HOLY LOVE ALESHA

Chapter Twenty Seven

It has been almost a month since Azril left Alesha in Bandung. He contacted his father yesterday asking for news.

Azril's father said that the mother had recovered as usual. Azril also asked Alesha. Father said Alesha had returned to Jakarta three days ago after receiving their divorce papers.

Azril entered the usual guest room Alesha occupied, he sat at the bedside looking at the entire room Alesha.

Azril opened the wardrobe, there were still a lot of Alesha clothes. He kissed Alesha's clothes which still left the fragrance of Alesha's perfume.

Azril saw that there was a drawer in the room closet, he opened it and saw that there was a small diary book. Azril picked it up and took the book to the living room.

Azril opened it and there was Alesha's handwriting.

"Lord, tonight I see Brother Azril hugging and kissing sister Tiara. This heart hurts so much, although I know there is no love in the heart of Azril for me but this heart still cannot accept Azril's sister who has sex with other women. Was I wrong if I was jealous and angry, wasn't Azril my husband. Lord, strengthen my heart to remain patient until You turn my heart of Azril"

Azril rubbed his tears that feltlessly down his cheeks.

"I'm sorry Lesha, because I always make you cry. Though I once promised, I will not let a tear fall down your cheek" murmured Azril

Azril opened the diary again.

"Lord, I again saw with my own eyes how Brother Azril treated Kk Tiara gently, different from myself. Azril has always been rude to me. Not only words but sometimes Azril also hurt my physique. With Brother Tiara, he was so gentle. I want Azril's brother to act the same way to me. Azril was very gentle and dear to me as he did to Kak Tiara. But since our marriage, brother Azril changed. God, is it wrong that I accepted this marriage. I've rejected her many times but my mother's father begged me to accept. But Azril always accused me of forcing my father and mother. Father, mother pray I am strong and patient to face Brother Azril so that I can maintain this household "

Azril took a rough breath and rubbed his face.

"I always blamed Lesha for this marriage, but she was also a victim. He was forced to accept this marriage because of coercion from his father and mother. I was so angry that blinded my heart, I didn't hear Alesha's defense in the least. I just kept hurting her heart and physique as an outlet for my resentment over our marriage"

Azril opened the diary again.

"Tonight I again watched Brother Azril and Brother Tiara making out, my heart ached. I felt like I wanted to go up to them and slap them, were they nowhere but in the apartment. Did Brother Azril want to kill myself slowly with this attitude of his. Lord, if Azril is destined for me, make him aware of my presence. But if he's not the best mate for me, make my heart willing to let him go. God, this chest is already tight every time I see Brother Azril making out in front of me. I'm also an ordinary human being with a heart, I can also feel anger and hurt seeing his attitude towards me"

Azril took his breath back. He sensed how he used to be so outrageous about Alesha.

"You have every right to be angry with Lesha, I'm a loser. I flattered without thinking about your feelings"

Azril opened the next sheet.

"Lord Azril was really outrageous, he could throw money at me in front of Kak Tiara. Azril really did make me hurt and ashamed. Am I wrong if I am angry at Tiara Sis who is without permission to use my stuff. But Lord, I am actually angry at Brother Azril and Kak Tiara, I told Kak Tiara if it must have ethics if you want to use people's goods, you know, though Lord I wanted to tell Sister Tiara that if Azril's brother was mine, he was my husband, he should have been self-conscious. And so should Brother Azril have little respect for me as his wife. God, I want to catch up with papi and mami. I wanted to scream, why would papi and mami leave me alone, nowhere would I complain. I also want to feel like telling father and mother if Azril's brother has gone too far, he could say if I should be self-conscious instead of his sister Tiara. Is there not the slightest love or affection for Azril. Is it so great that he hates me. Why would he do this to me, God. I want to end this marriage immediately. But I'm afraid your father and mother will be disappointed. Lord, show me what path I must take... "

Azril recalls the night he threw money in Alesha's face.

"I've gone too far to hurt Lesha. Hopefully later Lesha gets a good man who really loves her. I don't deserve Lesha "lyrih Azril.

Azril wanted to open the diary again. But it was canceled because he heard the sound of his apartment bell. Azril returned Lesha's diary to the closet and after that he opened the door.

Azril was shocked to see the person standing in front of the door of his apartment.

"May I enter brother, there is something I want to take and talk to Brother Azril"

"Please." said Azril nervously.

Lesha enters the apartment and sits on the living room sofa. He took a piece of paper from his bag. It was a divorce deed.

"This is her deed brother. From now on we are no longer tied to marriage. Sorry if during our wedding, I can't be the wife you want me to be. "

"I'm the one who should be apologizing Lesha "mumbled Azril

"I just wanted to give you this marriage certificate, brother. I also want to get my things left behind. Because there's no point in making Azril all my stuff. "

Alesha then stood up and entered the room she used to live in during her stay in this apartment.

"You live where Lesha is. Or you alone live in this apartment, let brother Azril who is looking for another place to live. Brother Azril can't give you anything as your ex-husband, just this apartment that brother has. This can do you"

"No need brother, I've been looking for a contract"

"Lesha, forgive Azril"

"I've forgiven all of Azril's fault" Lesha said as she put in one by one her remaining clothes and belongings.

"How are you"

"Alhamdulillah is well, why did Sister Azril tell her everything with mother" muttered Lesha

"I can't lie to you "

"But Azril need not say everything. Oh yes brother there are items and my clothes stay a little, do not fit anymore. Azril sister can burn or throw it away. Thank ye. I say goodbye" said Lesha as she pulled out two suitcases filled with her clothes and belongings.

"Lesha, may Brother Azril embrace you"

"Of course, sister, I also want to hug brother. . "say Lesha and immediately hugged Azril tightly. Lesha could no longer hold back her tears. He was crying in Azril's arms. Azril felt his clothes wet with Lesha's tears. Azril loosened his embrace and wiped away Alesha's tears.

"Sister Azril hope there will be no more tears flowing down your cheeks. Brother Azril apologized for making you cry so much "

"Sister Azril" Lesha said back to embrace the body of the man who until this moment still loved very much.

"Sir Azril, until this moment you are still enthroned in my heart. I have not been able to lose my love for you. You still fill the space in my heart"

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