Help Me My Husband

No Must Have.

Boss Alcenna at home sitting in the room. Looking at Alcenna in silence. Alcenna was silent too.

Alcenna threw a glance out the window. There's been no news from Arzon for a day. Sometimes there was a sense of wonder in Alcenna's mind, what the man did outside the city so often did not have time to give news.

Usually Alcenna's a little unhappy if she doesn't have any news. But for the current condition inevitably he felt a little calmer, at least the problem did not widen.

Alcenna felt her life path revolved far away. He who used to not rely on others about funds, began not to be able to refuse the gift and attention of his boss. Alcenna, who was so afraid of debt, would eventually be thrown into the hands of her boss, if one day it went smoothly.

Alcenna couldn't resist. He repeatedly refused, but his boss always won by his will. Alcenna subconsciously exhaled violently and looked at her boss who was still looking at her.

"Don't think much, I won't charge all my gifts even if I can't make you my second wife" she said humbly but seriously. It was as if he understood what the girl was daydreaming about.

"What is this Father ...." Alcenna.

"Isn't that what you were thinking just now and makes you waste your free breath."

"No, you're so pretentious." Alcenna's still evasive.

"You're a weird girl."

"Any?" ask Alcenna not understand.

"Yes Strange. Most women if it's spoiled like this. Must be starting to ask for this. It's you, dizzy yourself. I am sincere with you."

"Know ahh Sir."

***

Hours 10.30 wib.

A doctor and a nurse approached them. The man immediately stood beside Alcenna.

"How's it going Doc?" he asked quickly.

"Miss Alcenna is positive for kidney stones sir, and the stones are already quite large, so sometimes kidney stones move and clog the urinary tract. So it feels pain in the waist and even when urinating." Doctor explained.

"So solution? " The man wisely immediately asked for the path of healing. Alcenna was certainly moved to see the sincerity of his boss and the kindness of thinking about his health.

"It's best with surgery sir," said the doctor calmly, but not with his patient.

"No .. I don't want Doc! I don't want an operation sir. I could die before the operation. No. .. I refuse and I don't want to sir." Alcenna panicked at the word of the operation and insisted on refusing.

"Relax Alcen ... calm ..." said his boss trying to calm down. He held onto Alcenna's shoulder and squeezed gently.

But not much influence on Alcenna. He kept refusing. "Anything does not want sir! Let me endure this pain instead of having surgery. I am still strong. I refuse ...." He repeatedly refused.

"Other streets Doc?" Sounded his boss asked the doctor who just kept silent to let Alcenna who started crying in panic.

"It can be with Extracorporeal Shock Wave Lithotripsy that is utilizing sound waves to create vibrations that can destroy kidney stones into small pieces so that they can come out through the urine." There was the sound of the doctor making Alcenna's heart become a little calm and she still lowered her head without looking at the doctor.

"How long is Doc?" The stiff man's voice again sounded asking.

"45 to 60 minutes, minimizing the pain can be with a mild anesthetic sir." Doctor explained.

"Alright Doc, that's the way we use it." His boss' answer made Alcenna even calmer.

"Okay sir, we're ready. Can you come into my room for a minute?" The doctor asked the man to follow him.

"Shortly Doc."

"I'll stay a while, let's find the best way. Don't panic." Alcenna's boss gently rubbed the girl's back.

"Yes." Yeah." Alcenna looked obedient.

The doctor and his boss passed from the room.

***

It didn't take long, but the man returned from the doctor's office and sat down on Alcenna's bedside.

"Mr ...."

"Hmmm ...."

"Can't just go home, try water therapy alone and other herbal remedies." Alcenna tried to negotiate. He was indeed afraid of dealing in the hospital, especially if he had heard of using medical devices.

His boss held Alcenna's left shoulder. He firmly said, "Listen to me this once .. His kidney stone is already quite large can not be with drugs anymore, there must be a medical way taken. If it is not solved, you will often feel pain and can faint at any time because of enduring strong pain. Understand."

"But Mr. ..." looks like Alcenna still wants to argue, but he's hesitant.

"Look at me, be honest .. What do you really think? The fees?" Guess the guy.

"If the operation I do not want sir, except fainting and immediately performed the operation. Maybe something else about sir. But if you are aware of this, you cannot, sir, just can not afford, let alone live."

"Surely because of that?" look at the man staring fixedly at Alcenna's eyeballs. Alcenna also looked at the man, then lowered her head. The man was more and more convinced by his guess.

"The cost you make excuses. I right?"

Alcenna said, "If it costs, I don't want to use anyone's money including your money. I can't ask my mother, I can't bother you, sir. I'm sure I can still endure this pain." Alcenna's voice grew quieter.

"Are those two things bothering you?" Urged his boss while asking Alcenna to look at him. Looking deeper at Alcenna, asked for the honesty of the girl's mind.

"Yes sir." Alcenna answered and looked down again.

"Means no problem then.First you don't have to operate, and second problem, about the cost, listen to me carefully." Alcenna turned her head back to see her boss.

"What Sir?"

"I'd be really angry with you if you keep on fighting. I do equally you sincerely because I truly love you without any reward. I don't want to see you in trouble. Believe me, I would never force it to have you. Seeing that you can smile cheerfully every time I meet and just imagine you are cheerful, I am already very happy. I can't see you in pain. So okay?"

"I understand sir, thank you then. But I still can not accept especially with the reason Father. Please understand, sir. Pretty much I deal with people's husbands." Alcenna's depressed. Alcenna crying.

His heart was moved to see how much love the man had. If Alcenna could have chosen him she would have preferred him. What a lack of him in Alcenna's eyes, nothing. Alcenna could not choose him.

"I'm sorry, sir. Not being able to return your feelings. There is no lack in my eyes, at least for now. But don't hurt your wife. We're both girls."

"I understand, but you don't understand anything about me."

"Yes, maybe you're right."

"You chose to refuse my help?"

"Yes sir." Alcenna crying. Alcenna has to do and is willing to blame who for all this.

"If I offer a loan from the office how?" Another solution was given.

"My salary is not enough to pay sir. How long will it last."

"I'll raise your salary. What is this way you refuse too?"

"Then I can thank you sir, thank you for your help."

"Quick healthy my beloved." Alcenna heard his hoarse voice as it endured the grief. I don't know what he's feeling.

"Don't cry sir, I'll feel guilty to you."

"You're funny .. forbid me to cry while you're alone from crying. You're saying I don't feel guilty?"

"Eat first, but I tell you to sleep." Alcenna shifted the subject.

"Yes, I'll eat first, and then Sammy will be there, let me go to the office for a while." He got out of bed and stepped outside.

Alcenna lay back down and wiped away the rest of her tears. Behind feeling so lucky to have people who cared about him, Alcenna also felt sad not being able to reciprocate her boss' feelings. Alcenna closed her eyes, thinking about how her life would go.

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