Help Me My Husband

Tears Falling Inward

After losing her father, Alcenna is devastated. In the midst of many problems, he felt guilty, feeling the cause of his father's death. Though his father's promise was only so to the creator, but Alcenna was plagued with guilt.

There's nothing Alcenna can say to her husband. Alcenna felt she never cared about her grief. Only then did he realize, it turns out that sweetness is only poison from the devil when dating. It used to feel beautiful but now it is full of thorns.

When Alcenna realizes the words of her father who disagrees with her children dating. It's all too late. Alcenna thought she was comfortable with him. But all because of a momentary lust.

But to separate is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand. There are a lot of things to weigh. One of his mother's good name is the biggest consideration for him. Alcenna was ashamed to be a widow at that age. That's why he continues to seek the integrity of his household.

No matter what happened, he didn't tell his mother. Alcenna was heartbroken at her mother, although in the eyes of her children she was strong, but Alcenna knew for sure that her mother was more fragile in it. Her mother's tears were invisible, Alcenna knew her mother's tears had fallen in.

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One morning after two months of his father's departure ... Sammy came to his brother, "Sister, at the beginning of the month I was transferred to Jakarta, what do you think Brother?"

"You're up in office huh Dek?"

"Yes, sister, I'm the head of the store but I have to move."

"Your college isn't going on, don't you love Dek? "

"Sister also knows I'm in the wrong department, my grades aren't good, sister see? hehe. I just want to work, brother, at least I can help Brother even a little," said Sammy who made Alcenna heart touched.

"If it's your decision Deck, Brother is no problem."

"Yes Kak, go to college to make money too in the end. Now that I have income, I want to start my career rather than college. Moreover, the majors now I do not master."

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Earlier this month Sammy left for Jakarta. Alcenna took her brother to the airport. "Be careful there, Dek" said Alcenna, holding back her tears. She lost two men who loved her. Father and his sister.

"Okay, sister don't cry much. There's a mother you have to take care of, "the message.

Just losing her father now indirectly, she is far apart and feels the loss of her sister. But that's the life he has to live.

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The day keeps changing. The girl was not ungrateful, but she did not feel the sweetness of the household and the sweetness of the taste of being a bride. He's doing as much as he can.

It was her first holiday with her husband. Alcenna decided to return to her mother-in-law's village. At first he was confused as to how his mother couldn't possibly be with Azarine. Sammy can't go home on big days or on public holidays.

"Mother, soon after the holiday, brother wants to go home with his mother. Can you come with me?" ask Alcenna.

"Yes son, you can come along" said his mother lightly. Alcenna was happy, able to leave without the burden of her heart because she did not have to leave her mother.

Two days to go, they went to their mother-in-law's village. Allya and Rhania also came along.

But upon arrival in the village of Alcenna actually got a surprise. Her ex-wife is in her husband's village. He and Alif did not go to his in-laws' house. But at the home of her mother-in-law's sister.

Alcenna was again astonished to see her husband's family. Alcenna has heard and already knows the story of her husband's ex-wife. She was very disliked by her husband's family. But now Alcenna felt strange, why it was only after the divorce that they accepted it, and instead did not accept him. Only her mother-in-law and her husband's sister were kind to Alcenna.

Alcenna wasn't angry because it was their right to like her. But to which Alcenna fell ill, she was required to love and accept her stepson with open arms but they did not accept Alcenna. Again Alcenna is only considered a baby sitter.

This afternoon, break the last day. They open together at the home of Alcenna's mother-in-law's sister. "Here sit by mother, do not sit beside your husband" whispered Alcenna's in-laws without further explanation.

Deggghh .. Alcenna's heart is not good. "What's this about? Do they think more about my husband's ex-wife's feelings than I do, or is it customary here?" alcenna's heart they.

Alcenna listened to her mother-in-law. There was no jealousy in her heart in the slightest for her husband's ex-wife. What he wants to be jealous of, instead of bragging. She is beautiful and also very young. It's just this family's way that he doesn't like. Why after they divorced this family just accepted it.

Alcenna didn't bother, and then the day came. Problems and problems re-energize the leaflets. His mother-in-law's voice said, "Arzon, your ex-wife asked us to talk to you."

"What's the matter Mak," asked her husband.

"The Rhania case ... she wants to take Rhania and school with her."

When Alcenna heard the consent of her husband, without regard for ethics, Alcenna came out to the mothers. Without a sign, Alcenna said, "Who do you think I am? The statue? The doll? The rocks? When the child is delivered to me, I have to accept it, take care of it and when the birth mother asks for her child, you take it without consulting me!!"

They all fell silent. Alcenna thought there was no need for ethics for people who did not appreciate her feelings in the least. Intention he also returned to his mother-in-law's village because he wanted to make them happy. Her mother-in-law said that as long as her son was married, he almost never returned to the village and even four years never returned home.

Alcenna continued on seeing them speechless, "OK if that's what he wants, but Mamak-Mamak knows, his father is not working and it is permissible for my family to finance our needs even to return home this village my mother who bore it. So don't expect me to send you a penny! Tell her mom, if she takes her son, take responsibility!"

"Yes it can't be, the child is the responsibility of the father!" said Alcenna's eldest brother-in-law with emotion. Perhaps emotions saw his brash Alcenna.

"Master, you know, a man's responsibility is first to himself, then to his mother, then to his new wife to his child. How would he be responsible to his son if the first 3 points he couldn't?" Alcenna's tone turned cynical and scornful. His smile was clear.

Alcenna had her husband's pride, for her enough she kept her husband's self-esteem in front of the Alcenna family and neighbors. Alcenna did not care about her husband's face which had turned a dead red. His handsome face was already like a boiled crab but he did not want to know.

"Don't think I won't send. And what would I send, I couldn't possibly send with my mother's now widowed estate?" the more scornful the tone Alcenna spoke. Alcenna was disgusted and fed up with all their behavior.

Alcenna added, "But I think again this is your responsibility, Arzon your nephew, Rhania your granddaughter, why should my family be responsible?" Alcenna laughed coldly.

With a crimson face, whether enduring embarrassment or anger, one of them said, "Our planet is coming home, it's up to you, the decision is in your hands!"

They stood and were unkind to Alcenna's mother-in-law, because her mother-in-law was with her mother and Azarine in the back.

Her husband stared hard. He wasn't afraid, "What, you want to be angry? Just angry! I'm sick of seeing you're your family!"

"You want what you!" he said in a rather loud voice, looking at Alcenna into the room.

"I want to go home!" alcenna said no less loudly.

Alcenna followed her mother backwards, "Mother let's go home!" alcenna said, making the three of them shocked.

"What's up, son?" Her mother-in-law asked softly. Her mother-in-law never spoke harshly or harshly.

"I want to go home Mom, what am I here for if I'm not appreciated, the slightest bit I'm not considered."

"What's wrong?" ask the mother that Alcenna thought asked her. But the eyes of the mother looking back turned out that Alcenna's husband was already standing behind her.

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