I Accept You What It Is

Why would he marry a crazy woman...?

Seems not to believe it for sure, say believe,,,? Between yes and no. But it is said not to believe the reality is this is what happened.that is what Jeny feels at this time, because what happened, is beyond his mind.

Finally with a steady heart, Jeny asked Typhoon to explain what happened. Why did Typhoon marry Nela than he did, when Typhoon......? I don't know why that is ? Because he himself felt this was really unfair to him.

Typhoon must be honest with him, Although as bitter as he will hear later, Jeny tried to stay strong, as sick as ever, later, I am sure that it is better than it harbors endless pain.

Tonight he must solve all the problems that occur between him Nela and Typhoon, dissolved in silence, there will be no solution at all, no solution at all, I'd better solve the problem tonight.

With a deep breath, Jeny began to open her voice, although her tears always flowed, even with a hoarse, stingy and restrained voice.

Srooott...Jeny pulled the salty liquid out of her nose.

''Topan, I know this is unfair to me and Nela, t_but please explain to me.''

Srooottt, again Jeny pulled back the salty liquid coming out of her nose.

''Maan, tell me what really happened, k_why can you do something I never thought of before, why paann.. ?''

Hikks hicks....'' Jeny cried again, he could not continue his words, but because of the encouragement from his heart, he finally continued the word he said again...

''Pan, why would you hurt two women at once, but you ever think about what Nela and I feel,,,?'' Srotttt, srooottt, again Jeny pulled her nose fluid..''O Allah, you have the power.. ''

Jeny asked with endless tears flowing, even her breath felt tight, because it was too painful for her to accept the reality that was so heartbreaking and hurt her feelings.

''Jeny, please don't misunderstand me first, it's not what you think. I admit I was wrong for not being honest with you from the beginning, but if I had said that from the beginning, then you would have accepted me to marry you, I'm sure you'll never be able to accept me. '' Moreover, I know, if at that time you never loved me at all, even you hated me very much, and that I know Jen. Even we got married because you were pregnant and you had to marry me, and I know exactly how you feel,? Therefore, it is very unlikely if I have to be honest with you at that time, please understand Jen, because I just want to live with you''.

''Nela was my wife, but I never loved her. I married her because someone asked for it, and you know who it is? She was Nela's Papa, she asked me for it, and I honestly don't know that you were pregnant with my child, if I knew that you were pregnant with my child, I will definitely reject Papa Nela's wishes.''

''Jeny... Believe me, I never meant to hurt you, let alone feel what you feel, whatever you want to hate me, but I will always love you, even love you so much, whatever the reason.

Typhoon explained it intently to Jeny, and convinced Jeny that what he said was the real thing. I don't want Jeny to misinterpret what she said.

Jeny was increasingly powerless to hold back her sadness, she even cried so when she heard her words Typhoon, why this hurt her so much, the explanation of the Typhoon even made her heart more sick, he said, it hurts even more than before. O Allah strengthen my heart, O Allah, the Inner Jeny.

Typhoon cupped both of Jeny's cheeks with both hands, while looking at Jeny's eyes. Yes, you know Jeny must have felt an unbearable pain, but whatever it is, he never intended to hurt his wife, only one desire in his heart, may his wife want to forgive him, and accept the fact that Nela is part of their family.

''Honey, you have to trust me !! Actually I married Nela, she's like that, and I'm not the reason she went crazy. Nela was like that, long before I married her. '' And I don't know at first why he went crazy, after I heard the story from his father, a_I just found out, why he went crazy, believe me dear, love, I said the truth.''

Typhoon convinces Jeny, so that Jeny does not misunderstand with her.

''K_why do you want to marry a crazy woman, is it because she is rich... ?''

Jeny wondered why Typhoon wanted to marry a crazy woman, but many women out there are beautiful even more than Nela.

Typhoon took a deep breath, yes you know Jeny is still wondering why he wants to marry a crazy woman.

''That's not the reason honey, but it's more human, I married Nela because I felt sorry for her. ''

Obviously Typhoon on Jeny, but it is unlikely that it will say that rich is one of them as well, it does not want to be a hypocrite, because there is no human who does not need money, it's better not to say it, if it is said later, it could be even more Jeny hate him.

''I'm sure, that's not the reason... !!

''Where there might be people who want to marry crazy women, if not for something.

Typhoon drew the conclusion, if Jeny is not sure of the explanation, finally with a little strengthening, he began to tell the story of Nela to Jeny, and why he had to marry Nela at that time.

''Ok_oke, I explained to you, baby. Indeed Nela is the daughter of a wealthy family Kingdom, her father is a successful businessman, but Nela is only cared for by 1 single parent, namely only her father, the only papa, while her mother had died when Nela was a child, and her father had no intention of remarrying, his father was determined to nurture and raise Nela alone, but what he wanted, was his, it was a disaster for him and Nela. The attitude of his father who was too indulgent Nela, fulfilled all the wishes of Nela, until his father was not aware, if his attitude that was too giving freedom to Nela, even made Nela lost control, and even lost control, even because of wrong parenting, making Nela free to do as she pleases, until one day, bad events occur to Nela.

Flashbacks... >>

That night Nela went to a party with her friends drinking alcohol until drunk, then she was unconscious and taken by some lecherous men to a place. Then yes, raped by some of these people in turn, even to the point of making Nela almost died. Fortunately Nela was helped by my papa, who was passing by at that time, but thought long, papa immediately took Nela to the hospital, and Nela quickly got help, if only a little late, and Nela quickly got help, then it's certain Nela won't be saved.

Because of gratitude that can not be measured by anything, finally his papa Nela felt very indebted to papa. ''

''Then... ? Jeny asked, getting curious.

''Not enough until there Jen, Nela began to lose the spirit of her life, she began to talk to herself, crying, laughing even sometimes it hurt herself.and tampa realized people around her, Apparently Nela was pregnant, Nela was pregnant, but do not know who to hold accountable from whom, even worse, his son died after birth, so he became more crazy.''

Jeny is getting saddened to hear the story of Nela, which is much worse than her life, once her fate Nela, means she feels grateful, because she can still think sane, because she can still think sane, although a little different from the story of Nela's life. No tears spilled back down his cheeks.

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Calm down, my beloved, this time I double up, for the sake of you my dear child, dear akyuu...

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