I Accept You What It Is

Want to be your Old Virgin, huh,,,?

Jony pov's

I don't know what I'm feeling right now, when I'm confronted by two women in the same room, either happy or unhappy, I didn't understand it at all, but to be sure, being honest from the bottom of my heart, when I saw Jeny coming, I was really happy, although I realized that what I felt was not something right, but something wrong.

Nor can I possibly show my love for the arrival of Jeny in front of my wife Deril, let alone that she has just given birth to my daughter, how will she feel later, even though she is Jeny's best friend, but I realized that as a woman, she would feel very uncomfortable and hurt when her husband glanced at another woman rather than at her, but what should I do, between the eyes and the heart, was more important, it is hard to lie.

I'm sorry, Deril, I didn't mean to forget about your presence by my side, but between you and Jeny the same woman I care about so much, you two have a different place in my heart.

I misinterpreted my feelings for Jeny, because I knew that Jeny had never considered me in her heart, and might have forgotten me forever, moreover, I knew that she had a husband who loved her very much, so it was highly unlikely that if she still remembered me, something that would be impossible for me. Suppose,,,? Ah she's part of my past, and there's no way she is and I'm together.

The more I looked at it, the more I couldn't control my feelings, the more I decided to get out of the room, on the grounds of buying something, but it wasn't. Whatever they have in mind, the important thing is that I go first, before I am caliph, and there will be a wounded heart.

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Meanwhile, in the room, a pair of friends who were drunk again longed, poured out their hearts, sometimes they laughed, sometimes pouting, each other, for the regret they have endured for a long time since they have not met.

"Hmmmm, wait wait wait for Ril, we stop the rickshaw, I want to ask you seriously. Frankly, when I found out you were married to Jony, I was honestly still wondering, how can you marry Jony, while as I recall, you guys never talk to each other at all, especially dating."

Jeny looked at her best friend with curious eyes, her hands still clasping Deril's hands, while the one being stared at could only take a deep breath with a face tampa expression, while the one being stared at could only take a deep breath, but soon Deril raised his face that was bowed in shame, because of the words of Jeny just now.  Actually, he was sure that Jeny his best friend, would ask him directly about his marriage to Jony, because he knew very well how the nature and tabi'at this friend, his friend, if it has not been given an explanation he will always ask questions and ask questions and will never stop, before getting an explanation.

"Actually the cave has to start its story from where yes Jen, I myself am confused to say what you are," Deril took another deep breath, then looked at his best friend as if asking to be patient waiting for clarity.

Don't be long Ril, I'm not impatient anymore, want to know how you can marry Jony. (jeny's heart said).

I know Jen, you must have been very curious, pulling a hand from Jeny's grasp (said Deril)

"Deriiill, why do you seem to hesitate to tell me, do you not consider me your friend again,,,,?" Jeny's face, filled with disappointment and frown, for too long waiting for an answer from Deril. Suddenly there was a ringing sound Hp. both of them were shocked, apparently mama Asih yelling.

"Darling, mama wants to go out first, yes, this is a phone call from papa..." Asih came out, because her husband called, but she also wanted to hear the story from Deril, because she was also curious, just like Jeny.

"Oh, yes, mah," It's good that you come out, let Deril be freer to tell stories. Huh I seem to really care about Deril, ah whatever (think Jeny)

"Jen, actually between me and Jony accidentally get married, because I never imagined before, I know he loves you very much, lo, and I feel like I can't be around her while her heart and feelings are somewhere else. But what else, because of the mistake that happened that night. I didn't know I was married to Jony, but I had the base of love." Deril looked down to remember the mistake he had made and Jony did.

"Gue don't know what you mean, what,,,?" Jeny is still confused and does not understand the meaning of the word that Deril said.

"Actually me and Jony had an xxx relationship before we got married." Getting down because of embarrassment.

"Oh my God, is it true that you say Ril," Jeny shut her mouth, as if not believing, how could Deril be so careless, and could make such a big mistake, so why would they do that, if they don't love each other.

FLASHBACKS...

"Deril, papa does not want to know, you must marry Niko dot...! Papa has been waiting for a decision from you for a long time, but you do not consider at all what your father and mother said, look at you now, you are getting older, you are getting older, while you have absolutely no intention of getting married, what if your mom and dad are not up to age, before we see you get married." Speak with an annoyed face with a pushy tone.

"What the hell, why say that, I don't want to marry pah, but I'm waiting for the right time, not in a matchmaking way like this, anyway I don't want to be betrothed to Niko, anyway, besides I already have a reward candidate, there's no way I'm betraying her, and I love her so much, no matter what, we're getting married." Staring at papa's face, not accepting his papa's decision.

"When then,, then,,,,? Papa is tired of hearing your reasons, he said he has a candidate, has a candidate, has a candidate, and will soon get married, then until now why not, too, and how many men have married you, but still you refuse, for that reason and that, do you WANT TO BE AN OLD VIRGIN...?" Talking, thinking about her son's feelings.

Deg, as if a sword had pierced through Deril's heart, it hurt when he heard the last word from his papa, what was that old virgin,,,? why can papa say that as if I am a woman who does not sell, I am beautiful reward, I am educated and have a job established, there is no way I do not sell, I do not sell, (screaming in my heart) where the papa I knew, the papa who always supported me and always understood me, the evil papa....! Squeezing his hand unconsciously the clear feather fell on his lap.

"If indeed you already have a candidate, quickly bring it here, papa wants to see what is true what you say, or you just look for an excuse, so you can reject the matchmaking from papa, papa, papa wants you to bring what he says is your candidate in front of this papa sa'at too." Speak firmly with a mocking face, and Deril knows the meaning of the look on his face.

"Well, I'll bring it here, but I promise you that you'll take it." Pressing words, asking for certainty from his father.

"Okay, papa wait here, watch if you're just talking."

"Don't worry, I'll ask him to come here right now." Deril moved from his seat, he intended to invite his girlfriend home to see his father, he was very sad and disappointed with his father, he would prove to his father, he said, if she has the right candidate to be her husband.

Deril walks into the room, picks up his phone and intends to call his girlfriend. Repeatedly he called his girlfriend, but the one on the phone did not pick up the phone at all.

Why with Mas Aldi, why don't you pick up the phone, how is this,,,? Can papa will be more cornered me, in order to receive the match that he wants, do not let happen, Lord, I do not want it at all, because I am sure of my feelings for Mas Aldi.

Did I go straight to the apartment, yes, I'm sure mas Aldi must have gone home now. Ah right, I better go straight to his apartment, don't let papa think me just talk nonsense, papa really really delay once, then where is mama, why is she silent when papa corners me, why are they that hard on me, really cruel parents. All right, I'd better leave now, before you change your mind.

Deril then took his bag, and went to his girlfriend's apartment, he would not waste time to hear the babbling of his papa, could break his ear drum, if too long hear the babbling of his papa.

　

Next....

Patience patient, patient,,,, patient,,,,

I love you guys, we're connecting tomorrow yeah, don't forget .......???? hehehe, no maksa.