Help Me My Husband

Halfhearted

Arzon is still drifting with the shadow of his past. At least he could not close his eyes.

"I'll be out of town in the morning for a few days, please get my clothes on" Arzon said one night.

"Have hands with feet? Take it in the closet, I've rubbed. I'm not your maid."

"What did you say my maid?" Arzon did not want to prolong the problem and prepare his own clothes into a bag. He's used to it.

"How many days ?" ask wife.

"Three days."

"Ohh."

"Why? Mind it?"

"No, it's also common to go long. Even a year you don't come home, forget?" cynicism reminded.

Arzon was silent, at that time he once had the intention to divorce his wife. But his mother always told him to come back. After his return, his home was never peaceful.

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Morning ....

"I'm gone," Without greeting without affection, Arzon stepped away. He went to the office as usual.

At midnight Arzon comes home, "Where's your mama?" he asked Allya who opened the door with half-sleepy eyes.

"Mama's gone to work Pa, morning she's home. Sometimes mama does not come home Pa, overtime said mama," said Allya innocently.

"What time do you usually go home?"

"Jam 8 Pa" replied Allya.

"Ohh sleep Allya again."

"Yes Pa."

Today Arzon came late to work and went home for lunch.

"Have you eaten Papa's son?" ask Arzon to Allya.

"Not Pa, mom hasn't come home yet."

"Mommy's usually coming home at this hour?"

"Morning Pa, but sometimes noon. There's not coming home for two days."

"So if you're out of town, you don't come home often?" Allya nodded.

"What do you and your siblings eat?"

"Mother who often give thanks," said Allya make Arzon rose blood.

"Buy rice in the front alley only this afternoon, Allya can go to Sanakan? "say Arzon while spending fifty thousands.

"Can Pa," he said while taking the money given by his father.

"The patch is up to you just like your sister, papa does not eat, is still full" said Arzon.

Then at noon ....

"You guys play first where the front mom is, papa there needs to be the same mom. Just take care of my sister for a moment" said Arzon.

"So it's your job if I stay!" arzon snapped during the day his wife had just returned home. After two days of waiting.

"When are you home?" ask her without answering her husband's questions.

"So you've planned?" ask without fear. He also grew tired of his home.

"So you're cheating?" Arzon held back his emotions.

"If so why! Aren't you also cheating, there's even a woman who came to this house looking for you! I don't know how much you've cheated out there."

"You think I'm just like you ha, days not to go home with another man."

"I work" he bought.

"Where do you work, the restaurant? You said I was stupid, said overtime to your kids."

"I'm sick of seeing you, you're always selfish. You who don't care about your wife and son, it's wrong for me to look for someone who will understand me."

"Obviously you're wrong, terribly wrong. You said I didn't care about you guys, then what I was doing banging. All the pay I give you, but you complain less. Then from where else can I get more money ha, there is no way I cheat the company. I don't want to risk going to jail if I get caught. The only way I can lobby is for any woman I want to be with. I deceive them only for their money, for the sake of satisfying your lust. Then this is your reply to me. So where's my fault ha? And just so you know, I've never taken any woman to bed with me. Then you're what?"

"You also don't just accuse me. I also never slept with the man, I just accompanied him to sing and drink. Nothing more."

"You think I'm a fool until you don't come home in two days" Arzon said.

"If that's what you're talking about. Then you're alone, where you sleep often don't come home!"

"It's not me you ask, you ask my sister, where I slept all this time, if not go home" replied Arzon.

"I don't care, I don't want to know. If you divorce me, don't expect me to meet the children" his wife threatened. And it has always been powerful in dampening Arzon's decision to divorce him.

"As far as you are, don't you think I'm a man with no pride. Don't you think your son could be a threat to me. All this time I've given up on you to change and for the sake of the kids. But the more days you become. Have you corrected yourself, what have you done to please my heart?" Arzon left home.

"If you go, children, I'll take you far away!" threatened again. Arzon stopped and turned around and a smile emerged from his wife's lips. She successfully cancelled her husband's plans.

"Do it if you want, I don't care anymore. Just so you know I've found a woman who can love me regardless of whether I'm or not. And I'm fighting for him to have. Do what you want and take care of your children. I have no problem" said Arzon, leaving home and without saying goodbye to his children, without a single shirt.

"Stop I said, you can go but don't forget you're charging the kids! They're your flesh and blood, your responsibility." said his wife, who was still heard clearly in Arzon's ears.

Arzon stepped in without hesitation. Deep in his heart he will fight for the girl he found in the travel car. She is a beautiful girl and much younger than him. The girl who was originally just for her filler days. The day that saturates him goes.

Then who would have thought the second meeting happened just like that and very quickly, as it had been arranged for him. He did not expect, his playful intentions even became serious and got the girl, in his life.

The failure of his household is already on the edge. It was like a reason to get the girl.

Then when he decided to fight for the girl, "I can't Bang this afternoon, my lover came" said Alcenna.

Who would have thought that Alcenna's straightforward speech, was able to break her heart that was being shaken. In the midst of the emptiness of his heart many things happened. He tries to reconcile with his heart back to his family.

But there was no change in the home. She rarely came home and ignored her children. He was looking for his own happiness. Forgot on his status that of a father.

Like a snail that dies and leaves only its empty shell. Such is the heart of an Arzon Himawan. Back to his unexpected encounter with the girl one day, turning back his story. He wants to get back to Alcenna, when he finds out Alcenaa is not with his girlfriend.

All the shadows of the past suddenly intervened in his eyes, and Arzon remembered something about Alcenna, "Who are you? What do you mean by your words?" arzon asked as Alcenna was in the hospital waiting for a handsome adult man. It turns out he's the one who loves Alcenna.

"Uhhh ... complained Arzon while rubbing his face that suddenly remembered the journey of his life a few years ago.

"May you not be the same woman, the woman who once loved me but never wanted to understand me" Arzon murmured yet.

"There's no way he's going to betray me, after what he's been through and done all this time" Arzon said. It turned out that deep in his heart he could not trust Alcenna completely. If only Alcenaa knew. He'll be sad.

"But Alcenna is now not what she used to be, she is focused only on her household and on her college. There was no way he could still remember the boss who loved him. When compared to me, I am nothing," Arzon's mind went further and further.

"Actually I was so curious and wanted to ask if there was still any contact behind me. Although I know for sure I was the first for him," implied curiosity in Arzon's heart. Even if he knows he's the first.

Arzon's unflinching attitude was the cause of his heart swaying and only giving half of his heart to Alcenna. Makes him insensitive, if Alcenna always feels inwardly tormented.

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