I Accept You What It Is

Expressions of Restrained Feelings

Jeny, uncomfortable with this unexpected encounter, does not want to meet again with jony, and he also asks jony, to stay away from her, but why can see you again, but, he actually had a long time not to remember let alone to think about it again, since a few months ago, he never again, reminiscing about the figure of jony, a handsome, kind, loving man.

because to her, she was not a woman worthy of being near jony.

"Jeny, have you forgotten me? "asked jony at the silent geny, tampa in the slightest thought of his existence.

But jony did not care about that, because he met with only jeny today, he felt very grateful, because it had been a long time he wanted to meet, but never met, he said, with that woman of his heart.

But, for some reason today, God reunited her with this woman of his dreams, is this maybe a coincidence, I don't know.

Jony was reluctant to think about it, which obviously today he felt very happy.

because I could meet Jeny.

even if you realize,

if Jeny is not happy, with this meeting, but he does not want to take a headache, it is seen from his attitude this time, it seems that Jeny is no longer willing to assume it, he no longer wants to think about it, especially to love her, it was impossible.

Jony looked at Jeny with a hopeful look.

jony's figure.

"Jon, "i'm sorry, I don't think there's anything we need to talk about,

I want to go there first, sorry if I'm a little bit displeased in your heart.

jeny went and left jony who was sitting pensive, as if not expecting, if the meeting was that short with jeny.

though there are still many things that I want to express to jeny, especially the business of his heart on jeny, jeny,

I wanted to express all of her feelings during this time.

Since he separated from Jeny, he felt very lonely, because no woman can put a position in his heart, apart from his favorite woman, which is none other than jeny.

Although he realized, that actually he did not understand what was in the heart of jeny, because as long as he knew the jeny, there was not even a sign at all, if jeny liked it, if jeny liked it, only he is just sure that the soul mate is not going anywhere, and he will still fight for his love, even though Jeny does not like him.

Actually, he does not have a special relationship with the same geny, but he keeps a very big feeling and hope on jeny, especially when the jeny is close to him, jony feels something unusual, and he feels something unusual, something that can not be expressed in words, and can only be done with behavior, namely by approaching, loving, paying attention, and pouring affection on someone who is love.

that's jony's mind.

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"Jeny, "how did you come here, instead of talking to jony?

tanya deril was surprised, because his friend, tau tau had approached him, who was busy photographing the environment.

"No Ah, the lazy cave is nearby, replied jeny in an ominous tone.

" Loh, "What's wrong?

asked Deril confused, the feeling was good.

how come now manyun gini anyway, great-grandson deril.

" Well, why not, !"the cave does not want to talk too far to him, it will repeat the story that has long buried deep cave, and it is impossible to dig cave again.

"just right? " jeny was staring at the ripples full of question marks?

"Yes, but not so many times, as her, kasian,

it seems like she is very happy to meet you.

but, you know, not happy about it, though,

that's the way I see it, huh,?

" not knowing.

"Gua did not want to, make him hurt, he said,

"ril, you know yourself, if I'm the least like, hurt the feelings of others, let alone hurt the feelings of him.

"he's a good man, I can't hurt him,

and there's no way the cave pretends to love her, is it ?

Though in his heart, he actually also has the same feelings for jony, but he also, can not be carried away feelings, because Jeny also realized his shortcomings, but also, he can't possibly give hope to jony, while he feels he has no right to love, let alone be loved.

"But Jen, "why don't you want to be in a relationship with her, ? "is there something wrong with him ?

"cave of taste, "no ?

"So, he's kind, considerate, compassionate,

keep the same attention, lo,

Deril stared at the jeny, with confusion, remembering the attitude of the jeny, which seemed strange to jony, but honestly, just a glance at the look of jony, jony,

there was no doubt in his heart, he was sure that jony was a good man.

hence, he trusted jeny in jony.

"But how weird is that ?

"why doesn't Jeny like jony ?

deril asked in his heart, about the feeling of jeny to jony.

" Why do I think about their business too,

whispers in his heart.

"Deril, "Lo why ?

"asked jeny at her best friend, because she noticed the rattling from earlier.

" Oh yes, why was that ?

deril was shocked, with a question of jeny just now,

"Lo tu, why daydream ?

"What did you think again ?

ask her friend again.

"No longer think what the hell !

" just another whimper, he he he he.

answer me casually.

There is no way dong yes story to jeny, with what he thought at that time, can be frankly misunderstood again on him, deril does not want there to be a misunderstanding between him and jeny, can not understand anymore, because he loved his best friend very much.

What else does his mother always say to the deril, do not make the jeny sad, pity the jeny is a kara, if not we who love the jeny, who else.

Deril's mother was his best friend Jeny's mother, one

co-workers, same doctor.

Almarhumah mom jeny obstetrician, gynecologist,

and his mother derailed the dentist,

but they work in the same hospital.

"Ril, if according to elo, "I'm not evil, same jony ?

ask Jeny to her best friend.

while looking at his best friend's face with a meaningful look.

"No jen, "only I have a question, same elo, that's if you want to answer honestly, if you don't want to also pa pa pa, don't make it too.

"What question ?

" Tanya Jeny, with a surprised face.

"Jen, " Actually you love is not the same as jony ?

ask her best friend, with a serious look.

Jeny was surprised by the derile question, she did not expect that deril would ask her that.

"Where are you ? "gua was also confused by my feelings,

because I am not sure how I feel.

jeny answered doubtfully, leaving deril even more confused, with a frank answer.

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"My beloved, my,

don't forget, there are traces

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