I Accept You What It Is

Early Decision..

Jeny POVs

Thank you for the opportunity to know you, it is one of the greatest gifts of my life, love does not need to be found, love will find us, thank you for giving me your love and attention, so I don't know what to do with it, I will try not to cry because something has ended between you and me,  but I'll smile because something happened.

The past of jokes, laughter, tears, the pain of dreams and hopes, everything that has ever spoken and happened now will become memories like a river flowing into the ocean, then the ocean is my heart, my heart, who will always keep memories with you, continue like that, because there will be times when I really feel tired, until I really do not ask, not even remember you. I decided to walk away from your life, because I don't think I'm a woman you deserve to love.

My decision to die is unanimous, I don't want to give Jony false hope, because Jony is a good man.

Jony had to get a woman who was certainly better than me

not like me, who's already stained and unholy anymore.

How could I possibly be happy with that perfect Jony, a kind, smart man, and from a rich, distinguished and dignified family.

While I,,,? I was just a poor, stupid girl, not even a parent, and just hitchhiking, at the mercy of others, who could only survive on hitchhiking.

Because of my unanimous conviction and determination, I was able to do so, for the sake of the continuation of my life.

How could I possibly make her life happy,,,? While I cannot make myself happy.

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''Jony, please, stay away from me.

I don't deserve your love...!!"

Jeny asks Jony to stay away from her.

"No Jen,,,! I love you so much, I can't get away from you,,,! I beg Jen, don't push me away from you, because it breaks me. Please don't tell me to stay away from you, because I can't  !''

Jony pleaded, that Jeny change her decision.

"Jony, please understand, I don't want you to love me too much, because it won't make you happy. Just so you know, Jon, I'm not a good woman, as you'd expect, because I'm just gonna make your life suffer, and anyway, I don't deserve your love, I'm afraid you'll regret it when you know who I really am..!''

"I don't care Jen, whoever you are, which is obviously I love you so much...!''

Jhony scooped up Jeny's hand, hoping Jeny would change her decision, but Jeny quickly shook Jhony's hand.

"Jony...! Scream Jeny, listen to me !

Please ! please, from now on, please stay away from me !''

The eyes of Jeny were so sharp that she looked into Jhony's eyes, as if she did not care at all about Jhony's sadness.

"NOW, that's impossible,,,!''

Answer Jony.

"But I don't love you..!''

Suddenly, Jeny said loudly, if he did not love Jony, and it made Jony's heart feel broken to pieces.

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It felt like there was lightning striking Jony's body, his body shaking violently, when he heard Jeny's words.

"Jen, is that really what you're saying ? Ask Jony. Jony looked at Jeny's face as if in disbelief, with what Jeny had just said.

"Yes, I don't love you...! Jon, did you hear me, with what I just said ?" I don't love you...!

I DON'T LOVE YOU !

"I hope you understand, and please stay away from me, because I "do not love you...! Jeny replied firmly, and with a definite decision.

How broken Jony's heart, did not expect, why Jeny so cruel. He just realized, if the girl who had always been watching and loved him, did not love him, it means his love just clapped one hand, very sick.

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Jony Pov's

Jony, said softly in his heart,

You sure have the heart of Jeny, you can break my heart that has been beautifully inscribed with your name. You will destroy my soul, which is already filled with your soul. You can take away half my breath, which my love has filled you with. You're cruel, you're wicked Jeny.

I didn't expect that if you could do something like this, you're wicked Jeny, you're so mean to me, and I never thought at all, that you would hurt my heart and my feelings.

I repeatedly said, if Jeny is evil, Jeny has the heart for me, just to make my heart feel relieved, but it turns out not, my heartache, even more deeply creased my heart, even more, now my hope is broken. I never felt this deep disappointment, to the point of just imagining it, my heart ached.

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Jeny POVs

I'm sorry Jony, I just want what's best for you.

I don't want you to be dissolved by love, which has been tarnished by falsehood.

I can't love you, because my love has been lost, along with the loss of my pride. I'm sorry Jony, I'm sorry for upsetting and hurting you.

Actually I was very unbearable, seeing Jony's state of being so broken, kind and feeling.

But I also can't, make Jony disappointed in the future, better sick now, than regret later.

In my heart says.

I'm sure there are still many women out there who are always looking forward to Jony's love, he has everything, he can definitely forget me, believe me...

Because good people will get the best.

Jony doesn't deserve the love of a despicable woman like me.

because I'm just a despicable woman.

The woman who was no longer holy, long before I knew her, thank you for loving me.

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POV Author

with what Jeny said at the time, but she could do nothing, other than surrender, she could not have forced her desire for Jeny to love her, because love was forced, she said, the ending must be bad.

And it was also something that Jony was impossible to do.

Moreover, considering the figure of Jeny, is a woman who is very firm in her stance, and also very difficult to understand.

Jeny is indeed a good and gentle woman, but behind her kindness and gentleness, Jeny is a woman who is very opinionated, disciplined and stubborn. Hence Jony could not impose his will, now he could only hope.

May God change Jeny's attitude, from not loving her, to loving her...Amens

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Apparently, Jeny is the same as Jony, too,

Jeny also felt a very deep sadness, because it was honest from her deepest heart,

in Jeny's heart there is love for Jony, but she can't possibly love Jony, let alone be with Jony, she feels there will be no pure love for her, because, as a result, she is not, where there is a man who will accept and love himself, because he is, an unholy woman who is no longer holy, and has been tarnished.

"Maybe a thousand and one, men who would accept women as they are,

on the contrary, most people love it, because there is something.

It was that feeling that made it a little difficult for Jeny to love a man.

Because he was very afraid, later he himself would feel his sadness, of course, many disappointments that would occur in the future, so he did not want, if Jony was close to him, he said,

although he does not understand his own feelings for Jony, a man who can slightly change his feelings.

In Jony's heart, at any time, he will always love Jeny, even though he knows Jeny does not love him.

But he will always love and continue to love Jeny, forever. Even though now it is only a hope, and only a hope.

Now, between Jony and Jeny can only keep their love in their hearts,

no one can pour out their hearts to each other, other than harboring that feeling in their hearts.

Whether until when, they keep that feeling, until they wait, if there is a miracle that will unite them, it is only God who knows, if indeed they are paired, if indeed they are fools,

someday, they will meet again and be together again.

But Jony hopes that they will be a match, and can be together, both joy and sorrow, until death.

But on the contrary, unlike Jeny, Jeny does not want to expect much, because she realizes her weaknesses and shortcomings, Jony is indeed a good man, considerate and loving, but Jony doesn't know what's really going on with Jeny.

Maybe if Jony knew the true state of Jeny, it could be that Jony resigned and left Jeny's life forever, and might be disgusted to see Jeny, let alone approach her.

Because nothing can be expected of Jeny, not happy, but the opposite. Because Jeny feels many of his shortcomings are compared to his advantages, and it is true in fact.

Now that Jeny wants to, change her life, she wants to feel calm, in the future, without much thought, or interference from others.

Whatever happens, Jeny will stick to her stance, to not want to know what is called love, if there is love, it used to be for Jony, and that feeling, that, there will be a deep tomb, in the depths of the heart.

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