Help Me My Husband

Help me my husband.

Man can only strive and pray, the result is in the hands of God. So too with Arzon. The more days his business deteriorated and then one day his business went bankrupt.

Alcenna's life is back in a tempest, college half way, Allya who comes out and leaves the house without saying goodbye to her. Her husband, who is busy with his friend, lies that Alcenna cannot accept. Put Alcenna down.

They started to create their own world. Alcenna was busy with her friend and her husband was also busy with his friend. But with a limp, Alcenna can still finish college. She received a scholarship and support from her mother.

One day Alcenna was not strong enough to hear Azarine's report, Rhania was getting bigger and always throwing a tantrum. It is forbidden to even be.

Alcenna who was also no longer in harmony with her husband became unable to bear to hear it. Alcenna was convinced it was a form of rebellion she wanted to return to her mother. Alcenna approved Rhania's wish. Alcenna was getting bored.

"I was not strong enough to hear Azarine's complaint, Azarine himself was overwhelmed. Rhania would not listen to Azarine anymore. I want you to return the children to her mother, all this time her mother wants to taste good on her own. I also want to be free now" Alcenna broke up.

"Give up" said Arzon ketus. Alcenna did not want to know, her husband was sincere or not.

Alcenna called her mother, "Mommy, Alcenn has decided to let Rhania and Alif be with his mother. Her mother has returned without her husband. Maybe they want to live with their mother. That's why they revolted to be sent home."

"But ...."

"No but-but ma'am, sorry. Alcenna was right no longer strong. Let her mother take care of her. If the papa wants to come back, that's much better ma'am. Alcenn didn't have to think much. Alcenn is tired of all this Mom, Alcenn also has his own dreams."

"Well then" said his mother half-heartedly. Alcenna was aware and well aware, her mother loved Rhania very much. But Rhania is getting unruly.

"I'm sorry Alcenn Ma'am. Is there Azarine near Mom?" ask Alcenna.

"There's."

"Hallo Dek, gini only, can you bring the children here? Let him take his papa or go to his mother's place.

"Ok brother," there was no rebuttal from Azarine.

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Since no one's been with Alcenna. Her husband's attitude became increasingly so to Alcenna. Alcenna sad. She thought, it is true that she is only considered a baby sitter. Rough talk is often accepted. Not having flesh blood added to his heart's sorrow.

Until one day he said, "This is our marriage certificate ..." handed Alcenna.

"For what?" Husband asked.

"Bring to the religious court, if I sue you'll be ashamed" Alcenna said.

"You want to split up?"

"I'm not strong, I'm tired of problems in that household - that's it, child to child. I'm tired of you, I'm tired of your family's attitude. I realize I'm not a perfect wife, I'm not a good mother to your children. I want to find my own life" said Alcenna convinced.

"You're sorry?"

"Yes I'm sorry, so sorry about what we've been through. If only I hadn't chosen you. From the beginning there were many problems."

"I'm the one who's sorry I should be, because of you I sinned with my children!" said husband.

Want Alcenna to scream, where else lies his fault, if it is said to be sinful he who ignores Alcenna.

"So you don't feel guilty to me. I'm the one you asked my parents for, the one you took in the name of your Lord." Alcenna didn't want to cry.

Her husband then put on a shirt and left Alcenna, if Alcenna had held back now Alcenna just kept quiet.

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But Alcenna was born to well-spirited fathers. Alcenna didn't get to the heart. She knew her husband must not have eaten. She knew her husband would rather endure hunger than ask his friend. She knows her husband doesn't hold a penny. She knows who her husband is.

"Have you eaten Bang?" alcenna asked gently lowering her ego.

"Not yet" still sounded a hostile tone from her husband.

"Let's buy rice, I sent money." Alcenna is now back with her mother.

"Rain away" answered her husband coldly.

Alcenna, who was also holding her hunger for waiting for her husband, went up in black. The mouth which was basically wise and spicy, could not control Alcenna. Blood seemed to flow into the crown quickly. His hot heart ignited with anger spread throughout his veins.

The inappropriate words finally glided, "You are indeed the basis of an irresponsible husband. let alone to eat me, to eat you yourself can not find. That's what you said you sinned against your son because of me! If there is no money you, the money of parents I willingly ask for the cost of education of your children, especially your child who is a great pompous use run from my home. Just who did you end up begging, just like me. What's my fault, you're incapable but I'm the one you blame for Allya's passing to her brother. You let him go, can't you teach your son, don't need to love me, just knowing thank you is enough for me. I'm always wrong in your eyes who don't know about your son's passing. Why your family always blames me. If anyone's to blame, it's you, you lying to me!" Alcenna shouted out an emotion mixed with hunger.

He selflessly, out with his motor matic through the rain, the rain that was originally just drizzling into a torrent as if accompanying the cries of Alcenna who was getting heavier.

Alcenna continued to run her motor slowly, her heart whimpering, "Help me. Don't let me be in the misery of Nestapa. You asked me to be with my parents. Take me by the name of your Lord. Don't throw all these mistakes at me. I really can't hold on anymore. If someone is to blame, you are more guilty. I have tried to be a good wife and a loving mother to your children, not even my flesh and blood. Help me .. I sacrificed everything for your happiness and your children. Until I forget how to make myself happy. Now the water has passed through my neck. I can't, will you let me drown in my sins. HELP ME MY HUSBAND ...," lamented Alcenna inwardly in the rain that flushed her body.

Alcenna who was hit by rain water began to recede her anger. If you are angry in a standing position then sit down, if still angry lying down, and if lying down has not disappeared, then ablution or wash your face. Then your anger will disappear. Now Alcenna realized, true to the words of his Prophet, Rain that overflowed his entire body. It was as if cooling the heat in his body.

She was still crying, crying because she had spoken harshly to her husband. He should not have been angry. Alcenna stopped at a small restaurant, "Bang please pack two rice, chili chicken."

"Okay Deck, why is it raining Deck?" friendly greet Brother rice wrapper.

"What a bang, let out a fire of anger" said Alcenna who, with a smile, was thought to be joking by the listeners.

"Thank you Bang" said Alcenna as he finished paying for the order.

"Rreally shady first Dek?"

"No Bang, thank you."

Alcenna then also stopped at a stall, she bought her husband sweet condensed milk. Arriving home, she saw her husband sitting pensively leaning his body against the wall of the family room.

Alcenna was still silent, she changed her wet clothes and made her husband hot milk coffee. Alcenna also put rice on the dinner table. She followed her husband.

"Eat the yuk Bang, I've bought rice," said Alcenna back softly.

"Eat first, brother is not hungry yet" replied her husband slowly. Clear details flowing in the eyes that are already red.

The affection tied up by the ijab and kabul is still left. Hugging Alcenna said, "I'm sorry my words Bang, Let's eat first, Alcenna has also made Brother coffee milk, Brother must not have eaten from lunch," alcenna also shed tears. He hugged and cried the same.

"Come, later drink it cold," said Alcenna hoarsely muffled his cries. Her husband stood up as Alcenna pulled him. Alcenna opened her rice wrapper, she wiped away the remaining tears on her husband's cheeks. She kissed gently on her husband's right cheek.

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...I'm sorry dear, it made you cry 😢😢...

...I also cry if my readers get angry at me for making tears run down your handsome face. 😭😭😜***...

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