I Accept You What It Is
Starting From the Beginning
"After 2 months.
"Jen, "call Aunt Asih on her bangs. Aunt noticed in these 2 months, you seem to be less excited, and not cheerful as usual, do you have problems, with your busyness in the office and on campus ?
Aunty Asih asked on her ponakan, because she felt astonished at the same pounding, which looked very, not excited and always looked sad.
"No aunt, Jeny replied to her aunt. Jeny did not want to tell all her heart, to Aunty Asih, because this is about heart problems, nothing can change a person's heart, if not someone himself who can change it, he said,
what else on the tantenya, yes very reluctant as the tantenya, if for matters of the heart.
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Author pov
Asih is a very dear aunt figure, in addition to aunty figure, Asih has also represented a mother figure in the life of Jeny, Asih is the sister of her mother Jeny, she has 1 son
who likes to be ignorant to Jeny, plus her husband Aunt Asih, who is super cute, aunty child is also called TYPAN. while the husband of Aunt Asih, his name is OM ADI.
The same father's son, his behavior is not much different, the same as the baby, likes to use something that is, even Jeny very often, terzolimi, by both of them, with financial problems, and, om Adi often ask for money on Jeny, when Aunty Asih again go, sometimes, if Jeny fitting payday, all money Jeny taken, if fit om Adi lose gambling. Where there is opportunity, there is opportunity.
That's how Jeny always experienced in the house of Aunt Asih, only Aunty Asih who always give love to Jeny, maybe because Jeny is his nephew, let alone Jeny alone, maybe because it is indeed Jeny is only alone, there was no brother or sister, because Jeny was an only child. That is why Aunty Asih is so dear to her nephew.
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At exactly 5am, Aunt Asih knocked on the door of Jeny's room, to build Jeny out of her sleep.
the tok tok tok.
"Jen, Jeny darling wake up dong, already this morning, you have not prayed lo !
"Yes aunty, I want to wake up, replied Jeny from her room
Jeny POVs
Actually, I'm still very sleepy, I feel lazy to get up quickly, but I'm not good with my aunt, later calculated, I like lazy slack, I like lazy, moreover, considering myself living in Asih's aunt's house, aka hitchhiking life, although honestly I myself was able to finance my life. I also went straight to the bathroom not far from my room, to wash my face and brush my teeth, before taking ablution to pray.
Finished from the bathroom, I immediately performed the dawn prayer in my room, since childhood I was always obedient to perform the prayer five times, considering it was an obligation, not a pompous yes, no, but because Aunty Asih always told me.
''Busy whatever your work Jeny, do not forget, take your time, to carry out your obligations in worship, because prayer is a pillar of religion, and also part of our lives, he said, do not occasionally leave the prayer...!"
That's the important message from Aunt Asih to me because I'm her niece. Aunty Asih is indeed a person who is diligent in worship, no matter how busy his work, Aunty Asih never left his prayer, so I am accustomed, and always taught to carry out obligations as a Muslim, he said, that is five prayers in accordance with the guidance of Islamic Sharia.
But unfortunately, it turns out that even though Asih's aunt obeyed in worship, but her husband was a person who always denied his obligations as a Muslim, not least in his children, and even worse, he was,
Om Adi never separated from liquor, plus, he likes to play crazy with bitch.
But aunt Asih, never mind, she only prayed, may her husband quickly repent, of all his bad deeds, and be guided.
Fortunately, Aunty Asih has her own income, she has a cake shop, which is already known where. Aunty Asih is also a strong woman figure, she never complains, what else despair.
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"Tante, "Call Jeny, please,
"Yes dear, answered the aunt while approaching her dearest ponakan.
"I want to talk to my aunt, Jeny said to her aunt.
"What's up, son ?" Ask Aunt Jeny.
"I feel, if now it's time for me to be independent.
I want to live in my own house, though,
Part of my house left by papa and mama is empty tan, and no one else is waiting for the house, I want to take care of their aunt's house. Jeny's light on her tant.
''And now, I work tan. I do not want to bother aunty too long, all this time I have too often made aunty difficult, let alone remember, there are so many problems that aunty is facing right now, so far, it's not that I avoid aunty when the aunt is in a lot of trouble, but I just want the aunt to focus more on solving the aunt's problems now, and no longer need to think about me, because I can think of my own life.
"I want to be independent tan, I want my life, not dependency on aunt, and aunt has sacrificed a lot for me. Aunty took care of me, grew up I from the age of 7 years, until now.
"I beg your aunt not to be offended by my decision, this is my aunt's life, and I have the right to make sure my future. "But believe me tan, I will never be able to repay all the kindness of my aunt, I promise, I will always be there for aunty if someday, aunt needs me as well as my presence,
if necessary, then I'm ready to be there for aunty, if necessary my life bets for the safety of aunty.
"And I will never forget my aunt, because only aunt I have in this world, and also aunt is a good mother figure for me, after my mother is gone, after my mother is gone, even if I'm away and away from here, but I'll always come to see and visit aunty. The light of Jeny on her tant, so that her tanti not grieve.
"Jeny, why do you have to get out of here,,,?" this is your home, too, dear, not that aunty does not allow you to leave this house, but aunty just wants you to always be near aunty, and not far from aunt.
Aunty Asih looked at her bangs with a very meaningful gaze, and hoped that her niece would undo her intention to move out of her house.
"Aunts only have Om Adi, Typhoon and you aunt daughter, even though you are not born from the womb of aunts like Typhoon, but aunts love you as much as aunts love Typhoon.
"Darling,,,! Aunty Asih looked at her nephew expectantly.
"Why do you make decisions like this, and in a very rushed way. While you know very well, if this auntie, wants you to always be here.
"Are you tired of this house, then,,,? Ask Aunty Asih on her bangs. Until you're like, don't feel at home anymore to live here.
"Was auntie's affection all this time not enough for you,,,?"
because all this time, it feels like aunty affection makes no difference between you and Typhoon. "Just your body equipment is different, but if for love, it feels like aunt never distinguishes it, both for Typhoon and for you dear.
"Auntie beg you, son, tell me what you did with your aunt,,,?" So you are so eager to leave aunt...!
Aunty Asih, can no longer hold back her tears, she is no longer able to withstand the pain that is plaguing her heart and feelings, because her most beloved daughter, will go, she will leave, leaving her, and moving to her new home, but whatever the power, all the decisions are with Jeny, she can't forbid or restrain her, because this is part of Jeny's request and decision.
"I'm sorry Jeny aunty, there's nothing wrong with aunty, even Jeny who is always wrong and makes aunty difficult.
It's been Jeny's decision, not Jeny's purpose to leave aunt, but it's for our common good, together,
if aunty needs to be the same Jeny, call Jeny, and if aunty is for, or again bored at home, aunty can go to Jeny's house. Jeny clasped her tant hand, to support her decision, and allowed her to move house.
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