HOLY LOVE ALESHA

The Hundred and Seventeen Chapter

Khaira approached Azril who continued to rest in front of Alesha's body.

"But why is mommy's face closed" said Khaira made Azril again sit upright.

"Mommy has gone, dear" said Azril, who held on to Khaira, making mourners who saw her unable to hold back tears.

"Mommy went where. There's still mommy..."

"Mommy has been picked up by its creator. Khaira could see mommy as much as she could now, before mommy was buried"

"How long did mommy go"

"Make forever dear"

"I mean, mommy's not coming back..."

"Yes dear"

"No, mommy can't go. Khaira wants to come with mommy" cried Khaira hysterically and immediately hugged Alesha.

Khaira opens the body cloth of Alesha. He kissed all over Alesha's face.

"Mommy wakes up, mommy wakes up. Mommy don't go. I'm coming with.mommy" said Khaira shaking Alesha's body.

Kenzo and Hanna approach Khaira. And Hanna took Khaira into her arms.

"Khaira darling, can't be so boy. Khaira must be willing to let go of mommy's departure. Let mommy calm down." said Hanna as she sobbed

"Mommy, why don't you wake up..."

"Mommy's gone and mommy's gonna be buried soon"

"Like a grandfather.it's buried with soil"

"Yes, honey..."

"No.mommy should not be buried. Poor mommy."

"But it is God's will, we must be able to accept"

"So Khaira no more mommy..."

"There's still mom..."

"Khaira wants mommy. Don't leave Khaira"

Azril took Khaira into his arms. He could not hold back his tears anymore. He promised not to cry anymore.

Kenzo holds Khaira to persuade her. Khaira who had been tired of crying fell asleep in Kenzo's sling.

When Alesha's body will be bathed, Azril and the mother also bathe Alesha.

"Honey, this is the last time you were bathed. I will remember this moment forever. I hope you're there happy. You no longer feel pain. Relax there, and pray brother is also stoic here. You're happy there, but brother here will feel a sadness that won't know until when this brother will feel."

Azril rubbed Alesha's body gently while bathing. Mother did the same.

"Go quietly, son. You'll regroup with your papi and your mama. If you meet dad tell dad, mom already misses dad a lot. Why did you take so long to pick up mom. Why did you pick you up first, you should have been picked up by me instead of you"

Akhirnya bunda tak bisa lagi menahan air matanya. Ia terduduk dilantai dengan pakaian yang basah.

Hanna lifted her body and swept it into the room.

"Hanna. Why do the people you love all leave you. Mother is ready to follow the father, but why Alesha the father picked up. Mother feels like giving up, but mother remembers there are children Alesha and Azril who must be guarded. Mother of earlier had been holding back so that these tears did not fall, mother wanted to look strong in the eyes of Azril. But you can't.." isak mama.

"Mother, if you want to cry. Don't hold it. That's not good for your health"

Mother crying in Hanna's arms. Alesha's body has been bathed. Time to forgive. Mother came out of Kamr after wiping her tears.

Before Alesha's face was covered in a shroud, her mother kissed her. Azril's turn is against Alesha.

Khaira, who was in Kenzo's arms, came down to approach her mommy's body.

"Bapi, why is mommy's face covered up. Poor mommy, don't be evil papi"

"Darling, papi's not evil. It had to be done to take away mommy" said Hanna

"Honey, you kissed mommy son.before mommy was buried and Khaira could not see mommy again forever" Azril said.

"Mommy, why mommy sleeps so much. Khaira dear mommy. Daddy said, mommy will go to a beautiful place in the sky, mommy will still be able to see Khaira from up there. And if Khaira misses mommy, Khaira can see stars, because one of those stars is mommy..."

Azril hugged Khaira and asked her to immediately kiss Alesha on the cheek. After Khaira kissed Alesha's cheek, Alesha's body was closed.

The body was sholated in the funeral home of the fi imami by Azril directly. Azril with the restraining cry led the prayer of the corpse.

After the disholatkan Alesha's body put into the coffin. Mr. Ustad recited a prayer. Azril also apologized to all mourners if Alesha had any faults.

After that, Alesha's body was lifted into the ambulance. Azril and Khaira get into the ambulance.

Along the way Khaira always shed her tears, she always asks why her mommy should go.

"But, did mommy not love Khaira, why did mommy leave Khaira"

"Mommy Khaira loves you very much, son. But God loves mommy more, he wants to meet mommy, so mommy is called"

"Why God doesn't call Khaira, doesn't God love Khaira"

"Don't say that, son, if Khaira also leaves papi. Papi won't be able to do it anymore"

The ambulance stopped at a public cemetery. Kenzo and Azril as well as Dita and Farrel's husband raise a coffin to the grave that Alesha will occupy.

Mother embraced Hanna walking. Khaira was in Dita's arms.

Until the grave, Mr. Ustad returned to lead the prayer. Azril and Kenzo and a grave digger entered the burrow to welcome Alesha's body.

Azril tried Lesha's body. Khaira kept crying to see her mommy put in the grave.

Azril and Kenzo came up from the burrow. The gravediggers begin to lower the ground to cover Alesha's corpse.

Azril was already unable to hold his body. Finally he sat on the ground to see Alesha's body begin to be buried.

Khaira who saw her mommy buried thrashed from Dita's sling and ran towards Azril who was sitting on the ground.

"But, don't bury mommy. Poor momny. Mommy would cry from the pain. Mommy must be scared. Papi bans it, papi." said Khaira in tears.

Azril could only hug Khaira . Put him to the chest.

"Darling, mommy's gone.." That's all Azril said.

Mother who was in the arms of Hanna finally fell unconscious as soon as Alesha's body was covered entirely with earth.

Kenzo and Arjuna then lifted the body and lay down in the car.

"Papi.please mommy" said Khaira shook Azril's body to prevent workers from covering Alesha's body.

After all, Azril asked Khaira to sprinkle flowers on the grave. He put a photo of Alesha who was brought by the mother near the tombstone.

"Papi, later if Khaira miss mommy how. Is mommy gonna get out of that land and meet up with Khaira"

Azril could only hug Khaira, without answering her question. Azril sprinkled flowers while holding back her tears.

"Darling, good-bye. May you calm down there . I will never see your smile again. Honey, why did you leave us so soon. I don't know what to answer to Khaira's question. It's a shame that brother would be able to survive without you. God, give me patience and fortitude so I can face all of this"

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