I Accept You What It Is

I Accept You What It Is
Anger Aunty Asih



I just realized, that from earlier my aunt was watching me, from the start I was talking to the Typhoon, to my slightly strange gestures, making her keep looking at me, he said, I really felt really bad, with my own attitude that my aunt had noticed, I forgot that actually, I didn't have to say that to Typhoon, if again there is Aunty Asih near me, because I do not want to add to the burden of her mind, but the reality is different, I forget, and get carried away, the atmosphere, and, until I could say it seemed to have made him suspicious of me,,,


But, "Ah already, anyway later he will know what really happened between me and the Typhoon, and surely it will happen, considering the child in my womb, which is the case, the more the day grew, I couldn't possibly keep it a secret from my aunt.


Jeny was pensive on her own, and leaned against the wall thinking about how she would tell Aunt Asih the truth, about pregnancy and how the real story of her aunt was, everywhere, too, aunt Asih deserves to know, because she is the grandmother of the child she contains.


2 Months have passed, but the Typhoon has not yet recovered from the coma, while the content of Jeny has begun to appear enlarged, because the age of the content of Jeny has entered the fourth month, the, finally inevitably, it must be honest, and will tell the truth to the tantenya.


His determination is unanimous, whatever will happen, he is ready to bear the risk, because he can no longer keep it secret from Aunty Asih.


The night after the Maghrib prayer, he was ready and went straight to the hospital, to visit the Typhoon, and at the same time wanted to be frank with his aunt, when he arrived at the hospital Jeny directly headed towards the room Typhoon treated, he saw his tant, from the window again sitting alone, while playing HP, Jeny immediately opened the door of the room, he immediately opened the door, aunt Asih was very happy to see the arrival of Jeny, she smiled looking at Jeny, but her gaze immediately stopped, and centered towards Jeny's stomach, she was surprised to see Jeny's stomach was a little bit squeaky, all this time, he did not pay attention to Jeny, because his gaze was always focused on staring at the Typhoon, but this time, he really felt very suspicious and astonished.


Jeny immediately sat beside her aunt, giving her the food she had just brought.


"How's aunt,,? " what about the current state of the Typhoon..?


jeny asked the tant.


"Well, as you can see now, the Typhoon is still as usual, it's still unconscious.


replied the uninspired aunt Asih.


Indeed, Jeny has been almost 1 week, not visiting the Typhoon in the hospital, because it is his work in recent days, very piled up, and even worse, it is, it is always overtime until there is no more time to visit Typhoon and Aunt Asih.


Suddenly, Aunty Asih held onto Jeny's hand, and she looked at Jeny and asked.


"Darling, "Aunty wants to ask you, you don't take it personally, auntie just wants to ask.


"Yes aunt, please !'' Jeny is okay.


answer Jeny.


" Jen...!'' Aunty notice it seems like your body is a little more contained than usual, what else is your stomach, do you see wrong, or are you a little fat now ?


Deg,,, Jeny's heart was pounding when he heard the question from the tant, he was confused what to answer, even though the real purpose of Jeny came to the hospital, to tell the truth to the tantenya, but not so fast, this was really sudden, and almost made his heart feel like it was going to be dislodged.


"Oh, how's this, do I have to say it now,,,? " Jeny said the word in her heart.


''Jen, "You're all right... ?''


how are you quiet...?


" I'm sorry Jeny auntie, sorry Jeny,,, !


Jeny could not hold back her tears, she was confused what to say, while she could not hide her feelings anymore at this time, her thoughts began to be chaotic, she did not know what to say...


"Darling, are you crying ?''


Aunty Asih wiped off Jeny's tears with the tissue nearby.


Jeny hugged Aunt Asih while crying and said,,,, !'' Aunty forgive Jeny aunty, forgive Jeny...


Actually I'm,, am,,,, ?'' Me.... ?


" Tell me what happened, Jeny,,, ? "don't tell me you're pregnant with Jeny...


Aunty Asih held back her cries, so as not to spill, because she wanted to hear an explanation from Jeny, because Jeny was so afraid to tell the truth, her mind had said another, if her bangs were already pregnant, she said, but I want Jeny to be honest and forthright.


"I'm sorry Jeny aunt, I'm sorry Jeny...


"Jeny is now pregnant...


Jeny was sobbing, she was so worried about what would happen to her aunt.


" Jenny... !!!


"Didn't your aunt hear me wrong, did she,,, ?


''You're pregnant.... ??


" You mustn't joke Jeny, aunt must've heard this wrong. !


Aunty Asih seemed to not believe, there was no way her father could get pregnant, tampa a husband, while he knew very well how his father's behavior was, Jeny could not possibly do it like that, this is really impossible, she said, it feels so unbelievable...


''Auntie, I'm really pregnant right now, and now I'm in my fourth month, I'm sorry aunt.


"Aunty Asih face, seemed to be thrown dirt, yes very embarrassed and angry to hear it, did not expect, if his puppet dared to do that dirty, while he knew, did not know, if Jeny is a trustworthy person, and it is very unlikely that Jeny would dare to betray her trust.


"Tante was really disappointed with you, Jeny.


aunt didn't think you could be that dirty.


" Don't you think your aunt is this huh ?''


But you are Jeny, want to put where the face of aunty.... ??


Aunty Asih, angry and angry, he continued to be angry and almost did not want to faint, yes really very upset, why his father who is most dear like his own son, he was really upset, not to mention the Cyclone problem ended, now has added to the problem of her pregnancy Jeny, yes it is not able to withstand the pain of feelings that can no longer be expressed in words.


"Now you tell me and be honest with your aunt, who is the man who has impregnated you, aunty ask you honestly..!!''He must be willing to take responsibility, for what he has done to you, and aunty does not want, your child is born to a father.


You say the same man, if I have to take responsibility for his actions, otherwise, the aunt will not hesitate to imprison him, let him know the taste... !''


"But aunt,,, ??''


that's impossible, because... ? '' because... ??''


" For what is Jeny,,, ?''


You want to give birth to a husband... ?


Aunty Asih was very upset, hearing the Answer from Jeny, she forgot that she was now again in the room where her child was being treated, because her tone was very loud, making the sisters come and warn her.