I Accept You What It Is

My Loneliness

After they went home from the house of Buk RT. Jeny felt somewhat excited, "how not ?

now he feels, if he is not alone, considering how buk RT treats him, Buk RT is very good and very attentive to him, jeny himself confused, why buk RT is very good to him.

that's why I feel no longer alone.

because he now has a figure of a person, who can be used as a place to pour out his heart, he said,

when I am sad, and disappointed.

Iya felt how the softness that was poured out buk RT on her, so Jeny felt, if she was not alone anymore, there was already a third mother figure in her, besides aunt Asih.

pantesan earlier, Mr. RT told him to immediately get acquainted with his wife, In addition to being a role model, RT buk can also be made a place to pour out his sad heart, he said, if he remembers his mother again.

This is a first impression, though,

Jeny met with RT buk, RT,

but it seems that Jeny is very close to him, maybe because Buk RT knows how to approach and understand the character and character of someone, so Jeny feels a little comfortable talking to RT buk.

But behind all that, though, is,

Jeny must also be aware, and must also be more vigilant, not everyone is good-hearted, mostly good in the mouth, but in the heart of rot, but not for Deril and Buk RT.

And, it can't be too much, either,

in pouring out his heart with others, because not everyone can be trusted, at this time Jeny only believes in his best friend, Deril, and also his aunt who is none other than his Aunt, but for personal matters, Jeny did not dare to say, or tell her to Aunt Asih, because she felt bad, and reluctant, indeed most of no children who want to be honest, because it is not, or tell his personal business to parents, it is no exception with Jeny, so Jeny does not want to vent personal problems on the tantenya.

Sometimes she is sad about what happened to her.

however, yes you can not, too think of his sadness dissolved, he is still young, and there are still many desires and ideals to move forward, it is impossible to dissolve in his sadness.

while there is still a lot to be achieved, for the future later.

The past let it pass, remember jeny you must be spirit !

Spirit ! "and must be spirit !

Jeny,,, !

call deril....

Well....

answer jeny..

''Buk RT, very well yes, Deril opened his voice in the middle of silence in his car, because not a single word came out of his mouth Jeny.

''It's ril, ''the cave feels really comfortable on its deck,

gua ngerasa there is a mama near the cave, did not expect the cave, it turns out there are still yes, women as good and friendly as that!

"but,,, ?

"But why jen ?

"ask deril....

But the cave feels, it looks like a cave, too much, to Buk RT.

answer Jeny.

You mean lo ?

ask Jeny.

Well, "cave feels really crybaby near buk RT, should not be so cry cave so near buk RT.

answer Jeny.

hmmmm..!

"If according to the cave,

naturally, you will miss the figure of Mamah, you,

while she misses the figure of her daughter.

''What else, try...?

and maybe, according to him,

You're just like his son, though,

well maybe,

it could be his son, too,

there is a similarity to Elo !

is it not ?

deril.

''Yes, maybe Ril too.

''Ah, "no Ril.

What's clear now, the cave is really cool !

"Eh Jen, "Buk RT friendly huh ?

not like Ibuk Ibuk in general..

deril.

We talked about it, so you didn't connect, I said ?

"If she's friendly it's natural dong, it's because she is, uh, a,

the wife of a public figure, and also basically, Buk RT, is a good person, friendly, and not arrogant.

" Yes yes....

I understand, "eh Jen, I'm a laper, find a yuk meal ?

Deril took his best friend.

"Jen, there's a meatball ! ''we stopped by yuk ?

Deril invited his best friend to stop by for meatballs.

" We haven't eaten meatballs for a long time, after all this meatballs we've never tried, maybe delicious times huh ?

emmm..from the aroma is delicious.

"Elo bye, cave ngikut aja.

OK neng's...

we park here.

they both nyamperin mamang meatballs, to order the desired meatballs.

Jeny laughed when she heard Deril call her Neng.

" Mang, the meatballs are 2 yes.

no old wear.

"Ooo yes neng.

mamang bakso directly nyiapain meatballs that have just been ordered.

and do not wait long, meatballs are available and ready to eat.

they both eat meatballs very greedily, even rattling until added again, Deril biasalah, if for the business of eating is the most beautiful.

After eating meatballs, the two of them went back to Jeny's house, and did not wait how long they had reached Jeny's house, indeed the distance was not too far, and did not wait, between Buk RT and Jeny's house.

"Hey, it's a shame, said Jeny.

the deril car stopped, right in front of the fence of his house, and Jeny got down from his car Deril.

Ril,"Lo didn't stop by first ?

bring jeny..

"No Jen, "it's already magrib here,

"ntar mak I nagged again...

answer deril...

yeah, "thank you, yeah, that's my go-to,,,, yeah,,,

"Gue go in first ?

"When are you here again ?

take jeny !

"Come on, "Reported Deril.

Jeny went in the house..

😓😓😓😓

Jeny, immediately ready to pray, considering the time Maghrib lived a little more.

After the Maghrib prayer, Jeny sat on the sofa...

she looked at her Mama's face on display on the wall, looking very beautiful and graceful, just pantasan, many people who praised the beauty of her mother.

And said Jeny was very similar to her Mama.

jeny

Jeny daydreams in her solitude....

"Why is my life like this ?

"Ask Jeny in heart, and speak for themselves in her daydream..

When people are happy with a variety of pleasures between mother and child, which at this age.

A highly anticipated age awaits the elderly...

at the age of the girl growing up, and at that time, her daughter began to sort and choose her partner, and at that time, parents determine which one is suitable and best for her daughter.

Therein lies the art and happiness of parents, in determining a wise attitude, in,

for the happiness of his son, Jeny, wanted that moment..

But   ? "yes, I don't feel that happiness, it's just, poor girl,

whose maiden days, no longer mean anything in her life.

the time, when girls his age, were happy.

But I don't feel that happiness.

Everything has vanished, vanished along with his future, such is the reality of life.

Bitter bitter bitter lika twisting his life, now it has been felt.

Unfortunately your fate is jeny.

Crying Jeny in her heart.