
Alcenna returns to hell after a week with Marya. Alcenna started to include job applications. The initial intention was just to be a regular housewife, after many things that Alcenna went through. She decided to try being a career woman.
Educational background and age are still relatively young, became his motivation to rise.
But to rise is certainly not as easy as a drama film, which only sold cakes around the village then three years became successful and could buy a house. Hahaha success is certainly not that easy.
Alcenna started making proposals, "Do you want your job?" she asked her husband cynically, when she saw Alcenna making a proposal.
"Yes, why?"
"Not using permission anymore?" a mocking tone sounded from her husband.
"No, what do you do. My life is not your life now" said Alcenna.
"This is what you can get back from Jakrta with your friend?" insinuations again.
"There is no need to corner my friend for your incompetence, if I don't ask for a divorce now that doesn't mean I want to survive with you!"
"Then for what?"
"To keep my mother's name!"
Her husband was silent and left immediately. Alcenna's heart is back to regret her marriage. Although Alcenna did not feel wrong but the path she chose remained wrong.
The deep wounds would heal, as would the wounds of Alcenna's heart. But the deep wounds would leave scars, as would the wounds of Alcenna.
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A twilight ....
"My father died, you want to come home. Just so you know the two kids are coming, Ayu and Allya. If you don't accept it, you can't come!" So cynical of the tone he casted.
Alcenna just kept quiet, Alcenna called her mother. "Mom, my brother's father died, do I have to go with you?" Alcenna still covered her husband's rant.
"Whatever your problem is with your husband, son, if it's about misfortune go. Mother and Azarine could not go, suddenly this was not the time for the capital to the city" said Alcenna's mother.
"All right, ma'am" replied Alcenna. He's packing.
In the car after picking up Ayu and Allya, they headed to the village. Alcenna was quieter. They only talked three. Alcenna was like a stranger and felt foreign.
If Alcenna's heart must have been filled and made her tears flow now as if Alcenna's tears had dried up. His heart was numb.
Arriving in the village, Alcenna could not shed tears when she saw the corpse of the father-in-law who loved her during life, stiffened. He simply prayed in his heart and said in his heart as well, "Happy way. All this time in my husband's family, it was only my father who never hurt me."
ALcenna remained as if nothing to their families, Alcenna persisted patiently and perhaps as if foolishly.
Three days Alcenna was in her husband's village. Whatever Alcenna did there was no price in their eyes.
Alcenna washed the dishes for the third time on the same day. "Duhh can be damaged later yes delicate hands that never wash dishes in the city," said one of her husband's family.
Alcenna rightly could not tolerate their attitude. Alcenna stood slamming the one plate in her hand. Alcenna is no longer willing to be trampled.
Alcenna did not speak a word, she left behind the glass debris of the plate she slammed. He went to the room and changed his clothes. Then, put on a less clothes.
"You ask your loser family not to be like me, I want to go home now with or without you!"
"Can't you just say good?"
"You taught me your family's talk, and you just taught me your wife! I could die in here long!" Alcenna said ketus.
"If you want to die, just die!" answer her husband did not lose ketus.
ALcenna immediately went out of the room by opposing her backpack which was not too big. In the living room, her mother-in-law held Alcenna captive. "What's wrong? Where are you going?" The same question Alcenna's husband asked.
"I want to go home first, Mom, sorry." Alcenna brushed aside with her mother-in-law's hand holding her hand.
"What's this?" Alcenna's mother-in-law asked her son.
"Just let her be Mom, if she wants to go home now." Arzon's cold tone froze Alcenna's wounded and grievous heart.
Alcenna without looking out of her in-laws' house. He doesn't care about anything anymore. Alcenna stopped the angkot passing towards the city center. "Sir, can I be taken to travel to D city, I do not understand this city sir," asked Alcenna respectfully but coldly. His heart was like ice. He began to be principled there is no point in being kind to people. Even though he has not been good all this time, he is also in the eyes of people. In her husband's town she shuts his heart to love.
The angkot driver whose gentlemen had shady faces seemed unaffected by Alcenna's cold voice. He seemed to understand what Alcenna was feeling. He continued to answer kindly and warmly, "Well, I'll take you to the travel that the child wants."
But it was different from the mothers in front of Alcenna. He also heard Alcenna's cold voice, "Have asked for help but there was no friendly, cold tone like a corpse."
"What right do you judge me!! I don't have to ask for help, if I pay here!!" Alcenna's tone and gaze grew colder to the mothers in front of her.
The sharp and cold view of Alcenna was able to stab the niche of the heart of the mother kepoh. It was as if the cold was absorbing in his body and gnawing at the heart of the lady. He was silent and silent as were some of the other rents.
Alcenna has reached the office of her travel agent, "Here son, travel to your city."
"Thank you sir" said Alcenna flatly. She's not a woman who doesn't know manners.
Alceena's back in town. Once at his home, Alcenna packed up his clothes and other important letters.
Old Alcenna pondered after everything was settled. He had already piled up his things somewhere and sold them. All household appliances and household items are sold. She returned the keys to the house to the owner and sent him a message if his husband came home please give it to him so that he could take his clothes that Alcenna had packed.
Alcenna had decided to separate without telling her mother first. Only on Azarine and Sammy, Alcenna told me.
Alcenna asks Sammy to find a job for her. It is not a coincidence, but it is God's plan. Sammy said his friend needed an Admin staff at a garment. But placed in Bekasi. Alcenna.
Alcenna changed her card number, she also did not tell her two best friends. Alcenna wanted to be alone and enough Azarine and Sammy to know and be a place to lean on other than her God.
Alcenna has arrived at Soekarno-Hatta airport. Sammy, who had been transferred from Kalimantan to Cengkareng half a year ago, picked up Alcenna at the airport and drove to Bekasi.
"Hi Dek, sorry Brother, ended up bothering you too with Brother's problem."
"Sister, don't think about it. Wake up, Brother. If a problem cannot be solved, ignore it. Remember that, let the time be resolved," said Sammy wise.
"Yes Dek" said Alcenna.
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