
HAYKAL AZRIL ANSA is a tall, white and very handsome man.
Anyone who sees her will surely fall in love with me.
I'm ALESHA ZAHRA, an orphan girl who lives next door. Both my parents died in an accident ten years ago.
Since then, I have lived alone in my parents' house. Lucky both my parents left enough deposits. So that with interest deposits can make my life needs.
When my parents were alive, my mother always taught me household chores, even when they helped me at home.
Mother always said, if one day I would need the cooking skills she always taught me. It was evident when I was left, I could cook for myself.
Even though my parents were gone, I never lacked affection. Both of Azril's parents loved me as much as their own children. Sometimes it's more dear to me than Azril.
Azril once joked with his parents by saying
"Dad, mother, actually your biological child I'm what Alesha is why you always defend her from me"
Azril and I are five years old. All the boys in my school no one dared to approach me, they were afraid of Azril. Because he was so possessive of me. He would never stop hitting or punching anyone who bothered me, he could never forgive anyone who made me cry, even women.
Until I went to college, he was always watching me. He always took the time to pick me up.
I have always been spoiled and my top priority. Until I found out, Azril had a lover. He still remains attentive.
I love Azril. Although I know, Azril's love for me is only a brother to his sister. But I can never lose my love.
Sometimes in silence I cry for myself. I love him too much and hope that Azril will love me one day as a woman.
Brother Azril's attention and affection turned to hatred ever since he knew both his parents intended to marry me to him.
Brother Azril asked me to refuse this marriage. I'm not doing nothing. I tried to refuse him but both of Azril's parents begged me to accept Azril as my husband.
"Alesha .. father and mother will feel calm leaving you and Azril if you have become husband and wife. I love you as much as my own son. If one day father and mother leave, we'll be at ease because Azril will take care of you."
"Dad ... mother, even if I am not the wife of Brother Azril, I am sure that Brother Azril will still take care of me."
"Do you not love Azril son" asked the mother.
"Mother, I love Azril very much. But you know if Azril already has a lover. I don't want to be a barrier between them. I beg Mother, Father .. Let me remain Brother Azril's sister. Do not separate Azril from his beloved. Brother Azril loves sister Tiara very much."
"Alesha, I love you very much. I know Azril really loves you, but Azril has not noticed. With your marriage I hope Azril will realize his love for you. Please son, accept this marriage."
"That's our business, I'm sure Azril won't refuse this marriage."
"Dad ... Mother, I don't want Azril's brother to be forced to accept this marriage. I don't want Azril's sister to be tormented by this marriage."
"Love will come together, I'm sure Azril will never regret this marriage later."
"Dad, Mother, I don't know what to do?. All I leave to Daddy Mother alone."
"Good son, we're glad you finally agreed to this marriage" said Dad happily.
Three days before Azril's wedding brought me dinner. I was so happy, I thought Azril finally accepted this marriage but it turned out that my guess was wrong, when I was eating Azril reminded me again.
"I don't know what's on your mind Lesha, you know I have a lover that I love so much. I never loved you. I just think of you as my sister, nothing more. But it turns out you misinterpreted my attention and love all this time. You know Lesha, don't you ever expect me to love you. I will never accept you as my wife. The marriage that will take place will not change my attitude towards you. It was just a wedding on paper. So don't ever expect me to be the husband you expect me to be. If you want to retreat there's still time."
"Sir Azril, I tried to refuse her, but my father begged me to accept this marriage. I can't do anything, brother."
"You think I don't know if this is what you want, right, you love me .... "
"I admit, Brother, I really love Azril, but I know love doesn't have to be. I've tried to refuse your father's request."
"I'm not sure that. You must be the one who asked your mother's father to marry us."
"Sister Azril I'm not that low. I know Azril never loved me, I never asked my mother's father to marry us. Brother don't misunderstand."
"I don't believe what you said. You know Alesha .. I regret ever protecting and loving you if I know in the end you will rob me of my happiness. But I will never give up on your game. You will regret playing a prank on Azril, I will make sure you regret making the decision to marry me. I made sure you would receive a lot of pain after our wedding, and in the end I'm sure you regret this marriage" Azril said, leaving me alone at the restaurant.
Azril even though I love you so much, I'm not as low as you think, I never used the affection of my mother's father to marry us.
That night, Azril really left me alone in the restaurant. I came home on foot, because my bag and wallet and cell phone were in the bag left in the car.
I walk with tears constantly falling on my cheeks..
Brother Azril I'm sorry. I miss Azril's hug. The Azril sister I know will never leave me alone like this, Azril will never let me get tired. Azril will never let these tears fall. But everything has changed. Azril's old sister has gone missing.
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