HOLY LOVE ALESHA

Chapter Thirty Nine

Alesha calls mom and dad for dinner. Azril also followed the dinner.

When they had dinner, Kenzo came in. He went straight to the mini bar table where they had dinner.

"Good night everyone"

"Sister, eat all of you. I'm sorry I ate first, I'm afraid dad and mom are hungry"

"Not what, Sha" said Kenzo while shuffling Alesha's hair.

"sister wants to eat, I take it.... "

"Later on, I had a meal earlier with a client." said Kenzo who was standing next to Alesha. The seats in the mini bar are only four.

"Sir Kenzo wants to try, delicious loh" Lesha said as she thrust the rice and side dishes on her spoon into Kenzo's mouth.

Azril looked without a blink as Lesha fed Kenzo.

"You again. "the word Lesha again thrust the spoon into Kenzo's mouth.

"Already, Sha. Later when hungry I eat deh" said Kenzo, because he saw the eyes of Azril who continued to look towards him and Lesha.

"Dad, mother. Azril, do you want to add too.... "

"Later dad will add, dad used to be on this plate first"

"No Sha, my brother is full"

"It's not good with my cooking"

"Boyou, Sha. Your cooking is always good, according to Azril's tongue"

After dinner, Azril chatted briefly with Kenzo and Alesha. After the clock showed Azril nine o'clock and Kenzo pamit.

Azril and Kenzo step out together from Lesha's apartment. Kenzo invites Azril to stop by his apartment. They talked about Azril and Alesha's relationship.

"You've been with Lesha." muttered Azril.

"Do you think Lesha will be that quick to forget you and replace with another man"

"I hope that if you have a relationship later, you can give happiness to Lesha "

"I will definitely try my best to make Lesha smile and happy always if she has become my lover. But baby, I'm not sure he can accept me as soon as possible.You and Lesha have known each other since fifteen years, and have always been together the last ten years. Do you think Alesha will be able to easily forget your togetherness"

"I also cannot forget our togetherness" said Azril

"Why did you hurt her if you couldn't forget and let go of her"

"I don't know why I was so stupid, and why I always hurt her when she became my wife. In the past, I was the one who was the most angry at anyone who had hurt her heart. And I would do anything so that he would never be sad and cry. But when I became her husband, I was the one who hurt her the most and I was the cause of her every cry"

"You're sorry.... "

"Of course, when I realized that, I wanted to feel like I was hitting and killing myself. That's why when he asked for a divorce, I granted it. Maybe Alesha and someone else will judge what I'm doing because I don't love her. But in reality I granted Lesha's divorce because I loved her too much. I don't want him to keep hurting if he's with me. Although I didn't want this divorce at first, but I finally thought it was the best way for us, so that I could see her happy even though she wasn't with me "

"If you do love Alesha, why don't you fight to get sorry from her.... "

"I don't want to keep tying him.Let time later that will prove, whether we really love each other and mate. Because if we are a match, God will definitely meet and unite us again. I don't want it if I force it together, it will be overshadowed by the fear of betrayal I committed. Lesha will always be suspicious. If in the household there is no free trust."

"I don't have any other choice. And I also want to teach Tiara a lesson, if a relationship that is carried out because of coercion and that started because of cheating will never have happiness in it. So that he realizes his mistake is willing to do everything possible so that his desire is wrong. That's why I only married her in series, so that I could divorce her at any time.... "

"That's the same as playing with a marriage"

"I have no other way to make Tiara aware someday"

"You've known Tiara for a long time"

"Nearly three years, since I first worked at that company"

"When you get to know Tiara, do you get close"

"Not until then did he still have a lover"

"You knew Tiara's lover before you"

"No.... "

"You know Tiara's lifestyle all along"

"What do you mean, Kenzo "

"I'm sorry I didn't want to vilify Tiara, because she's now your wife anyway. Tiara, a very free woman. Because no family can watch over him. The aunt is far away, so are the other brothers"

"I don't know that. And I also don't feel offended you say that, because frankly I used to be a little free with her even though we didn't have sex"

"You know, Ril. You're the stupidest guy I've ever known. Obviously Lesha is more everything than Tiara, but you're wasting it. ..."

"I'm such a fool..... "

"I'm talking to you, actually just trying to tell you that I love Lesha and I want to have a more serious relationship with Lesha. I want you to never stand in my way again, like you used to do to me. If I had known you weren't Alesha's sister, I probably wouldn't have wanted to stay away from her. Because from the past until this second, my love for Lesha never faded. I want to conquer his heart. I want only my name in his heart."

"If you really want to be in a relationship with Lesha, I as a sister remind you. Don't ever hurt Lesha, because you'll come face to face with me if you hurt her.... "

"I wouldn't hurt and leave Lesha if she would accept my love. But I ask that if I'm already her lover, I don't want you to get too close to her. Although I know you love Lesha, but I don't want Lesha to falter if you're still around"

"I'll try but I can't promise. You know not if me and Lesha have lived together for ten years. It's hard for me to be really far from him.... "

"What this means is that you will try to approach Alesha again"

"Don't be afraid of Kenzo, right now I'm only close as a brother and sister.... "

"Hopefully so, because I would never back down and just hand Lesha over if she had accepted my love. But if he really prefers you, I won't stop him either. Because of all the choices I leave to Alesha "

"Sorry Kenzo, because I can't promise to stay away from Alesha. Because I was determined to start approaching Alesha again so that she could trust me again and could love me again without a doubt. I let go of Alesha so that she can heal her wounds, after she is no longer injured I will try to reach her heart again. But I'm gonna compete with you in a gentle way, Kenzo. Let Alesha alone choose between you and me"

After the clock shows ten o'clock in the evening Azril pamphit.

From Kenzo's apartment, instead of Azril straight home. He stopped by the nightclub. He doesn't want to go home. He wants to spend the night outside the house. He wanted to avoid Tiara.

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