Help Me My Husband

Who Do You Consider Me?

They continued the work and finished exactly at 16.30 WIB. Work is done, they decide to go home.

"Cen ... see you tomorrow," he said, waving after picking up their vehicle in the shop's parking lot.

Arriving home, Alcenna saw her sister joking in the living room. Her body is so tired. "Dek ... brother went straight to the room yes, today brother tired once. You guys eating?" They both nodded almost simultaneously. Alcenna's headed for the room.

He took the phone out of the bag. Alcenna never used to lift the phone on the vehicle. There will be many things and risks that will be caused by lifting a mobile phone on a motorcycle and he loves himself very much for it.

He decided to lie down for a moment while checking his phone. There were some missed calls and a few texts.

Interestingly there are calls and texts from cowardly men. That is at least the title that suits him is now given by Alcenna.

"Where? Don't misunderstand all of this!"

He opened the next message. "Why not take my call from me? Let me explain."

He didn't gubris sms or call. "Huuh .. You think I'm ready now! I don't need an explanation and now I don't need to know anything about you!" Alcenna shouted in annoyance in the heart.

"Ardhan Barra .. For me you are now no one, I better forget you than to always expect your love that I never understood," he said.

At night, Ardhan comes to Alcenna's house. Alcenna did not expect, so did not leave any messages to her sister. He hasn't even told his sister. Alcenna's been locked up since she got home. Not for crying, just for tiring.

Tok ... tok ....

"Come Deck, not the key brother," said Alcenna still lying lazily.

Czech ... Azarine just stood at the door and said, "Sir .. There's Popeye in front."

"Yeah." Alcenna's mouth was wide open, forehead wrinkled. Azarine was astonished by the reaction her sister had.

"Why is it that you're wondering, brother, if Popeye's older brother is coming again??" In the end Azarine could not bear to ask.

"It's okay Deck, go back there to your room," push her brother smooth.

Alcenna combed the slightly disheveled hair. Without changing her nightgown, she meets Ardhan to the living room.

"What else is it!" he said coldly after throwing himself sitting in front of Ardhan.

"I want to explain what you saw this afternoon, I don't want you to misunderstand me forever and think I'm not a loyal man when you're in a relationship. He's got___"

Alcenna interrupted her saying, "Enough!! needless to say, when you decided last night, I was thinking of forgetting you forever!" For most of her life, Alcenna had never been as rude to her as she was tonight. Although Alcenna's heart also felt rough, but he did not want to continue anything about Ardhan.

"Listen to me once more ..." he asked Alcenna. But the girl could not be weak anymore. He must be strong for everything to be properly finished.

"No explanation whatsoever, I don't need any more. Whatever you explain, it won't change anything we decided last night. I ask you to go home and get as far away from the city as possible. Let's forget each other that we know each other." Alcenna's voice grew increasingly cold and hostile. Alcenna should be able to turn her heart off for him.

Although Alcenna saw him squeeze her hair, showing a frustrated face but Alcenna did not care. Like a deep wound, even though it heals, the scar cannot be lost. Like a wall that has been attached to a nail, if the nail is removed, the wall remains impregnated. Now that's what the girl's heart felt.

"Let's get married" Ardhan said. Slowly but surely. Either because it was too frustrating or he was still not satisfied playing Alcenna's life, so the words sounded full of ridicule in Alcenna's own ears.

Hearing the invitation to marry from her really made the girl's heart amused, so she blatantly let go of mocking laughter.

"You think I'm ready?? Yesterday you decided to get married now!! It's so funny your joke" said Alcenna without the slightest feeling.

"I'm serious!" he said emphatically but sounded only a game in the five senses of Alcenna. Once again Alcenna gave a mocking smile.

"Listen to me, you misunderstood me!" Ardhan still stubbornly wanted to explain. Unfortunately, the girl's heart really does not want any more relationship. His heart was like a withered flower. Like a beetle that lost its sting. There is no more desire for him than to forget and be away from him.

"No need, I really don't want to know anything about you. It was all done for me last night. There's nothing left of it all. Whether it's love, or the hurt you're making" Alcenna said slowly and regularly. But if he could dive into Alcenna's heart, his heart was sore and tight.

Alcenna could have shouted with a thunderous sound like raging lightning to drive her from inside the house. But his mother and father never taught his son to scream in solving a problem, so he was not used to it.

Moreover, Ardhan is only a guest at this time, although whatever happens his status is still a guest regardless of him ever hurting. It is not good to drive guests out rudely, even if it is an uninvited guest. Alcenna once devoted her love to this guest.

His inertia forced Alcenna to reopen his voice, "So once again I ask you, there is no need to explain anything. I really don't want to know, please understand for once" he said in a voice that began to shake.

"Alright if that's your wish, maybe now you're still emotional. The one you remember, I didn't decide because I wanted to be with another, especially because of the woman you saw with me this afternoon. I don't want to hang on to your expectations by making your time go to waste" he said, still sounding like an excuse to cover up his mistakes.

"I am not emotionally disturbed now. You should also know one thing, since we discussed and decided the matter between us last night for me it's all over" Alcenna said for sure.

"But ...." He still wanted to explain something but Alcenna cut in.

"If I wanted to get emotional it should have happened last night, but did you see?? I accepted with a chest. It's not my type to be jealous of other women when your status is just an EX and more precisely just an ordinary friend!" So why do I have to be emotional seeing you yesterday? Now I want to rest." Continue Alcenna to cut time with him.

"Well if that's what you want, I won't bother you anymore." He gave in and stood up and put his foot in the door.

Alcenna escorted him to the door and let go of his disappearance. "Goodbye Ardhan Barra. I will forget you and live my days without you again even without your shadow!" Alcenna had determined inwardly while looking at the figure of her back before she disappeared from sight.

The girl went back to the room, and laid herself down. There was actually a bit of a turbulent taste when he said "Let's get married." A feeling of pleasure in his heart with the sentence he had been waiting for to build a small family.

But that feeling he can't keep up since the final decision that night. Instead of calming down her slightly restless heart, she decided to call her mother.

"Hello Ma'am ... Assalamu'alaikum." Alcenna gave a greeting when she heard her phone being picked up.

"Wa'alaikumussalam Nak."

"How are you today, ma'am? Healthy?" tanyakanya. They always keep telling in everyday.Sometimes his sister who calls mom, sometimes the mother who contacts them.

"Healthy son, mom and dad are fine."

"Alhamdulillah then ma'am." Since Alcenna's return, the relationship between mother and father has been good. Although I don't know what the exact problem is, my mom and dad have solved it.

"Are you sad, son?" ask mother. Degh ... Alcenna's heart momentarily squeezed. It turns out that even though he has tried his best to cover up, but the feelings of the mother can not be lied to.

"A little Mom but no big deal, Alcen can still find a way out. I'm calm, Mother's child is not a child who is easily discouraged Mom," he said reassured the mother.

Yes that's Alcenna Moswen. He is not used to burdening parents with his problems. Not only her and her sisters did too. Mothers and fathers are wise, they never urge them to tell their problems.

"Ohhh thank goodness then, remember son if sad to complain to your Lord. Only He is a walker, a helper, don't leave prayers, that's all asking mother to you and sisters" said his mother softly.

"Okay ma'am, Alcenna always remembers Mom." How do you not remember, the origin of the call asked has eaten? Already praying? Others wait for their children's stories to flow.

"Yes, take a break tomorrow at work, mom and dad haven't been able to go to town" her mother said later. His mother only when the students take a new holiday to the city. I don't want permission if it's not urgent. His mother said, "We can't eat blind paychecks."

"Yes deh Bu, greetings to my father yes Ma'am ... I Love you Mom."

"Love u too Nak." Then Alcenna broke off the conversation.

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