
Before long, the creature that Alcenna was waiting for came with her sweet smile. The smile that she had always longed for, the smile that made Alcenna's heart finally hurt. But not anymore.
Alcenna waved her hand. "Eat already?" greet Ardhan friendly.
"Wait for you," said Alcenna pompously. When else could he enjoy spoiling her. In the past, when the status there was a relationship, very rarely there was time together. A knotty smile was present on Ardhan's lips looking at Alcenna's spoiled pretentious style.
"Later ready for training, accompany buy android huh?" alcenna smiled happily. Ardhan.
"Why?" alcenna said, giving a glance of death.
"It's very nice that it seems," said Ardhan could not help but feel the other way Alcenna glanced at him and asked. Ardhan increasingly saw a change in Alcenna's attitude.
"Happy donk ...." Alcenna replied without burden.
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Finished training ....
"Uff is tired ..." said Alcenna as she stretched both hands up.
"Aren't you buying android?" ask Ardhan.
"So donk," Alcenna replied with vigor.
"But tired ..." said Ardhan.
"Who said? Tired and buy also different meanings," said Alcenna evasive and reasoned. Alcenna was actually tired, but her desire was now more dominating.
Ardhan only shook his head at Alcenna's behavior. They went to the mall without taking a shower. "Slight acid is fine," inwardly Alcenna.
Alcenna finally bought a phone that cost 3 million. "Lumayan remaining 2 million to save," his mind pleased.
The first person to ask for Alcenna's WhatsApp number is definitely the former. "Dine, can video call," said Ardhan was happy.
"Yes donk."
"Later we can vc-an," he said again with a voice so excited.
"Ngapain also .. bored ahhh ..." said Alcenna broke her sense of pleasure.
"Why bored ....?" Ardhan scrunched his forehead.
"This week just met you continue, time until the hotel wants to vc-an anyway." Alcenna pretended to protest looking for an excuse. He had no intention of really getting closer.
"Aduuuh Alcennaaa .. tomorrow-tomorrow when we are not close anymore" he said annoyed.
"Ihhh malaaas too times." Alcenna denied.
"Why?" the frown of his forehead was becoming clearer signifying his astonishment.
"Later my boyfriend gets angry," said Alcenna just as he intended. But it made Ardhan speechless.
Alcenna became misbehaved too after that. So far, after she asked already had a boyfriend and Alcenna replied ambiguously. Since then, I have never talked about personal matters again.
Everything goes like running water. But now Alcenna is getting bored .. bored with the naivety of his mindset.
He began to enjoy just living, if some people think, if they see a glimpse of Alcenna like this, then the girl was impressed play girl, but it was according to people from one point of view only. He does not love anyone. His way of love is never easy.
"What must be maintained if one does not want to be defended. Especially with girlfriend status. Another if the husband is already tied to ijab and kabul. Many things must be weighed, cannot be taken care of. Don't like it and split up. Not fit and then change." This is Alcenna's current path of thought.
A week in Jakarta he was really not too burdened to think about his relationship with Arzon which seemed to run aground as well. He goes with whatever. Even with his ex. If anyone says the ex isn't approachable, Alcenna has her own point of view. Alcenna is now friends with her ex.
In Jakarta, alternating bosses and Ardhan gave attention, but it was Arzon who sort of lost swallowed the earth. Whose heart was not disappointed, if it were to be said, Alcenna was also disappointed.
Where the figure that once could always make Alcenna comfortable, make a smile. A place he can take. Alcenna misses everything. But the girl chose to ignore her feelings. That feeling he's sidelined.
He only focused on training, as his boss wanted. Alcenna was afraid that her boss was serious about asking her to reimburse the training fee twice, if she was asked and did not understand anything about the training.
Outside of training, he spent time alone with his ex. Alcenna enjoys time with him without disturbing the past. Alcenna did not comment on how many times the boss's scolding monitored her going out on the street with her ex.
"I'm not messing around, sir. Even though our hotel never once was a room." That was the reason when asked by his boss. Moreover, Alcenna felt the boss did not have the right to regulate himself outside the context of work. Alcenna didn't get his attention. It was just a one-sided feeling from his boss. Not business.
Alcenna filled the time with eating, watching and taking a walk outside of training hours. Until the last day of training will be finished this afternoon.
Alcenna and Ardhan decided not to go home tomorrow morning. Coincidentally coincides with Sunday. They still want to play another day in this capital city. Ardhan also offered.
But because Monday Alcenna had to go to work, inevitably he had to ask permission from his boss. Alcenna did not want her boss to get angry and suddenly fired unilaterally because of her misgivings.
Alcenna thought long enough and knew herself enough too. Don't want to get in the wind despite being spoiled by his boss lately. The working relationship has its own procedures. Alcenna decided to let him know and ask permission first.
"Hallooo ... Mr." Alcenna decided to call at the office break.
"What's Cen?" sounds very authoritative.
Alcenna gulped. She was a little scared to hear her boss's response. "em ... Mr. ... like this .. Can Alcen ask permission to go home on Monday?" he asked a little doubt.
"Alcen wants to take a walk tomorrow morning sir? May Sir?" tanyanya was still worried about not being given permission.
"Where are you going?" his tone sounded unconcerned.
"Tourist place sir."
"Well him?" ask his boss in a flat tone.
"Yes, sir, it's just a friend now sir." Alcenna seemed to explain to her lover only. Far across the phone, his boss smiled faintly at Alcenna's explanation.
"Right just be your friend feeling for her?" ask his boss to play Alcenna.
"Uhhh, a lot of asking. I feel like I'm being interrogated at the police station alone," Inner Alcenna grumbled.
But he still answered sweetly to get permission. "Yes sir, just this once. I don't know when I'll be here again, sir." Finally Alcenna let out a clear-cut style.
"Ok, but are you ready to cut my pay a day?" His boss is still toying with Alcenna's feelings.
"Yes sir, it's okay." Alcenna didn't mind. As long as he gets permission.
"Have it, I allow it," his boss said after he had been quiet for a second.
"Thank you, sir." There was a sound of the connection being cut off without answering Alcenna's thanks.
And coincided with someone gently patting Alcenna on the shoulder. "How's Cen? Got clearance?"
"Can ..." he said happily.
"Let's go in first, the last training session will begin," asked Ardhan no less excited.
They came in and finished it. Then go back to the hotel and go straight to their respective rooms, after promising to go out after Maghrib.
Alcenna was about to head for the bathroom when her phone rang. He saw Arzon's name on it. He was worried, would lift or ignore it. Alcenna was still holding the phone in her hand.
But there will be no solution if you avoid. "Hello ...." Alcenna relaxed and replied.
"Where?" tanyanya brief. A little caught the angry tone in his voice. Alcenna was angry.
"Where do you want it?" alcenna said with a defiant tone. This attitude that Alcenna sometimes regretted. He always could not speak well, if his heart was upset.
"What's the matter, so your tone can't always be good?" he said flinching, still withholding annoyance.
"Think of it yourself, if you want to invite a storm mending do not need a phone." Alcenna decided unilaterally. He had already decided to enjoy the holiday tomorrow morning happily
He planned to take a bath and refresh himself in the bathtub . He poured soap that had been provided by the hotel, so as to produce a lot of foam. Enjoying what he never felt before. Alcenna deliberately used cold water, getting in and soaking released the fatigue this day.
Alcenna lazily wallowed in heartache. There is no profit for his body and mind. If he wanted to stop here, Alcenna tried sincerely.
It's been almost two weeks that Alcenna thinks this relationship is over. He was tired of uncertainty. Tired of waiting for a solution like Arzon promised. Once again Alcenna felt her relationship with Arzon was going to run aground.
But experience has taught us how to pain when it's all over. Alcenna knew that. He was sure that this too he would be able to get through.
After feeling quite soaked, he rinsed his body. Still with a white towel from the hotel. He lay down with only that towel. He saw a call from Arzon and his boss. He does not care about both, will only add to the dizziness and make heartache. She wants to be happy just like her former friend.
"Let me be young," his mind was sissy.
He got ready and before long the door to his room was knocked. "Are you ready?" he said when the door was opened.
"It's .. come ...." Alcenna pulled the doorknob and the room locked automatically.they walked in the hallway of the hotel towards the lobby.
"Where are we?" ask Ardhan.
"Kasaaaa .. mall." Alcenna likes to walk in the mall. No need for a lot of money because she is not the type of girl who is fond of eyes in shopping. He used to buy according to needs rather than mere will. For him, the mall can make fresh eyes and calm mind without having to drain the bag.
Arriving at the mall ....
"What are you looking for?" ask Ardhan
"You're looking for one pair of work clothes" replied Alcenna.
"Azarine is the same Sammy not bought?"
"It is not necessary, after all, there is no budget for it first. Ordinary when I just buy lebaran or when he needs certain clothes." Alcenna. He does not like to spend money, besides not having more finances, he does prefer to save money.
"Let me buy it" said Ardhan.
"Not to." Alcenna.
"What the hell, all this time you always refused if I wanted to give. Now that we're regular friends, are you also refusing gifts from friends?"
"Yes whatever." Alcenna just follow him and again Sammy and Azarine are happy to get an unexpected gift.
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