I Accept You What It Is

Unwanted circumstances

After hearing all the explanations from the Doctor, Jeny felt a little relieved because the worries she felt earlier, had gradually reduced a little, not only that, not only that, he also felt happy because he saw the face of the tantenya not as hot as earlier, only at this time jeny was a little confused, why the tears of the Typhoon flowing on his cheeks, did the Typhoon have begun to realize  ?"

The question came to his mind Jeny, he hoped that the Typhoon would come to its senses, wanted it to feel like Jeny called the Doctor, to ask, has the Typhoon started to realize, is it not yet ?" But I doubt it, although it is very curious, but it is not good, because the Doctor just came out of this room, long Jeny noticed the Typhoon, while talking to the Typhoon, while talking to the Cyclone, as if Typhoon could hear every utterance from him, but could a comatose person hear people talking,,,?" Ah, hopefully yes, people say, if there are people who are in a coma, many are spoken to, because they hear what we are talking about, not just people, say, but the doctor said so too.

Jeny just kept saying, what to say to Typhoon, Jeny did not care, what Typhoon heard No, who certainly did say what he wanted to say.

as a woman who is pregnant young, of course a lot of things are desired, but whatever the power, all just a desire, there is nothing fulfilled, but, just not thinking too much about what he wants, the most important thing for him is, he must be patient to wait for the recovery of Typhoon from his pain.

Soon, the Tantenya came from outside, and brought some food, for Jeny because she knew that maybe Jeny had not eaten either.

Jeny was very happy when Tantenya brought food for him, especially now he was getting hungry, but he felt strange with the aroma of the food, there seemed to be the aroma of fried onions, Jeny did feel, but he felt, since she was pregnant, she felt very unhappy with the name of the aroma of fried onions, either innate pregnant times, so she did not like, but usually Jeny when cooking, or cooking, Jeny always uses fried onions as a complement to her cooking, but this time it is different, it is not very fond of the aroma of fried onions, and one more, Jeny also does not like the name Telor stew, but also, enatah what it does feel, so it also does not like the smell of boiled eggs.

the feeling if you smell the same boiled egg fried onion, it's like you want to remove everything in his stomach.

It was very excited to see his aunt bring food for him, but when he opened the package, he felt like throwing up, because what was in the package, was fried rice, used boiled eggs, he said, that's why it doesn't smell like it.

"Tante, I don't eat, because I feel full, make aunty,,,!

Jeny gave the package that was given the tantenya earlier, yes return it again, because it can not stand the aroma anymore, it feels like vomiting.

"Well, why,,?" usually you like fried rice with boiled eggs, so aunt bought this, auntie afraid you will starve, understand now it's time for lunch, if you do not eat later you are sick, Aunt Asih a little pushy...!"

"Seriously I'm aunty, I really feel very full now, aunty who ate. Jeny's ink on her aunt.

Aunty Asih this time, do not force anymore, because he knows very well the nature of Jeny, if not yes no, and do not want to. that is why it no longer forces Jeny to eat the food that he brought,

"yeah, it's up to you, who pnting nati, if you are hungry to eat, this aunt put it on this table huh..?

"in that case, I want to go out first aunty, want to pray Zuhur in musholah, because this is the time, even has passed again.

"Yes, the aunt had also prayed, do not forget Jen, Doain Typhoon huh...?

"Yes, sure,,!" Aunty need to worry yes, just calm down, I must pray in Typhoon kok Aunt.

Actually the main thing, the purpose of Jeny out at this time, he felt like vomiting, so he intended to go out, wanted to find a public bathroom, to get out his desire, to get out, because it feels no longer resistant, but in the room of Typhoon there is a bathroom, only it is not good, later the same aunt, thought not to appreciate the purchase, was not appreciated, even though he did not want to eat foods that contain fried onions just as stewed eggs, so yes just return it to Aunty Asih.

Jeny immediately rushed out of the room to go to the bathroom, when she arrived at the bathroom, he just took out what had been stuck in his throat since, I can't wait to get out what's on his stomach, it smells really weird and really uncomfortable in the nose, especially if it goes in the stomach, after everything comes out, Jeny felt relieved and comfortable, she no longer felt nauseous, especially after she rubbed wind oil on her neck and stomach, so more comfortable, well even though she felt a little weak, a little weak, but more than he felt earlier.

"I'm so, you why the hell, always like gini,,,?" though the mother did not want this situation, because the mother felt very tormented by this, Jeny spoke to herself with her stomach flat again, so that the child in the womb, who was in the womb, as if I heard what he said.

"Darling, if you hadn't been in an accident and were in a coma, it would have been great to be around you right now, but all of this, it's inevitable, the reality that your father is experiencing now, contains you can not yet be with your papa now, forgive your papa yes son, mama hope you join in praying yes, hopefully your papa quickly realized, please, and you can be with your papa.

Jeny felt that her fate was indeed being unlucky, when she had just begun to feel a little relieved, but God had another will, until yes now must be able to accept the reality that actually it is not able to live, just that he wants this child who is born safely, so he will try his hardest, so he will try his hardest, to be able to accept the reality, it does not matter what will happen in the future, but it feels confident, there must be the best way for every problem that exists, no one can know, how life in the future, sometimes what we plan does not match the accepted reality.

That's how it is in Jeny's mind right now, so no matter how big of a problem Jeny faces, she never feels hopeless, even though the reality is so difficult for her.