HOLY LOVE ALESHA

Chapter Eighty Nine

Alesha and Kenzo enter a restaurant that is quite famous. They chose the VIP room to be more free to talk.

After ordering their food and drinks, Kenzo sat Khaira beside him and gave a snack for Khaira so that later he and Alesha could talk a little comfortably.

"Sister.I'm sorry" said Alesha.

"Sorry for what, Sha. Brother doesn't want to hear your apologies, brother wants all your explanations"

"Sister, what you want to know"

"Did you go because my mother asked"

"Not brother..."

"If it wasn't for mommy, what's the reason you left sister. Did Kenzo's brother make a mistake..."

"No brother. Big brother is so good, there's not a single mistake that you did to me"

"It's because you want to go back to Azril"

"No, sister, I told you that I only met Azril a week ago. I went from Singapore to Batam. I was accepted to one company, after five months in Batam I was mutated to Cirebon"

"So for five months you were in Batam"

"Yes, and a week ago the company I worked for, was working with Azril's company. That was the first time I met you"

"Why you never once tried to contact your brother, is that as afraid as you go back to Kenzo's brother. Do you know, Sha. Your faith. Just who are you. Can you survive. Khaira. Are you and Khaira healthy. And much more that big brother thinks about you, Sha. You never had the slightest intention to tell big brother, pretty big brother knows you're okay."

"Sister, I'm taking this action also for the common good..."

"Keep who 'em, Sha. Your kindness, or Azril's kindness"

"Sister.don't get me wrong. This has nothing to do with Azril's brother. I did it for the good of my brother. I don't want to if I choose to hang on with Kenzo's sister, Kenzo's relationship with both of her parents is strained."

"So you said 'if your departure has nothing to do with your mother. But now you're saying if it's for the good of your brother and mom's relationship.actually what happened, Sha. Don't make your sister think like that"

"Sister, I left because of my will. I can't choose to stay with my sister. Because for me Khaira is the main one. Mami asked me to choose between Kenzo and Khaira, so I left my sister because it was my choice"

"Why did you make your own decision, Sha. You should be honest with your brother. We can find a solution and talk all about it with papi and mami. Is it true, if you never loved me, Sha. So you easily left me. As long as you live with me, you can't fill your heart with my name. There is not a single hint of your love for me"

"Sister, I'm sorry"

"Already, Sha. No need to apologize. This is all my fault. I think with our togetherness all this time you will learn and try to love me. I think with my great love for you will make you also slowly love me. But I was wrong, Sha. My sacrifice and love for you all this time can't open your heart to be able to carve my name"

"Sister.I'm really sorry"

"There's nothing wrong, Sha. Love cannot be forced. From now on you can pursue your love, Sha. Brother won't tie you up again. As you heard from Mom, we're officially divorced. Later brother give her divorce deed. But can you ask for something, Sha'

"See what, brother"

"May brother remain his daddy Khaira. Can you visit Khaira when you're kangen"

"Of course you can, brother. Because at any time for Khaira, brother remains his daddy."

Kenzo looked at his side. Looks like Khaira is eating her fries. Kenzo lifts Khaira's body to the table.

"Can..."

"Khaira wants to be daddy's son"

"You.." said Khaira while holding Kenzo's cheeks.

"Daddy dear Khaira, what Khaira dear daddy...."

"Khaira also loves daddy." said Khaira and kissed Kenzo's cheek.

Kenzo hugged Khaira, hugged her in the thigh and kissed the entire part on Khaira's face.

"Khaira, daddy's little daughter. It is getting more beautiful and smart. Daddy still remembers when you were a baby and slept in a daddy's arms. Daddy always misses when it's going to happen again" Kenzo muttered

Alesha could not help her tears hearing Kenzo's words. He recalled the time when Kenzo also had to stay up late to take care of Khaira.

"Sister, I will never forget all your kindness and sacrifice. You are always there when I am in trouble. But maybe it's our destiny that can't live together. I don't want to be selfish, I also have to think about your happiness. Since you may not continue to bond with me, you also deserve a woman who loves you. Because I will never be able to give you my love, brother. It's too bad if I keep on with you but never give you my love, you're a good man, and deserve a good woman who loves you with all her soul. Because my love remains only for someone, as strong and hard as I try to erase my love. Because it's embedded in my deepest heart"

After eating 'em, Alesha drove Kenzo to her apartment. Arriving at the parking lot, Kenzo did not get out of Alesha's car.

"Sha, I can come visit you to meet Khaira"

"Can, sis. I told you earlier, whenever you want to see Khaira you can meet her"

"Then, can you ask for your mobile number and address"

Alesha took her wallet and gave her business card.

"If Kenzo's brother wants to meet Khaira can call me first, let me pick up brother if brother doesn't know the way to my house...."

"Alright, Sha. Khaira, daddy come home first. Tomorrow we meet again. Daddy dear Khaira"

"Yes daddy..."

"Be careful, Sha...."

"Yes brother. Thank you"

Kenzo kissed Khaira on the cheek and he got out of the car waving his hand.

Khaira also waved her hand. Alesha slowly runs her car leaving the parking area.

After Alesha's car disappears Kenzo enters her apartment building.

"Maybe it's best for me and for you too, Sha. I hope my love starts to erode so there's no more pain. Because if I force you to stay by my side, we'll be just as hurt."

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