HOLY LOVE ALESHA

Chapter Fifty Eight.

Alesha sat down after she confirmed Kenzo had come out of her room. He held his stomach.

"Oh my God .what should I do. I don't want to make Kenzo sad anymore, but I can't marry him either. I don't want Kenzo to regret all his decisions. I hate you so much, Azril. What's my fault, why would you do all this to me. Father, mother.what should I do. I want to share my story with you, but I don't want it to be a burden on you. I don't want to marry Azeil's sister either. I'm very disappointed in him"

Alesha tried to close her eyes, but she could not fall asleep. His stomach is hungry. Alesha came out of her room towards the kitchen. He saw Kenzo sleeping on the sofa near the living room.

Alesha crouched down beside Kenzo's body and rubbed the man's handsome face.

"Why are you too good with me, brother. I became afraid of all your kindness, I was afraid later when I was comfortable with you, you left me" murmured Alesha. He picked up a blanket and covered Kenzo's body.

Kenzo opened his eyes and looked at Alesha who was enveloping her body.

"Where are you going" Kenzo said, sitting down.

"Sorry brother, I'm disturbing Kenzo's sleep"

"Sha, where are you going" Kenzo repeated

"I'm not where my brother is. I was hungry and I made some jam bread"

"You're hungry.kakak masakin ya. What do you want, Sha"

"No need brother, I've eaten bread. Why do you sleep here. Not in the room"

"I'm afraid you're silent leave me, Sha"

Hearing Kenzo's words, Alesha could no longer stem her tears.

"Sha.why crying."

"Sister.." said Lesha hugging Kenzo's body.

"I promise I'll never leave my sister. I'm not leaving unless my brother asks me to go"

"You promised me, Sha"

"Yes, brother. I-i promise.

Kenzo hugged Alesha's body tightly and peeked at her head.

"Tomorrow for milk for our baby, Sha. Let him be healthy"

Alesha just nodded her head. He doesn't know what to say.

"Sister I promise from today I'll give up all my life for Kenzo's brother. I will make you keep smiling, I will not let any more sadness in your eyes. I will try to love Kenzo with all my heart...."

Alesha went into her room and asked Kenzo to also sleep in the room.

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In the morning Alesha woke up and smelled a very fragrant aroma. He washed his face and went to the kitchen. He saw Kenzo cooking.

"Good morning, brother"

"Good morning Alesha..."

"Sir Kenzo cook what, very fragrant. Get to the room smells"

"Silver cook seafood fried noodles. You like it, Sha"

"Like brother.I'm so hungry"

"Wait a minute... Sha finished our breakfast to Jakarta. You stay at my sister's apartment. We're gonna get fittings tomorrow"

"Yes sis..."

"It's his fried noodles, ready to make at dinner. Eat that much huh, Sha"

"I'll be fat if you eat a lot of food"

"I'm the bed...."

"You, Sha. Coulda..."

"So, I don't eat, I'm just watching me eat"

"I'm not full when I see you eat greedily"

"So I don't have to eat, otherwise I won't eat either."

"Sapain yes..."

"Here I'm a bribe"

Kenzo sat next to Alesha. They ate a plate of both. After finishing the meal, Alesha and Kenzo took a bath. They will return to Jakarta.

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Azril was still looking for information on Alesha's whereabouts. Almost every day he stopped by Alesha's apartment.

"Where are you, Sha. I can't forgive myself if you haven't forgiven my mistakes. Every time your father asks you, I feel more guilty. I was supposed to take care of you, but I ruined you... I don't know Sha, why I always hurt and hurt your heart"

Alesha and Kenzo are on their way to Jakarta. Along the way Alesha was silent and pensive. His eyes continued on the streets.

Kenzo grabbed Alesha's hand and placed it on her thigh.

"What are you thinking" muttered Kenzo

"There's no brother... "

"Why do you look so moody. You don't like us going to Jakarta..."

"Sister.i'm afraid"

"What are you afraid of ..."

"I'm afraid I'll remember that night"

"The doctor said, you're much better. You've never been delirious again and wake up in the middle of the night again"

While in the villa, Alesha is always accompanied by a psychologist . Every morning and evening he continued therapy to heal his trauma to the abuse committed by Azril.

This week the therapy has been stopped . Because the doctor said that Alesha had recovered from her trauma. Kenzo takes Alesha back to Jakarta.

"Sha.later after marriage, we settled in Singapore. My brother will work in a papi company. Sister's business here so that later Dita managed. Every now and then we go to Jakarta to make a business check. You want it, Sha"

"Yes, sister. I'll go where my sister goes"

"Thank you, Sha"

"Thank you for what, brother"

"Thank you for accepting your sister as your life partner"

"Sister, I should be the one to thank . Because you want to accept me as your wife. I have many shortcomings"

"Sha.kakak will later after we get married, we will open up to each other, there are no lies. If there's one brother, you have to say it so that brother can change it. Because of the rift and destruction in a relationship because there are lies and lies"

"I also hope Kenzo can be honest if I make a mistake. Don't shut up. Let me change to a better one"

"Yes, Sha"

Kenzo kissed Lesha's hand which he held. Alesha smiled.

"I hope you will love me with all your heart Lesha. I want us to love each other, not just me. I want to live with you forever. There is no other person in your heart but my name. I know it's selfish, but sometimes love has to be selfish. I don't want my love to be divided. Although I know that you still have the name Azril in your heart, but I believe love will come and grow if we are always together. "

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