I Accept You What It Is

Truthfully what Happened

Jeny, a little calmer now, but the sadness in her eyes, can never be eliminated, because it has been imprinted since the incident experienced last night, but she tried to try to reduce her sadness sa'at this, but she did try to reduce her grief, for that, it is necessary for a friend to pour out his restless heart sa'at, and the most suitable and appropriate friend, to be used as the recipient of his current affair, he said, that's none other than Deril's best friend.

"Jeny, I know you're hiding something from me right now, I know exactly who you are, and that's what makes me sure that you're hiding something from me, and that's not good for your health !"

And what you need to know, we can not live in a lie, as clever as you nyimpen secret as small as me, I am sure a sa'at must be open, he said, and I don't want it later when you have a problem, you just tell me the same story, and I can't help you anymore !" and it makes me feel so guilty.

Deril, trying to advise Jeny, so that Jeny can be honest with what has happened, because he did not want to make his best friend, feel sad with his loneliness, so he wanted Jeny to be honest with him, jeny doesn't feel alone. Deril clasped Jeny's hand, while looking at Jeny with pity.

He felt very sorry for Jeny, because Jeny was living alone and alone.

Deril knows very well the sadness that Jeny felt all this time, so Deril, can never be rude to Jeny, let alone hurt her best friend, it will never be done, he said, although jtu is not in accordance with its principles, at most it can only resuscitate his friend, so it is not easy to be hurt.

And finally, Jeny began to realize that what had been said by her best friend, there was a point, because she could no longer keep secret the disaster that I had experienced last night.

"Deril, "all of a sudden Jeny began to open her voice, although it seemed a little heavy to move her lips.

"Yes, "Reril answered..

"Actually, I'm ashamed to tell you about what happened to me last night Ril, because this is a disgrace to me, but I beg you, my equal promise ?"

Jeny extends her pinky to Deril, so that Deril can keep her story secret from anyone.

"Lo promise yes, "Jeny's love for her best friend.

" Yes Jeny, I promise, like Lo does not know me, "let's tell the same story ?

Jeny took a very deep breath, but her tears had already flowed first, she opened her voice while crying, she said,

And had not been able to tell the story, Jeny cried first, and that adds to the confusion in Deril's brain.

"RiiiiL, "Jeny's voice raspy wet hoarse, calling his best friend's name.

"my last night, "gue in rape !"

Jeny spoke brickly, and she cried again as it happened, because now we remember all the actions of the Typhoon on her, which blindly, hurt her body and heart.

"What, ?" Deril was shocked to hear the words of his best friend, his whole body was trembling, and his breathing was very irregular, he was shocked mixed with sadness, annoyance, anger, and everything became one, he said, what he felt at that time, could not be expressed in words, he was very disappointed to hear the words said by his best friend, how could it be ?

"Gue raped Ril, I was raped, Jeny's cry broke, and it can't be held anymore.

Deril wept, and mourned the sorrow and fate of his friend,

I did not expect, if this friend, was so suffering, even very hit for what had happened to his best friend last night.

"I'm sorry Jen, though,

I couldn't help you last night, why the hell, you didn't know me ?"

"Deril is sorry for himself, because when his best friend again gets lost, he can do nothing.

"Ril, I was raped so many times, that I almost fainted, and as long as you know Ril, my hands and feet were all tied, I couldn't even do anything about it, don't want to fight, scream, I can't, because my mouth was smothered using glue isolation, the guy was very cruel ril, it turns out he had planned it first, he said, that's why I can't do anything, and I can only resign to the circumstances.

Jeny recounted everything that had happened to her last night, crying sobbing sobs.

"Oh my goodness, Jeny, "so cruel that guy, you son of a bitch, you jerk.

Deril was very upset, hearing what was said by his best friend Jeny.

"And you know who did it ?"

"Yes, Jeny nodded her head.

"Who is he ? "Ask Deril.

"Lord !!" jeny replied, weeping, she had no power to hold back her tears.

"What ?" Deril was surprised not to be confused, hearing the name that was just said by Jeny.

"Lo's cousin's top-of-the-line ?"

Deril asked with his astonished face.

"Yes, "Jeny's answer.

"Bad, how dare you do that to you, this can not be in the cuddle of Jeny, Aunt Asih must know this, this,

Typhoon has to take responsibility for what he did, we have to report to Jen police, let him be punished,

for his barbaric act.

Deril is very angry at the typhoon, he did not expect, Typhoon can be so good to his own brother, should the Typhoon protect Jeny, not the other way around, Kok Tega yes, Typhoon did that to Jeny.

grunts deryl in heart.

"Jeny closed Deril's mouth, using his palm, so that Deril stopped his speech, Jeny knew very well Deril his best friend, if the talk can not stop, especially if in a state of anger.

"No need to Ril, the cave does not have the same aunt Asih, "Jawab Jeny.

"Gua does not want Aunty Asih sad and disappointed.

"But Jeny, "Would have hurt and hurt you !" As his best friend, I don't accept,

my friend was hurt !" Deril is still angry.

"Gue can't do anything Ril, one side I'm suffering, the other ?" I don't want to see my aunt,

follow the suffering, let me take responsibility for myself, for what has happened to me, maybe this has become my destiny, from Allah SWT, "and I ask you, lo, please keep what happened to me a secret.

Jeny looked at her best friend with a sign of hope, so that her best friend, could keep what had happened to her, because if many people knew, then this would be a great disgrace in her family.

Deril was astonished, for what his friend had said, clearly he had become a rape victim, he said,

but he can't do anything, just because, thinking about the feelings of the mother, of the person who raped her, just because,

the one who was none other than his own tant, and even worse, he let the one who raped him, roam out there.

"is Jeny unable to think, if one day, the person will do that again ?"

the cave is only a friend, can not accept what has been done Typhoon on Jeny.

"Jeny Jeny, "why you, so who's really, really good ? "Deril grumbled so upset in his heart, Deril looked at Jeny with great pity, but he could do nothing, because it was the request of his own best friend, Deril was getting sadder, he said, when he saw Jeny daydreaming, with a blank look, Jeny seemed to lose the spirit of life, with a face that had no spirit to live life, making her like a person who had given up hope,

"O Allah, give me the fortitude and patience for my friend, so that he is strong in living his life full of me, as his friend, I also feel the sadness that he feels, he said, how can he be a figure of people who suffer greatly, while I know very well, with what he feels at the moment.

Deril prayed in his heart for his friend, to be stronger and more steadfast.