I Accept You What It Is

A Confusing Feelings

After the two of them returned home they each felt their own happiness, because they had not been on vacation together for a long time, no matter what Deril thought, so he invited Jeny to go to the natural attractions, the nature of the trip, Jeny herself did not think that the day was invited Deril road to the natural tourist spot, because she actually did not intend to go where the day was, because she felt very sappy at all, because she felt very exhausted, because that day was very much work and was busy cleaning the yard and yard around his house, because it had not been cleaned for a long time, I could see the plants.

Somehow when the derile comes, it is invited Deril road road, yes just want to refuse a little, when usually, if he is invited to walk, a lot of reasons not to come, yes, considering the time before he lived in his tant house, it is not good to go out, and also jeny self-conscious because he hitchhiked live in his tant house, although sometimes the tantnya have allowed it.

Maybe everything has been arranged by Allah SWT, to be reunited with the name jony.

though he had promised in his heart, if he would not want to meet again with jony, but why did yesterday I meet jony, his heart so confused, he always thought the same jony.

as if it would be very unwilling, seeing jony disappointed and sad, he said,

"I can't get stuck in this feeling, I should be able to forget about jony, because jony is not the person who deserves him, jony is not the man who is suitable to be his companion, he said, because jony's a good guy.

But, for this time, it's very confused, it's true

carried away a confused feeling, the feeling since I met jony yesterday, he felt very bad, because he felt very guilty at that time, because he had left jony, because he had left jony, jony still wants to talk to him.

on the one hand, he decided not to want to be related to the name jony, on the other hand he was very unbearable to see jony at that time, he was very confused by his feelings.

Jony was a kind, gentleman, learned, born into a wealthy, honorable, and dignified family.

While she was just an ordinary woman, from a simple family, with no parents, just hitchhiking with her tantric life back then, how could she possibly unite with jony, it could be the talk of people, women who are not self-conscious and do not know themselves, that is what is a burden on the mind jeny, a woman who is not aware of herself, I'm sorry for everything I've done to you, jony.

Although jony always wants yes to be his lover, he stays in his position, Jeny does not want to give false hope to jony, and he is also sure that jony will not be happy with him, and he also believes that he will not be happy with her, because of what can be expected of him, let alone remembering his unholy self, a woman who has been tarnished, by a man who is not human, and who does that is no one else, he said, but his own cousin, how could he be loved by jony, after jony knew who he was.

Jeny does not want, jony hopes to be happy with himself, know dashed and destroyed after jony knows who he is, women who are not holy anymore, dirty women, despicable women, and others, who are afraid to fall in love let alone to love, and also feel very inappropriate to love.

But turn around with jony, jony who loves jeny very much, jony who really hopes that jeny can be his lover, because he loves jeny very much, jony, he was very sure that Jeny was a woman who deserved to be around him, even though Jeny was not from a rich and distinguished family, but I am sure that Jeny really upholds her dignity and dignity as an honorable woman, considering that Jeny is a woman who never looks cheap, let alone to tempt men, considering that she is a woman who never looks cheap, in tease men just frankly angry and do not like, especially if he sees a man who looks at him looks strange just a little, surely jeny immediately away.

Jony remembers once he expressed his feelings for jeny, at once the jeny immediately changed, and away from him, but he expressed his feelings for the jeny at that time politely and kindly well, there was not a single word of his words that offended the feeling of jeny, but why did not jeny accept it and refuse raw raw raw, but why could jeny reject it, actually his heart was very sick at that time, and also had thought of him to forget about jeny, but it could not, instead it was even more painful, ah I don't know, jony was confused also with his feelings on jeny, why he loved jeny so much, why, though many women want jony, but jony is not interested in any woman, other than jeny, he loves jeny very much, there is no woman he loves, other than jeny.

Though jony's parents now, already want for jony to get married soon, considering the age of jony is already deserved to get married, but jony does not want to be hesitated, he still hopes to get jeny back, yes, he still wished that he could be with Jeny, he only wanted that Jeny would be his wife, and would be the mother of his children.

everything is only true to Allah, may Allah unite it with jeny, and make jeny his wife.