Help Me My Husband

Tanpamu Sepai

"What's sick Bang?" Alcenna asked one night to see her husband restless.

"Nobody, brother just wanted to apologize to Alcenn, brother has hurt Alcenn a lot" said her husband.

"Have Bang, basically we love each other but somehow we hurt each other. Alcenn also apologized to Brother. Alcenn is still a contender to Abang," said Alcenna.

"Cenn, if one day you can't be with Alcenn anymore. Brother asks not to be sad and look for a replacement brother who can make happy."

"Anyways, pamali ahh," Alcenna pouted.

"Consider telling me, our name is alive this be sure to die. There's no need to be afraid of that."

"Not afraid of Bang, gamang," said Alceena.

"Have we slept again" said her husband.

In the morning, Alcenna felt a chill piercing into her spine. His eyes were still very sleepy and heavy to open, but the hands that hugged his waist and the body leaning on his back were heavy. Alcenna tried to shift the hand of her husband who was hugging her waist.

Alcenna sat down, instantly feeling a chill run down from her back. Alcenna was fully conscious from her sleep. Alcenna realized that her husband's hand was so cold. Alcenna moved to hold her husband's body. Her husband's body fell on his back as Alcenn pushed to wake her up.

"Bang .. ohh Bang ...." Alcenna shook her husband's body. There's no response whatsoever. She began to panic when she repeatedly couldn't wake her husband. She saw no movement of her husband's breath.

"Tidaaaak .. nooo ... Brother Banguuun," Alcenn hysterically saw her husband's stiff body.

"Don't leave me Bang, Toloooong .. help my husband," Alcenna's cry echoed in Blind morning.

Alcenna was still crying bitterly, she was still hysterical. Alcenna did not hear her neighbors calling and banging on her door. Alcenna just cried while hugging her husband's cold body.

"Wake up Bang, banguuun, don't leave Alcenna. Alcenna apologized for being rude to you, Brother," she lamented as she continued to hug her husband. Though lamenting is not allowed in the teachings of his religion, but that is what he does now.

Neighbors finally broke down the door of his house, because it never opened while Alcenna's crying got stronger.

"Innalillahiwainailaihirojiun," said the neighbor who added a roar of grief from Alcenna.

"No Bang, no, don't do this to Alcenn. Forgive Alcenn Bang," she was getting stronger and more strongly hugging her husband's body, when a neighbor was about to pull his body.

"Patience Child, patience. Bring Istighfar," the voice of a mother who knows who. Because Alcenn doesn't care about his surroundings. He was finally forced.

Alcenn walked on gontai, now he walked beside the carried coffin. The coffin that contained her husband's body.

Alcenna saw her husband's body removed from the coffin and put into the grave. Alcenna again wept bitterly, as her husband's grave began to be filled with earth. Alcenna screamed, she fainted.

All the mourners have now returned home. Then his mother and sister brought Alceena back to the village. Alcenna just shut herself in the room. If it's dark he goes out into the back garden. There was a long bench for where she used to sit with her husband when she returned home. It was her husband who made.

Alcenn sat down and looked up at the sky, his soul feeling so desolate. Her tears are flowing again.

"Abang, brother where, come home Bang. Alcenn miss Bang. Alcenn can't live without his brother. As quiet as it felt," he continued to look up at the darkening sky. She just found out it felt lonely after losing her husband.

Brother, brother where, come home Bang. Alcenn miss Bang. Alcenn can't live without his brother. As quiet as it feels." That sentence is capable and continues to be spoken Alcenna. Her tears kept pouring out.

"Abio ... Alcennaa ..." her husband's voice was heard calling.

Brother, where is brother. Alcenn miss Bang. Alcenn can't live without his brother. It was quiet, as it felt, said Alcenna standing up from the bench and looking for the origin of the sound. She kept turning around in the back garden and looking for her husband.

"nurse ... Alcenn .. hey, wake up baby. What dream did you have until you sobbed gini hmm?"

Alcenn who woke up immediately hugged her husband, "Huuuaaaahhh, Alcenn dreams of Abang died." she returned to tears.

Her husband hugged her, only to start talking after Alcenna's tears subsided, "Forgot to read the prayer?" ask husband.

"Yes, Alcenna also has not prayed isya, was ready magrib Alcenna sleepy once."

"Abang wants to wake up earlier not to the heart. Alcenn's half-brother has not responded twice, like sleeping dead," she explained.

"Come to Bang's bathroom" said Alcenna. Still remembered clearly the corpse that was put into the tomb.

"Come on Brother's friend."

Alcenna then prayed, he continued with tahajud and witir. Then he got back into bed.

The morning when she woke up, Alcenna still remembered her dream. "That's what I would think if my husband stayed dead" muttered Alcenna while making warm tea for her husband.

"What Cenn?" asked her husband because it was not so clear to hear his wife muttering.

"Alcenn still remembers Bang's dream last night," Alcenn still shuddered in horror at his memory.

"Eat him do not resist the same brother," joked her husband.

"Yes brother, don't like guts" replied Alcenn.

"Tu right, that's still answering, too" said her husband without any angry tone.

"Drink Bang, where are you going today?"

"There are people who ask to take care of the land letter, brother wants to go to the BPN office," said her husband.

Alcenna's husband since his business went out of business, returned to odd jobs. Actually, the dispute that occurred was not because of the main economy in the Alcenna household.

Alcenna never made a fuss if her husband did not come home and bring money home. Alcenna was not short of money because her mother always sent and Sammy also always sent Alcenna every month since she knew her brother's husband's business went out of business.

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But problems like this are what makes Alcenna storm and finally issued spicy words. That's one of Alcenna's weaknesses, she's not good at controlling her emotions. And it got stronger when he got married.

"Yank, how come you don't want to pick up the phone anymore, angry, huh?" write a message on her husband's phone.

Alcenna usually never liked to mess with her husband's cell phone, as did her husband. But this morning when she was about to make a drink for her husband, a notification sounded on her husband's phone. Her husband is in the bathroom.

Alcenna undoes her intention to get out of her room, she opens her husband's phone and sees the message. Alcenna copied the phone number and put the phone in its original place by deleting the message.

Alcenna, who was tired of hooking up with her husband, chose to call the number via text only. "I'm sorry Arzon's wife, what's the connection between the two of you? If you love each other and your relationship is far away you can meet me" Alcenna wrote blatantly.

"Misconnected mother, I have a husband and do not know the name Arzon" he replied.

Alcenna considered it possible, and did not extend. But she was still curious, the next time she checked her husband's cell phone call, there was a lot of the same no, which sms her husband. So many outgoing calls and incoming and unanswered calls.

Alcenna no longer texted, the next day she called him. Repeatedly not in the lift, Alcenna finally decided to text.

"You're a girl, I'm a girl. I told you if you love each other meet me. I will not steal you or humiliate you. For me the actor was present because there was a mistake on both sides. I might as well be guilty and aware, I might not be the best for him. That's why you can enter between us as the DEVIL. So instead of you being the devil mending meet me. I'll let go." wrote Alcenna.

"You're weird how you can willingly let go, aren't you in love?" reply the woman.

"Who does not love his husband, others can love my husband. But I'm not a stupid woman who would cry for an unfaithful man. My eyes may cry for other problems, but not for men who have other women. Nothing in my dictionary. Understand that! So if you want to meet me. Marry you, but have your lover divorce me first."

There's no reply. That night when her husband was nice to her. Alcenna asked calmly, "Who's the woman you call a lot, she also sms with you."

A lot of men if pressed even angry, as well as Alcenna's husband, "So you messed with my phone! Great of you yeah, I've never held your phone!"

"Casual .. don't be angry, I never forbid you to look at the contents of my phone. I opened your phone because it followed my heartbeat. Who would have thought my heart was right. Nor do I forbid you to look for anything else. If he can be better for you and your kids, it's okay. I just want you to tell me, where is my fault what I am lacking, if I am wrong I will change if it is my fault." Alcenna was without burden saying everything.

"Love me three days!" her husband said she left Alcenna.

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Sian you're Cenn, if I've asked for a divorce. What are you humans made of Cen?