HOLY LOVE ALESHA

Chapter Twenty Three

Anyone can teach me how to let go of someone without missing him again

Can anyone teach me how to let go of someone without remembering it

Can anyone teach me how to control these feelings

Instead I will teach you what it feels like to love without having to have

And I will tell you how hurt this heart is when our loved ones are fighting for another heart.

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Alesha was sitting pensively when father came to her house.

"Lesha, what are you doing" my father said when he saw Lesha sitting on the living room couch.

"Dad, what's up.. "

"Let's go to the house, son. There's a lawyer who will take care of your divorce with Azril"

"Dad, do I have to come see that lawyer. Didn't Azril already approve of our divorce. He'll sign the divorce papers"

"You should also look and read the contents of the divorce papers, son"

"Dad, I believe in my father and brother Azril. I'm handing it all over with Azril.. "

"You sure don't want to talk to a lawyer, son.. "

"No, Dad... "

"But I want you to talk to the lawyer directly, let's be clear"

"Alright, Dad.. "

Alesha followed the father to Azril's parents' house.

Arriving at home already sat a lawyer, Azril and mother. Alesha came in and sat down beside her. Alesha clasped her hand for strength.

"O Lord, I beg of You, strengthen my heart.Stand my stand to remain parted with Brother Azril, this is for the good of all."

The lawyer and Azril spoke seriously, Lesha only heard. Azril asked him as a plaintiff so that the divorce could end soon.

Azril handed everything to the lawyer, saying no mediation was needed. He wants it decided in a week. So that he does not go back to Bandung.

The lawyer promised that everything would go quickly, because Azril as a plaintiff and Alesha as a defendant was the same as wanting the divorce.

After talking to the lawyer Azril immediately entered the room without looking at what else to talk to Alesha.

"Oh my God, I know it's all my fault. I have made Alesha suffer and hurt all this time. Maybe by letting go of Alesha I can make up for all my mistakes first. Alesha deserves a better man than me. May Alesha be happy... "

Azril fell asleep while closing his eyes with his arm. He took his breath.

Alesha, after talking to the lawyer, also returned home. Alesha went home to take money and went to the nearest super market shopping for her needs while in Bandung.

Alesha re-activated her phone which from yesterday was turned off. There were a lot of missed calls from Kenzo and Dita.

Alesha then contacted Dita. There was a continuous tone and greeted by the sound of Dita's bells

"Lesha. crazy Lu ya. go without saying goodbye and mobile phone use is killed anyway"

"I'm sorry, I left without a plan."

"Where Lu was taken Azril ran away, the Boss heard Lu was taken away Azril so urinated, afraid that he would not come back again"

"What the hell are you talking about. I went to Bandung, I have something to take care of"

"Urus.. Lu honeymoon... "

"What "

"Dita, let's talk about it. I'm not budek"

"Didn't you look good yesterday, I thought you guys were going on your honeymoon straight away. Why should you part, don't you love Azril so much"

"Much of what I'm considering. I have to keep a lot of hearts from getting hurt."

"And you sacrificed yourself for that man.. "

"We cannot be selfish. I can slowly rearrange my heart after this separation. Wasn't it from the beginning of the marriage that Azril never loved me either. I have also prepared myself for this farewell, for I am sure this will happen also in our marriage. "

"I don't know what to say about Lesha, I just pray that if this is the best thing for you, then let it all go"

"Thank you, Dita. Yes, yes, I want to cook.. "

"May this be the right decision for you. Patient ones, my dear... "

Alesha turned off her cell phone. He went into the kitchen and started cooking chicken dishes. After all, Alesha prepared a bowl for the mother.

Alesha walked into the house without knocking first. Because he was used to going in and out of Azril's house.

Azril was watching in the living room.

"Mother, there's sister"

"No, mom's dad's out"

"Oh, this is an opor. I put it in the serving hood on the dining table, brother.. "

"Yes.. "

"Sister, I'll say goodbye first... "

"Tomorrow I'll go back to Jakarta. I've signed our divorce papers and the lawyer promised that all the proceedings would go fast. As you wish, I will divorce you and as soon as the divorce papers come out, I will marry Tiara"

"It's up to Azril, because if we're separated, whatever Azril's going to do doesn't need my consideration and approval"

"It turns out you are very cruel, Lesha "lyrih Azril. Alesha could hear it.

"Sir, why did Azril say I was cruel"

"You never gave me a chance to change and prove that I really love you "

"Sister, I have been patient and given Brother Azril time during our two months of marriage, but Brother Azril never showed if Brother Azril wanted this marriage. There are limits, including patience. Maybe we are not meant to be husband and wife.. "

"I don't know what to say Lesha is because you're sure of your decision.I'll be back tomorrow. Do you want to come with me. "

"I still want to be here, brother. I waited until the divorce papers came out. Didn't the lawyer promise that within fourteen days all could be done. So instead of me having to go back and forth I waited for the divorce papers, just returned to Jakarta "

"Are you looking forward to parting ways and ending all of Lesha "

"Sister Azril don't act as if Azril's brother was the victim, Azril knew for himself that I wasn't the victim here. Isn't this what Azril wanted long ago. Why am I to blame. If Azril's brother is in my position how. What Azril sister can survive a day with the treatment and attitude of Azril brother all this time to me. I've tried to be patient, and this is the limit of my patience. I have told Azril many times, if I can forgive all the mistakes of Azril, as long as Azril does not have sex. Because to me it was a fatal mistake. I can't forgive any more of that"

After saying that Lesha left without waiting for an answer from Azril.

Azril pulled her hair in frustration..

"this is indeed your fault Azril, is not it true that Lesha said if you want this divorce once, why when Lesha granted it, you even accused him of being wrong. "

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