HOLY LOVE ALESHA

Chapter Forty One

"Where are you going" Tiara said, looking at Azril who was dragging her suitcase.

"I need a few days "

"Why don't you ever tell a story"

"Why should I tell you "

"I'm your wife, Azril"

"Your wife thinks so, but I never thought of her.... "

"Azril, you don't test my patience... "

"You always test my patience"

Azril dragged her suitcase out of her apartment.

"I went along. "tiara said and held off Azril's steps.

"Where do you think I'm going, why do you want to come.... "

"From now on I'll go wherever you go"

"I'm not taking you.... "

"I want to come, the wife should go where the husband goes.... "

"I can't take you with me. Don't block my steps.... "

"I wouldn't let you go if it wasn't with me "said Tiara, he stood at the door blocking Azril

"Get aside Tiara, lest I be rude "

"I don't want to.... "

"Surge.

Tiara remained standing at the door, making Azril clap her hands hard. Tiara finally moved after she was pulled hard by Azril.

"You are so rude Azril" Tiara said in tears.

Azril did not care about Tiara's words, he immediately went from the apartment to the elevator that took him to the basemant where his car was parked.

At Azril's apartment, Tiara goes on a rampage. He throws whatever is around him.

"It's all because of Alesha. I won't let you be happy with Lesha. If I can't get your heart back, I won't let you take back Alesha's heart either. I'll make Lesha hate you, Ril. I'll make him never see you again"

Azril runs his car at high speed, he does not want father and mother to have left with Kenzo and Alesha.

Arriving at Alesha's apartment, he knocks on her. After several knocks, Azril finally contacted Alesha.

"What's up, brother.... "

"Where are you, Sha. Mr. Azril is in front of your apartment.... "

"Sorry Brother, I'm the same father and mother are on their way to Bandung between Kenzo's brothers"

"Why not wait for Azril. Yesterday the mother's father said that the afternoon had just returned to Bandung, it was still morning why the Sudh left... "

"Sister Kenzo didn't have any important work today, so we agreed on the morning of his departure. Emang kak Azril wants to go to Bandung too"

"Yes. but let Brother Azril follow now.... "

"Yes, my heart"

Azril closed his phone.

"From whom, son" said mother

"Sister Azril"

"What do you want the child" asked the father

"Sir Azril said he would follow us to Bandung "

"Why did he catch up, did he go with Tiara"

"I don't know, Dad. I don't have any questions.... "

"I don't want to know Well, whether Brother Azril wants to be with Brother Tiara or not, because I'm determined to no longer want to be involved with the personal life of Azril. I want to start a new life. I just consider him nothing more than a big brother... "

After a few hours they arrived at Azril's house.

Dad and mom go straight into the house, Kenzo and Alesha want to find the hotel where Kenzo is staying tonight, all Kenzo wants to find food.

Father and mother had been invited by Kenzo to eat, but they refused because they wanted to get home soon. Alesha only buys food to be wrapped, if you and your mother are hungry just eat.

"We eat where, Sha...."

"By Kenzo's brother"

"It's your hometown, so you know what a good place to eat"

"We went to the restaurant X aja kak, grilled fish is good"

"Okay, from there accompany Kenzo to buy clothes, for you."

"Make Kenzo's brother, I don't have to. Later every brother buy clothes, I bought also can not fit later my closet with clothes."

"It's okay, Sha. Brother wants to buy a jacket couple, want ya Sha"

"Sir Kenzo kayak son of ABG, likes the couple... "

"Last time ABG we're not going out, Sha"

"Emang now we're dating." said Alesha while looking at Kenzo.

"You know what our relationship is, Sha. Is married immediately.... "

"Sir Kenzo is there.... "

"So what do you want, Sha" asked Azril again

"We live like this first, brother, while we know each other personally. If we say we are dating, later in the middle of the journey we have to break up, surely we will be awkward later if we meet. I don't want to be later just because we are no longer dating so cut off our communication.But at this time, I have indeed started to be comfortable with Kenzo.... "

"But I won't be dating for long, Sha. I'd like it if you've established your heart, choose me, we're married, Sha"

"I'm not sure I'm the same as this widow"

"I love you, Sha. Not your status.... "

"I don't deserve Kenzo's brother, you're too good for me"

"Why do you think so, Sha.... "

"Sir, I just feel I don't deserve Kenzo's sister, Kenzo can find a woman who really loves you.... "

"Do you still love Azril"

"I can't answer that, brother. But if I'm to be honest, my love for Azril is no longer the love I want to have. If I had loved Azril, and wanted to be hers. Not for the time being, I only love Brother Azril as a sister towards her brother. Last night I was pondering everything brother, I can no longer be stuck with my own feelings. I need to be able to limit this heart. I don't want to be fooled with my heart. I should be able to respect myself, by not expecting anything uncertain. True, brother Azril may eventually return to love Tiara, because at this time their status is husband and wife. So why do I keep thinking and loving someone who is not necessarily thinking of and loving me"

"How can you conclude, if right now you only love Azril like the love of a sister, not the love of a woman. Are you sure you can forget Azril"

"I will try my brother, because I also do not want to be bound continuously with my past"

"Thank God you don't love him anymore...Means I can start a relationship that's more than just a friend to you "

"But brother, for now I can't promise a relationship to a more serious stage because I'm still afraid to go home. I'm still afraid of failure"

"I didn't ask you to accept me this fast either, Sha. If I can wait for you for these seven years, why can't I wait to come back for you to accept my love"

"Thank you, brother. Because my brother wants to understand me. And waiting for me"

"But Sha, I can ask you something.... "

"What is it brother.... "

"Don't be alone with Azril often, because I'm afraid you're back hoping he'll be yours again. ...."

"What if Azril's brother comes to the apartment, I can't throw him out"

"You can call me to join"

"All right, brother.... "

Eventually Alesha and Kenzo entered a restaurant famous for its grilled fish cuisine.

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