Help Me My Husband

I Have Another

After arriving at a three-star hotel, Ardhan parked his motorbike in the parking lot outside the hotel.

"Wait here or come?" Alcenna just caught the faint temptation of Ardhan.

"Here alone, I will not accept the invitation, fearing caliphate and what is desired," Alcenna said remained serious. It made Ardhan finally laugh.

From the outside the parking lot is not too wide and the thick glass of the hotel door is translucent. Alcenna could see Ardhan coming into the hotel lobby and approaching the reception desk.

Then he headed towards Alcenna and asked, "Where are we going?"

"Unfatigued? If tired of rest first tomorrow morning can still meet. This part already wants maghrib," Alcenna chose to go home first.

"Kalau ke rumahmu boleh?" tanya Ardhan serius menatap manik mata Alcenna.

"Maybe, but do not discuss if there are tears draining," he said just so, and Ardhan slightly stunned. Alcenna saw but did not touch.

"Let's address, I'll be home tonight and now I'll rest first then."

"Ok, I'll go home first." Alcenna clamp and turn the ignition of the motor.

"Be careful."

"Yes." Yeah."

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19.30 WIB hours

"So to the house? Alcenna decided to contact first.

"This is already on the road to your house, at least 10 minutes to arrive," he said.

"It's not hard to find the address?"

"No, it's a school in this town, it's still a little bit of a fuss here."

Before long she arrived and Alcenna invited her in, her sisters were already on their way into the room.

Moreover, Azarine after Alcenna said Ardhan wanted to go home he said, "Ohh popeye so proposed."

She teases her brother, but he replies, "Either propose to break up." Alcenna spoke again.

Alcenna came out with a glass of warm tea and a few pieces of wet cake that she bought when she was about to go home.

"Drink." Alcenna offered it briefly.

"Jutek is very, very" said Ardhan as he looked at Alcenna meaningfully.

"It's a habit of feeling."

After Alcenna weigh-in again while in the bathroom freshen up. He just wants to talk at home. She was more comfortable and her sisters also did not interfere if her brother did not tell her stories.

"Yes, later ... not to drive back quickly?" the sweet smile rising on her lips reduced the awkwardness that Alcenna created.

"Where is there such an intention .. have you eaten? If not, let me eat. I don't have an appetite anymore." Alcenna's chatter is getting smoother.

"Why not appetite, want to be fed?" he still teased the girl.

"No need ahh, fear of habit, later there will be no more bribes .. lovers are still far away from people .. somehow pull over and come back again." Although in a joking tone, Alcenna deliberately stabbed him with insinuating words.

He laughed and revealed a row of clean white teeth lined up neatly. Then he said, "Is the story still hurting?"

"Yes, still hurt .. but yesterday when there was no news and suddenly got a phone call, the person was already in Jakarta alone. Because now it's here, go where the heartache was forgotten to ask. To Japan he's times." The thin lips of Alcenna bribed at length by not forgetting to enter the sentence satire.

Ardhan gave a wry smile, and had no intention of replying to Alcenna's insinuations. Then he looked seriously and stared for a long time. As it was implied to say to Alcenna but it failed.

Ardhan never spoke from the heart of Alcenna who was fierce, not yet curious as mountainous. Alcenna decided to speak first. "Don't look at it for a long time, later it won't be able to mutusin and think clearly." A sweet smile Alcenna put on her cheerful face..

Signs he's gonna talk yet."Looks like we'll discuss it in this house alone, quiet and comfortable again." Back Alcenna's fishing conversation. Alcenna was more and more convinced to see Ardhan's slightly agitated attitude.

"Hmmmm... Would you like to discuss which one is this? Discuss getting married or five months more disappearing?" ardhan said with a heavy voice.

Alcenna was silent for a moment, considering which one to discuss, but she thought, what was the discussion that had passed. With him comes better discuss the future. Alcenna's little heart decided.

"Talk about the future alone, the past wants to be discussed has happened," he said impressed wisely.

Before answering he drank his tea a few sips in his calm style. It's quiet outside, inside who knows. In the ocean can be measured, the depth of the heart who can dive.

"Alcen wants her to get married fast?" tanyakanya.

"The way is, I don't know who asked" Alcenna replied casually. Actually trying to relax.

"If we delay first how?" Ardhan made an offer.

"How much longer?" alcen's asking is getting bad.

"It seems like in these three years. If I'm getting married, I might not be able to." Ardhan sounded very heavy saying it.

"So?" Alcenna could already guess where the promise talks were going five months ago, and Alcenna had no intention of asking why.

"So than later Alcen is looking forward to just wasting age. Moreover, Alcen once said, do not want to marry too long and if you can not be more than the age of 25, even want to marry at the age of 24 years?" asked Ardhan straightforwardly.

"Yes" Alcenna answered with just one word.

"Everything, for five months more, don't get me wrong. I'm just weighing in on the sidelines relaxed. Do you think I'm becoming a husband? Can I please you?" He was silent for a moment.

"Then?" Alcenna asked as casually as possible so as not to sound like pushing Ardhan's mind path too far.

"Honestly .. I miss you at every leisure time, yes at work I can focus on work. But my break time or when the ship pulls over at the dock, I use it to think about it ...." Ardhan gave an explanation.

"So your heart isn't ready?" Alcenna interrupted and concluded what Ardhan had said earlier.

"That's how." He honestly admitted it.

As a proverb, once rowing two three islands exceeded. When asked about the future, the past is answered.

"What if I wait another five years?" Alcenna was trying to negotiate, if the CEOs were negotiating business, the girl was trying time, marriage time. Miris ....

"I don't want to hang on too long, three years is a long time let alone five years. We don't know whose heart changed first, it could have been me or you."

"What if now I tell you I have something else?" alcenna said boldly. He also did not want to be cheating.

"Indeed there's been another look as long as I don't tell you?" Instead of answering, he threw Alcenna with a question.

"I'm sorry .. there's someone present in these five months. He communicates, and I have met him often. I'd better be honest so there's no burden on my heart. Also I don't want to sound like cheating!"

Ardhan remained silent, Alcenna continued. "There is no more connection with him, until now purely just friends." Then Alcenna briefly recounted the beginning of the meeting.

"If he is serious it is better to accept him, than to wait for me who has no certainty. Don't waste time" he said with a tone that was so regular and gentle. Although it sounded soft but it felt like an arrow was thrown into Alcenna's chest and penetrated into his heart. Persih ... pain.

Alcenna had not expected, the lover she had loved all this time, to be able to give her permission indirectly to another man. It felt like there was nothing he had to defend anymore. For Alcenna it's been quite a waste of five years.

"Well then the decision, I accept. Since it's getting late, shouldn't you go back to the hotel and rest? Finish the tea, eat the bread first" Alcenna said slowly. Ardhan complied by gulping down his drinking water.

After that, "I'm sorry, sorry it might disappoint your heart. I hope we don't break up communication. If there's any trouble, call me. If I can still help whatever it is I'll help you." A promise that Alcenna no longer needs.

Alcenna just nodded. Dried already tears felt Alcenna. That sentence was suitable for not letting out tears. Alcenna's heart was broken but she couldn't describe her feelings.

Alcenna led him to the door, and then he turned. "Give up the phone as usual when I call .. don't get rejected."

Selfish at once his request, but again just a nod that Alcenna gave. Alcenna doesn't know if she'll be able to contact him. In my heart, it's better to get here. We broke up until here ended with no more communication. Alcenna closed the door and headed for the room.

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