I Accept You What It Is

I Accept You What It Is
Mental disorder...



I followed the man's footsteps and walked towards a direction I knew where this step would stop, this house was really spacious, luxurious and very majestic, I felt this trip was very far, because it had to pass through several aisles, until we headed to a room that was a bit far from the room I was in at that time.


I was very surprised when I saw the figure of a woman in the room. A beautiful girl, her hair is messy and looks wet, with her skin white, nose pointed with her round eyeballs, nothing bad from her, I was stunned to see her beauty.


But the thing is, the girl was just silent, fixated on one look staring with a blank look tampa meaning.


I'm confused, what's wrong with this woman, who is she ? Is she the daughter that this man told me about, but what's wrong with this daughter, because there's nothing strange about her posture, this woman is so perfect, and it looks fine. But why is this man unhappy with his life, he should be proud to have such a beautiful daughter as I see her today, I really don't understand what's going on in the middle-aged man's mind.


"You see, she's my daughter ! the princess that I love so much, the princess that I was so proud of. did you see ?'' Suddenly the middle-aged man surprised me from my daydream at that time.


"Very beautiful, you have a very beautiful daughter !" she's so perfect, you're lucky to have such a perfect daughter. I answered this middle-aged man.


"You're right, my daughter is so beautiful, my daughter is so perfect, no one's saying that my daughter looks ugly, all the same as you, saying my daughter is beautiful, my daughter is beautiful, even her beauty is almost the same as the beauty queen from India. My daughter is very beautiful. The man answered with great zeal, but from his spirit, a clear feather fell from his eyelids that had begun to wrinkle, his tears that seemed to indicate, the dissimilarity between the Heart and his speech.


"Lantas, why aren't you happy to have her, you have a very beautiful daughter, you have a lot of possessions, you have everything, but why aren't you happy ? I was confused by him.


"That's a lot of questions from people around me, and you're asking that too.


My daughter is indeed beautiful, but unfortunately her beauty is not balanced with the contents of her brain. The man replied, with things starting to weaken.


I became more confused by the answer of this middle-aged man, so I decided to ask him again, because my curiosity was getting higher.


"What happened to your daughter ?'' I asked him in confusion.


"My daughter, having a chemical imbalance in her brain, more obviously a mental health disorder, people say this as crazy, that's what makes me feel unhappy, my heart is very sad to see how he is, what else with his condition when he starts to crumble.


Since her mother died when she was 6 months old, I took care of her alone, I raised her lovingly, I gave her whatever she wanted, I pampered her with all kinds of luxuries, until I forgot that I had crossed a line I shouldn't have given, I freed him to hang out with anyone, after he had grown up. Until I didn't realize what had happened to my daughter.


Because of the freedom I gave him, made him forget the limits he shouldn't have crossed.


Flashbacks


That night, a very sad and very painful night for my daughter, my daughter was raped by many men, but there was the slightest pity, it was because of her drunken condition, making him not aware that he had been taken by some barbaric men to a place, they raped my daughter by taking turns, until my daughter almost died, if it was too late just a little tampa help, fortunately, someone came to help him, and took him to the hospital, when my daughter immediately got help quickly, if only no one helped her, I don't know, anyway, I don't know what's going to happen next, and you know who helped my daughter, she's Adi's father.


Since the incident that befell my daughter at that time, my daughter's condition began to deteriorate, she often felt sadness, loneliness, until her soul seemed empty, sometimes my daughter screamed screams, even she often wanted to hurt herself, she said, or anyone else.


I took her everywhere, but it didn't pay off in the least, and most painfully, it turned out that my daughter was pregnant, but unfortunately when she was born, her son died, because she was late in the hospital, she said, and it makes it even more uncontrollable.


"Have the perpetrators been caught ? ''Ask me a curious.


''No, they roam freely out there, he replied in disappointment.


''Deserve what should I do ?''


Ask her again.


''I want you to marry my daughter, because I'm sure you will !''


The man firmly told me, that I should marry his daughter.


''What ? Marry your daughter ?''


I'm getting confused, I have to answer what, why do I have to marry a crazy woman, is there no other woman, other than marrying a crazy woman ?


My heart began to ask, I can't marry a crazy woman.


''Do you want to marry my daughter, only you I can trust, I'm sure you will take good care of my daughter, you don't worry, I'll give up everything I have for you, as long as you marry my daughter.


The man made me even more confused, how is this, what would people say if I married a crazy woman.


''I need time to think about it, I can't answer it now''. What happens if my mom finds out.


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