HOLY LOVE ALESHA

Chapter Thirty Six S2

In the morning, my mother will return to the apartment where she used to stay if she went to Jakarta. Kenzo's apartment he used to live in with Alesha.

Mama just said goodbye to Hanna. Mama was surprised to see Hanna's puffy eyes.

"Why eyes. Are you crying from the night. You had a fight with Kenzo"

"No ma. I just thought of Diego"

"Here you go, Mama will take care of it. Mama wants to say goodbye first. Tomorrow my mom will come again. Mama called Diego. He said he would return to Jakarta today or tomorrow. If Diego's been at home, let's tell mama"

"Yes, ma. Be careful"

After mom's departure, Hanna heads to the kitchen. It makes warm milk. His stomach was sore from the night he had not eaten.

Kenzo sleeps in his study outside and sees Hanna drinking.

Kenzo approached Hanna and sat down in front of her.

"Hanna forgive me. I never meant to hurt your heart"

"But you did hurt my heart, brother"

"I don't want to happen again. I don't want Diego to part with the one he loves."

"Why are you doing this to me, brother. Why have you been pretending to love me all this time. Sick, after knowing all this time I was just clapping one hand. I realized that when you were married, you didn't love me. But I think our twenty years together can change how you feel. Turns out no, your heart was closed and you buried it with Alesha's body. What's my fault, brother...."

"You're not wrong, Hanna...."

"I was wrong.yes I loved you wrong. I was wrong to hope that one day you'll love me too."

Hanna could no longer hold back her tears. Kenzo stood up and hugged Hanna.

"Sorry, Hanna. I don't think you're gonna get hurt like this. I've been trying to love you. I've tried not to hurt women. But I still made the mistake of hurting your heart. You know, all this time I've been trying to be a good husband"

"You're not a good husband. But you're just trying to be the best daddy. Maybe for Diego you're his best daddy, but not for me. You're not the best husband"

Hanna could no longer hold back all her words. He is too disappointed by Kenzo's actions that hid Diego's marriage.

Hanna stood up and let go of Kenzo's embrace. He walked into the room. Before entering, he said.

"Let me alone, brother. Give me some time to think, where will our marriage be. I'm tired of having to fight on my own"

After that Hanna goes in and leaves Kenzo alone.

"I hurt Alesha's feelings by forcing her to stay by my side even though I knew she never loved me. And this time I also hurt Hanna by pretending to love her...."

Kenzo pulled his hair in frustration and he sat on the sofa of the family room.

"Again I have hurt women's hearts. I have tried to do my best. I never felt like I hurt Hanna. I've tried to be the best husband. If you want to leave, I won't arrest you, Hanna. I don't want to make the same mistake, I used to hold Alesha to stay with me. But this time I'll set you free if that's what's going to make you happy"

Kenzo walked into his study after a moment of silence. He tried to get rid of his guilt by doing the office work he brought home.

In the afternoon, Diego and Khaira arrive at Diego's house. Azril's out of town. Khaira wants to stay.

Diego asked auntie where daddy and mom were. Auntie said that Hanna was in the room from the morning and didn't come out. Khaira who heard from auntie that Hanna had not eaten from lunch became worried.

Hanna was shocked to see Khaira standing in front of her. Diego went to see his daddy. She has gotten a message from daddy if Hanna has found out about her wedding.

Diego did not say anything to Khaira, he was afraid Khaira would not be invited to stay if he knew Hanna who was angry and disappointed with his daddy.

"Mami, why are you crying" Khaira said and crouched down in front of Hanna clasping her hands.

Hanna brushed off Khaira's hand and threw her face away. Khaira is shocked by what Hanna did.

"Mommy, are you mad at me"

"Come out.mami don't want to talk and meet who"

"Mommy, I'm sorry if I'm wrong." said Khaira with tears that could not be held. Khaira stood up from her squat.

"Mommy.I just want to say that I love my mom as much as my mom. If I do make a mistake, you can punish me but don't let me be like this"

"Come Khaira. Do you not understand my words" cried Mami.

Diego who was about to go into the room heard his mami's screams became startled.

"Mami, why did Mami expel Khaira"

"You too, come out. Mommy wants to be alone"

"Mommy, if mommy wants to be angry. Get angry with me or daddy. Khaira is innocent. From the beginning he had been advocating to say everything to mami. But it was me and daddy who wanted to hide it. So you're wrong to be mad at Khaira"

"You and daddy are the same. You'll do anything for Khaira. It is hearted that you only have Khaira. Never thought of mom's feelings"

Khaira looked at Diego , asking for an explanation of his words.

"Mommy already knows about our marriage" Diego said

"Mami.forgive me" said Khaira quietly.

Khaira held her head which was very painful.

"Come out." said Mami again.

"Mommy, I understand how Mom feels. Mami must be disappointed because we lied to mami"

"You'll never understand me if you're not in my position right now" said Mami still in a loud voice.

Khaira felt her body weak. Diego who saw Khaira almost fell right into her arms. Khaira finally faints in Diego's arms.

"Mommy outrageous. I told you Khaira wants me and daddy to be honest. She always thinks of mom. My mom still blames him. Look, he must have been surprised that my mother scolded him to faint"

After saying that Diego carried Khaira's body towards his room.

Kenzo who saw it followed Diego's steps. Diego asks Kenzo to call their family doctor.

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