HOLY LOVE ALESHA

Chapter Eighty Three.

Two Years Later

It does not feel that the age of Khaira has stepped on three years. Khaira's a smart and agile boy. He could say a few words clearly. Alesha has put Khaira into school as well as daycare.

Alesha's career is getting better. He currently holds a position as a manager.

Many of the men in the office or business associates tried to approach Alesha but she resolutely rejected any man who tried to approach her as more than a job.

Alesha wants to live alone with Khaira for now. He wants to focus on his career.

Meanwhile Kenzo and Febby are getting closer and closer. Mami Kenzo always took the time to come to Jakarta every month just to meet Febby and Kenzo.

Every time you go to Jakarta you will always invite Febby to dinner with his family. Mami is planning to match Febby to Kenzo.

Looks like Kenzo's starting to open his heart to Febby. Probably because they are together almost every day.

Kenzo wants to try and forget Alesha. He has been able to accept if maybe Alesha is not his match. Two-and-a-half years after Alesha's death, he has not told her whereabouts. Kenzo grew tired of fighting for his own love.

Tonight Febby returns to Kenzo's apartment, cooking dinner with Kenzo's mom.

"What cooking, the smell is really fragrant" said Kenzo who just finished bathing

"Febby nih make gado gado vegetables mami's favorite. Febby's really good at cooking.."

"Tante can only praise, just cook gado gado doang anyone can kok , aunt"

"Aunty can not, who says cooking gado gado is easy. Kenzo likes a lot of gado gado, fix Ken"

"Yes mi. If I know you're good at cooking gado gado from yesterday I've plowed you to cook in my apartment"

"Udah, you sit on the sofa first. Don't look at her Febby, so shy" said mom seduces.

Mami is very happy because currently Kenzo can start accepting Febby as a close friend.

Mami heard for herself from the story Febby tampa mami contacted her. If Kenzo often takes her to college and brings Febby to work out of town with Dita as well.

After all the cooking was done they had dinner together. When the night was a little late, Febby went home between Kenzo and the hostel.

Mami waits in the living room for Kenzo to drive Febby home.

Kenzo, who had escorted Febby, went straight back to his apartment. When he entered his apartment he saw a mother who was still not asleep.

"Good night, mi. Not sleeping yet. It's late"

"Mommy is deliberately waiting for your return. Someone wants you to talk to. Be seated"

"What's up mi. Shouldn't say it tomorrow morning"

"The sooner we talk about this, maybe the better"

"What the hell, mi"

"Kenzo, it's been almost two and a half years that Alesha has left you. There's no word on his whereabouts. You should take care of your divorce papers and try to open a new page with another woman"

"But mi, I haven't thought there. I'm still at home with my life right now"

"OK, if you choose for yourself at this time. But you still have to take care of your divorce papers so that you have certainty about your status. Do not torture yourself by hanging your status. Why do you still expect Alesha, are you sure she still remembers you. Are you sure he still wants to be with you again. And are you sure Alesha is still alone right now"

"Entah mi. I don't know what I'd do better. Honestly, at this time I still love Alesha, even though my heart is getting tired of waiting for her presence. I want to retreat, but my little heart still expects him to come back. I wanted to stay, but I was afraid that Alesha would forget me"

"What mami thinks is the best way, but I'm afraid later I can't love my partner because in my heart there is still love for Alesha. I'm afraid of hurting my partner because I'm still thinking about Alesha."

"Mommy's sure you'll never hurt a woman. You're a good man. And you deserve a good woman too."

"Give me time to think about this, mi"

"Don't think about it too long. Life goes on. Don't get stuck in place."

"Well mi.now mami sleep. I'll take a break too."

"What do you think Febby. It's nice and pretty too"

"Yes mi. Now it's better for mom to sleep. It's late at night. Tomorrow say it again"

"You are.habit. If you talk to another woman, you will not. Try to talk Lesha until morning just like that"

"Mommy, I'm tired..."

"Yes.iya.sleep there. My mom will sleep too. But you try to think about Febby's presence"

"Yes.mami"

"Rubber yes..."

"Yes.mami"

"don't do it. You must make a decision about your status. Mami already wants to carry grandchildren from your flesh and blood. Remember your flesh blood is not someone else's"

"Udah mi, don't start again. I don't want to argue anymore"

My mother finally went into the room and slept. He does not want to argue anymore that will worsen his relationship that is currently improving with Kenzo.

In the morning, Kenzo's mother again persuades Kenzo to file a divorce lawsuit against Alesha.

Because it continues to be urged by the mother finally Kenzo gave up.

"okay, mi. It's up to mami. Mami asked for help from a family lawyer. But mi, even though I filed divorce papers for Alesga, I asked my mother not to interfere with my personal affairs anymore. Don't ever match me with anyone. And don't ask me to get married again soon. Because right now I just want to live my life like this first. I don't want to think about family anymore. Because I'm still comfortable with my life right now"

"alright. Happy that you finally follow my mother's advice. Life has to go on, you can't live with the shadow of your past."

"I'm doing my job. If the lawyer has been able to call, have him meet me at the office. We talked in the office"

"Okay, baby.be careful. Say hello to Febby...."

Kenzo left his apartment slowly for the office. His mind was still with the decision he was going to make.

"May this be the right decision. I have to try to forget Alesha. Maybe it's not my soul mate. Because no matter how far he goes, if he is my soul mate, he will definitely come back to me. But as hard and strong as I hold , if he is not my soul mate.he will come off and run away.I may have to start mengikhlaskan if Alesha is not created for me"

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