, so that his best friend does not feel alone.


"Thank you Ril, "Lo is my best friend, and I don't know, if you're on my side.


I am so thankful that God has given me the most important friend in my life.


That always protected me,,,, that,,,


Who always understood me...


Which always makes me feel comfortable around me...


again, thanks ril....


Deril approached Jeny, and Jeny hugged Deril while shedding her tears, she was very moved by her best friend who always gave her spirit.


"Lo just calm down, whatever you've been feeling, for now, you forget it, assume it never happened !"


and, now you don't cry anymore yes, I don't have much heart, ngeliat lo cry, "tuuu right, I cry...


tampa felt the tears of Deril, coming to see his best friend crying...


Finally, they both smiled, as if comforting themselves, and as if they had forgotten what they were talking about earlier.