I Accept You What It Is

When we put love first, rather than feelings

Typhoon POV,,,

Thank God,,,,,, the,,,

After traveling far enough and a little draining time and energy, finally me and Jeny to return home, and nothing less, I know Jeny must be very tired, very tired, because this was the first time we had traveled far enough, I thought, because it was obvious that his face looked tired and tired. Jeny who did not talk much during the trip, makes me a little surprised, what's wrong with her,,,? Only occasionally do I ask where you are..? And I just answered every question she asked me, after that she went back to silence and didn't take a word out of her mouth, actually, I was a little confused as well with his current attitude, when before leaving earlier, he seemed fine. I think the problem between us is over, if there is still a seucrit left, because I have told everything about the problems that are happening at this time.

But I don't know what he has in mind at this time, until he reaches home, Jeny still inhabits me.

Whether there is still something that is not clear I think, or vice versa because it is too clear to make him more angry and hurt to me, I want to feel like I asked him, let alone who is still dubious in his mind, until it is so cold and of course makes me more wrong behavior, I'm sure Jeny must still keep something from me, but what else...? I am really confused, want to ask afraid to be angry, not asked even more guilty, Oh God what should I do.. ? my inner.

I see, Jeny like she can't stand it anymore want to lay her body on the mattress, but it seems like she undo the intention, then she went to the bathroom, then she went to the bathroom, maybe because he was so sultry that he went straight to the bathroom, he did not care at all I did not even talk to me, but let's maybe he was still tired I thought.

I can't think like that of him. Jeny must have taken some time to open her heart again to apologize to me, and that was a natural thing I thought. Hopefully our relationship will be back as good as ever, that's my only hope.

I accidentally didn't ask her, about picking up the kids from Mama's house, I thought that let Jeny herself take me to pick the kids up, and that was one way, and that was one way, let my wife Jeny open her voice for me, ah it turns out this way, when we prioritize love, rather than self-esteem and feelings, honestly I can't stand to be silenced like this, I actually can't stand being silent like this, mending I'm just chided, and it's better than silenced.

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After 2 weeks from Nela's house, somehow at the end of this, Jeny's body feels very bad.

Sometimes I like to get dizzy. Though according to the initial plan, after returning from Nela's house, Jeny intends to tell everything to her mother-in-law, about the problems that occur between her Typhoon and Nela, and she intends to file for divorce, and she intends to file for divorce, because it was the final decision.

But because his condition is a bit unhealthy, making him undo his intentions temporarily, before his body feels healthy again, fortunately his children are not too fussy, he said, even his children now play more often in his Oma house, he said at Oma's house a lot of friends. It is also not too careless about children, after all they are guarded with their own Oma, not others. Thought Jeny.

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''Honey, you why... ?''

Typhoon was shocked to see Jeny vomit in the bathroom.

Jeny did not answer the question from the Typhoon, had not had time to answer his stomach again felt rolled up, and again vomited.

Uuweeekk...

Jeny is still vomiting tampa care about the situation around.

''Oh my goodness, my dear, your face is high,,,!!" Typhoon took the water, and gave it to Jeny, after giving a drink to Jeny, then he carried Jeny to the room, because it seemed like Jeny looked very weak and lethargic, then lay Jeny on the bed.

Typhoon rubbed eucalyptus oil on the forehead of Jeny's neck and stomach, and Jeny just kept quiet and let Typhoon do it. Maybe Jeny caught a cold, Typhoon thought. Anyway let it feel warm if rubbed using eucalyptus oil.

''Udah pan, I'm fine, you don't have to bother so, later also delicious''. Not yet he closed his eyes, suddenly Jeny felt his stomach back nausea and wanted to vomit.

There is nothing else that can be removed, because it was out everything.it's just that the feeling of vomiting that arrived nyesek to the neck, it seems that can not be avoided. Geez, why is my stomach so nauseous, huh,,,? Inner Jeny.

''Honey, we go to the hospital, I'm afraid you why napa, your face shoots !''

Typhoon is very worried about the situation of Jeny, but it seems that Jeny does not want to be taken to the hospital.

''No need to pan, I don't want to. ''

Jeny tampa opened her eyes.

''But you're lemes so dear, I don't want you to be sick again like yesterday, at least you think of children, if you get sick kasian them, surely they are very worried about you, they are very worried about you, will I take you to the hospital...?'' again Typhoon persuaded his wife,

''If I say no, no, no,,,! You don't understand pan, do you,,,?'' Suddenly Jeny snapped at Typhoon, no matter what she meant, Typhoon was surprised why Jeny could be so cruel to him, but throughout their marriage, Jeny never spoke to her until he snapped and said as harshly to her, but why is Jeny tonight like that...?

Inner Typhoon.

Just about Typhoon lost control, and fortunately he quickly istighfar, otherwise... ?'' Then I don't know what's going to happen between him and Jeny.

O God, give me patience, to be more patient in facing my wife's attitude, the inner Typhoon.

''Yes already, if you do not want to, yes I can not mean you too, which surely I have tried to behave what is my duty, I am, it's up to you to judge me the way you do, but as a husband, of course I want what's best for my wife. Now, please just rest, if you need anything, you call me, then, I'm out first. ''

Typhoon moved from the room, he intended to make porridge for his wife, because Kasian also saw the condition of his wife who was again in such a weak state, let alone he knew very well, the nature of his wife, he said, if it is not too severe, Jeny does not want to show that he is sick, so Typhoon likes to be upset with Jeny, as if he is able to do it himself, tampa need help from others, so the cyclone likes to be upset with Jeny, even Jeny did not want to, if Typhoon hired ART to just ease his work in taking care of the household. Fortunately Typhoon is not too concerned about ART, the important thing is that his wife is safe and does not feel difficulties, when taking care of homework .

Jeny pov's

I was actually looking at Typhoon, I know Typhoon was trying to give the best attention for me, but unfortunately I did not appreciate the good intentions at all, I deliberately behaved like that, he said, to just make him hate me, so there is no regret if one day we part.

I admit, Typhoon is a good man, even he was honest and admitted his mistakes to me, but still, my heart was already disappointed in him, which is clear in the future, but still, my heart was already disappointed in him, I stay in my stance. I'm sorry, because it's upsetting you Typhoon.

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