Help Me My Husband

Allya's Story

Days spent with two children in his life. The atmosphere that should still be a newlywed is now filled with taking care of children. Although not serepot take care of baby children. But that's the risk of Alcenna's choice.

There was no regret for him about the child's problems. She only regretted her husband's attitude which turned out to be much different before marriage. The rest he enjoyed ranging from cuteness to their mischief. Sometimes he feels funny, he who used to be just engrossed in his own world has unconsciously changed engrossed in their world. Formerly free people are now supported only in the house.

Alcenna enjoyed it even though there was always a small disagreement between her and her husband. But the cause is not from children. All of the disagreements were because Alcenna always suspected her husband of lying. Every disagreement always understands the word divorce he said. But her husband never answered.

This morning after her husband left for work, and after homework. Alcenna and Allya are trying to build better communication. Rhania was busy playing by herself in Azarine's room. It's been almost a month they've been living together.

Alcenna idly asked Allya, "So when you guys were escorted to papa's office, right mama there's nothing to go to papa?"

"There's no Bun."

"Then what did you say to you that you wanted to be left there?"

"Mom says, "You wait for papa here for a minute, you want to go find work."

Maybe his mom wants to go find work and maybe she's already on the phone. Unusual thinking that has passed. That's how Alcenna thought.

Then he again asked, "Well the mother we met when we picked up the clothes was adek ever eat rice stale, how can you?"

"Don't know Bun, maybe you come home to play live open magic com, mama there sometimes not cook."

"Ohhh ... Alcenna's just a mangut-mangut.

Then it sounded Allya asked innocently, "The people there said Mother to use papa to want to be with Mother."

Wanting Alcenna to laugh out loud at Allya's innocent question, yet there was no way he could do it. Alcenna replied, "Try Allya thought well, Allya is not a child like adek. What's lucky mom uses papa Allya. I'm sorry, not to underestimate Father Allya, but what does Papa Allya have? treasure is nothing but you're his children." Allya looks to nod.

alcenna continued his explanation, "If you wear a handgun, good boss mother again who mother-gunai, he has a lot of money and has everything. Aye right?"

"Yes, too, Bun."

"If you know, son, if you want to not have to use a gun. Ex-boss mom willingly gave anything because of her love." Inner Alcenna nelangsa recalled a glimpse of the former boss that she almost never remembered these two months.

Allya's story again, "Papa used to rarely come home Bun, we were just the same mama. Sometimes Allya and brother help people to the market, only later snack because in love money the same people who tell."

"Since when do you rarely come home?" ask Alcenna to investigate.

"Yang Allya remembered, from Allya second grade SD. Papa is often at home."

"So it's not because of me, before knowing me it was already rarely home. Hmmm a strange household."

Alcenna suddenly remembered something, "Allya said papa had school with his sister mama, who did Allya call his sister mama?"

"Mak wo, Bun."

"Well, why didn't Allya go to school, said his father dropped out of school because he didn't want to go there anymore" Alcenna wanted to know.

"Allya is afraid of wo sir, Bun."

"Wo mak's husband?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Why afraid? Can you tell?"

"He's always hugging Allya, Bun."

"You're a sign of affection" said Alcenna trying to think positively.

"Don't know Bun, Allya's scared. The other problem is that Bun, sir wo tu saw Allya, Allya tree is afraid."

"Ohh." Alcenna couldn't think much.

"Sister's been in school with mom in the village," they called mom to her dad's sister.

"Good," she sounded a little cynical.

"Allya envious?" lure Alcenna back, wanting to know what's in Allya's heart.

"Iri Bun," I'm honest.

"It's good that there is envy in the heart of Allya see that brother has gone to school, but the envy of Allya makes it for Allya's encouragement to be able to go to school and succeed. Allya understand?"

"Unclearance Bun."

"Big brother, how can you Bun? Brother is also 4 months late should be Bun," he asked.

"Yes that mother does not understand, maybe because pesantren and mother there are acquaintances in." Alcenna did not understand, why Ayu could be schooled by Allya's mother. It is true that Allya is already four months late from the new school year.

"Does Allya want to go to school with mom too? Sister nyulus?"

" Ndak Bun, Allya just wants to be here" he said.

"If so patient yes, half a year just play the same mother first. Later join the salary alone in the same mosque mother, mother ngajar njai dimesjid every ready maghrib."

That's a piece of Allya's story with Alcenna this afternoon.

***

Fate does not stand with Alcenna and Allya. Two months after the story of Allya and Alcenna, her husband in PHK due to a reduction in employees in his office. His name is included one in the list that is in PHK.

That afternoon Alcenna's husband came home with a lethargic face. Alcenna asked after serving him a glass of warm tea. "Which why? Any issues?"

"Again at PHK Cenn" he said, to Alcenna's surprise.

Alcenna was initially so panicked, because her husband's salary from month to month was only enough for living expenses, no money left to be saved. While after marriage Alcenna's savings are not too much is up.

But Alcenna believes if while trying there will be a way. She said to her husband, "Not to worry, maybe we'll just get here at Brother's company now."

"Sorry Brother to Cenn."

"Already, no need to apologize, we just go for it. As long as we try there will be a way later. Now let's take a fresh shower." He stepped into the room and went to the bathroom.

***

After quitting her job, Alcenna's husband no longer wanted to find work in the company. He prefers work that is not tied up anymore. He started working odd jobs. Alcenna let him do what he wanted. Sometimes he comes home without money. No commotion about that.

Alcenna felt no distress, but she felt distress about her heart. It was hard for her to trust her husband now. The suspect never disappeared, that often provokes a commotion in his household. Plus Alcenna began to see the selfishness of her husband's family. There's something that makes Alcenna emotional, even though she never vent to children.

Given his parents, Alcenna felt much different from his household and his parents. Alcenna grew up without a fuss for decades. But he was only two months away. The way of life is different. He thought the father-mother nature would decline on him. But apparently not, Alcenna is not a gentle woman.

Alcenna admitted, every fight she always asked for a divorce. "Punish me, I want us to divorce, we better get divorced," that's all he makes every picnic. Alcenna salute see her husband, never answer, she just silence .

***

One day ....

"Hallo Bu," Arzon heard answering a phone call from his mother.

..........

"Yes ma'am, look at it later."

...........

"Yes." Yeah."

Then the phone connection ends. I asked, "What's wrong?"

"Mother told me to go back to the village, Ayu said crying. Other kids are seen by his parents while he's not."

"So, don't tell me about mom. Brother does not work and money alone hardly holds from day to day if not given mother.

"Yes said my mother, I go alone" he said, making his blood boil. How selfish it turned out to be her husband's family. They never asked how Alcenna took care of the children she was with.

"So you still want to go? Can't you advise your child to be patient in these conditions."

"Yes understand the children" he said defending his son.

"I don't blame your son, I regret the attitude of your mother who can't give understanding to your son. He chose to come with your mother, why whine now. Tell your son that, his sister also has to go to school while now he can't go to school! Where have you been before? Only now is your family excited about children!"

This is one of the other things that makes Alcenna's chest pain. If they call who is asked only their grandchildren, only the issue of ayu is discussed. Never once did they ask Alcenna who was healthy or already pregnant. Alcenna just feels like a baby sitter, not a connecting mother.

The sadness she felt triggered her disgust at her husband. He felt that Arzon was also not strict and forthright with his family. Alcenna was getting tired and wanted to end this marriage. His regrets are deepening.

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