Help Me My Husband

Alcenna's World is Collapsing.

The decision to marry him was Alcenna's own. His parents were against that time. Eddyson and the Princess also repeatedly asked for a rethink. Now he must accept the results of his hard heart.

Alcenna never complained to her parents what she felt. Sometimes his father went to town. He never complained about his fights. He swallowed all his pain.

There his father once advised, "*J*ika an angry one should give up. All problems are better discussed with a cool head. There is no home that has no problems."

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"Sister, I go home with the kids to the village tomorrow morning, I miss you" Azarine said one night.

"Will the kids come?"

"Mau .. father who invites. Dad said to them earlier 'come together'."

Alcenna's father was a loving child. Every time his father went to town, he took Rhania on the morning walk around the housing estate. In the afternoon sometimes I also take Rhania around the complex using a motorcycle.

"Will be home, tell dad, make brother rendang chicken mixed jackfruit ya Dek," Alcenna pinta on Azarine. Alcenna really likes her father's cooking, especially chicken rendang mixed with jackfruit.

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The next morning they left and the three of us stayed in this house. Sammy's been working for the past year. He works while in college.

Alcenna also included several job applications. She wants to help her husband's economy. But no one has been called. As for those who want to accept it work there are always frills behind it. If not be his lover or accepted to work if you want to go out of town with him.

Alcenna was astonished by the attitude of the bosses to her. He thought to himself if his face looked dirty. If it's about attitude, Alcenna's never a frenzy. Even Alcenna if newly known looks jutek and a little arrogant.

Alcenna always told me everything that happened to her husband, no secrets. Arzon decided to ban Alcenna from working. Alcenna assured him he would look for a suitable one, but Arzon continued to forbid.

Alcenna was confused, Arzon forbade Alcenna to work, but Arzon instead did not seek permanent employment. If Alcenna asks, the answer is always tired brother work bound. Alcenna felt it was impossible to force a body if it did not want to.

***

Two days Azarine in the village, suddenly he told their father to go to the hospital. Alcenna and her husband went home that day.

The journey felt long for Alcenna. He wants to get there fast. His father's whole life, this was his first time in the hospital. The left eyelid of his eye felt twitching. Although many people say superstition, myths and what is the name. For him it was a sign that he was going to cry.

When I finally got to the hospital. Alcenna saw her father lying down. His wrinkled hands were pierced by an infusion needle. Alcenna hugged her father and cried. Alcenna was sad to see a father she could never be happy with.

There's a pinch of guilt in Alcenna's chest. His father rubbed Alcenna's hair. "Not crying. Dad's okay" said his father to calm his daughter.

A day in hospital I, his father moved to hospital S because of unsatisfactory service. There was no suggestion to father, eventually Sammy was asked to go home by their mother. Lucky Sammy got permission, especially he already served as the vice head of the store in a famous clothing store.

It is now the third day in the hospital, and the second day in the hospital. I've started eating even if it's just porridge, even a little.

Day four Sammy permission to return to the city, because he could not leave his job for long. But Sammy returned home, his father's health deteriorated, and hospital S referred to a hospital in the District. Alcenna's father fell into a coma and entered the ICU room at the P hospital. Alcenna still didn't think badly, she was sure her father would be cured.

Sammy is back in the mail and promises to leave early tomorrow. Alcenna went to the mosque near the hospital. Alcenna begged God to give her father healing.

His father lost some memory of his memories. Alcenna's father asked, "Who is this?" she said to her mother and pointed to Alcenna's husband.

His father's question had left them flabbergasted. But Alcenna quickly realized perhaps what father remembered when he was alone. Maybe you forgot your firstborn son was married.

"It's Arzon bang, Dad, Alcenna's husband."

Her father looks a little confused but Alcenna catches the code from her husband, to not explain further and make the father think more. His father even joked, if the beautiful nurse had cleaned the father's body and replaced the father's clothes.

Seeing my father has made a lot of progress, in the afternoon I say to Daddy want to take the kids home, "Dad, Alcenn is fine tonight go home, all the kids to the house, pity can't rest here."

"Yes, be careful, son."

Alcenna and Azarine went home that afternoon to drive Allya and Rhania home. In the morning they plan to return to the hospital and leave them to the adopted son of Alcenna's mother who is next to her mother's house.

***

In the morning Alcenna was shocked to hear from her mother that her father was back in a coma at midnight. His mother did not want to make her two children worried and just gave news in the morning.

By the time Alcenna and Azarine had reached the hospital, his father's brother and mother were partly in the hospital. But Alcenna still did not think her father would leave her. Alcenna remains convinced her father will recover.

With tears in his eyes, Alcenna begged the doctor and nurses not to let go and try to keep the best for his father. When her mother's sister asked the nurse to open a medical aid attached to her father's body. Alcenna was not sincere.

"No doctor, no. Don't do that to my father. Keep doing our best so that we can help with prayer. Don't let go of the tools, we can only try. I can't accept the doctor giving up halfway through" Alcenna said softly, holding back tears.

Finally, doctors and nurses do not remove the tools. The day has Maghrib. Alcenna, Sammy and Azarine went to the mosque near the hospital, and Alcenna's mother and husband chose to pray at the hospital's mosque.

In this great mosque. After the prayers of Maghrib together, Alcenna wept bitterly lifting both her palms. He was sincere if his father had to leave. Alcenna did not want her father to have trouble because of his unwillingness to release his father.

Still full of sedu-sedan, he begged the One, "Oh Allah ... Thou art the Almighty, without power other than Thy efforts, no power other than Thy power. I have not sincerely called my father, I have not been able to make my father happy, O Allah .. But who I am, O Allah, I am only Your weak and helpless servant. I have no right to oppose Your destiny, O God. Now I submit to Your commandments O Allah. I submit the best according to You, I sincerely O Allah . ikhlaaaaas O Allah. If my father You allow him to be healed, then realize him, O my Lord. But if not, call him in peace, O God. Reduce the pain, when You call him. I loved him, my dear father, to his wife's son, O God. Aamiin's."

Alcenna rubbed a palm onto her face that was soaked by tears. Alcenna felt her phone shake and her quiet mother asked them to go there, saying her father was leaving. Oh Allah ....

Alcenna and Azarin ran quickly chasing into the ICU room. Alcenna only saw her mother, Sammy and Arzon. I don't know where his mother and father's family are.

Alcenna quickly chased to her father's bed. He said, "Dad ..pardon Alcenn can't make you happy. Father ... Alcenn was very dear to father," he said without tears.

Alcenna looked at her father, shedding tears. Alcenna and Sammy took turns to guide his father to the two sentences of the creed. Not long after heard the sound of the ICU monitor machine without breaking.Signaling his father was gone forever. At the age of seven months of marriage.

Alcenna who had been stoic finally could not hold his heart. He felt his world collapse instantly. The sky seemed to hit his head. The earth no longer seemed to be moved by him. Alcenna has lost her father. Losing a role model in his life.

"Dad .. maybe you just want us near you," he said softly kissing his father's cheek that had been stretched out. No tears, no taste in Alcenna's chest. He thought he had been sincere, but his heart was numb for a moment.

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